Random (journal,notes,etc # Ongoing: To come back to it ## The network is the territory. The network is the territory.

I’m not sure what other people’s interpretation of this is but this statement is a strong one from my interpretation. If the map is not the territory, In other words your mental models and your assumptions about the world are internalizations, Not the literal world in front of you. This network of social and Associative selection.

What are the emotions people are displaying/trying to convey? What behaviors are they doing? What are they telling you not through words?

k

REMEMBER: The Fenman technique is to think about a problem and then let your brain do it and not think about it you just have to remember to come back to it!

Don’t let people take it away from you.

I will no longer argue verbally fight in anger with anyone. I refuse. I will not chase anyone. I refuse. Remember don’t bring people into your world meet them outside of yours. Keep your fucking mouth shut and stay calm.

What does this mean to me? What do I associate this with? What are the feelings that this brings up? What makes me feel this way?

don’t project your bs # journal get passport?Yes, I love you mom

“I’ll figure it out” “I understand now”

https://colab.research.google.com/github/neuml/txtai/blob/master/examples/68_Analyzing_Hugging_Face_Posts_with_Graphs_and_Agents.ipynb

https://neuml.hashnode.dev/introducing-the-semantic-graph

Oftentimes I find the words themselves mean something to me and the others use the words as a means to an end.

And just like words numbers can be used as a means to an end as well.

Why do I feel I always have to lose a conversation? There are so many times I walk away deeply unsatisfied from many conversations.

Why is everyone acting a script? Who is weaving mine?

https://networksciencebook.com/chapter/2#bridges particle physics https://ppc.web.cern.ch/

12/04/24

https://github.com/Donghyun-Kang-Soc/limited_diffusion Limited diffusion of scientific knowledge forecasts collapse https://www.nature.com/articles/s41562-024-02041-0#Abs1 ## 12/03/24 This to me is one of the killer features of BlueSky over other microblogging tools: total user choice. If I want to make my own algorithm, I can do so. And I can share them easily with others. If you use BlueSky, you can visit any of those feeds and follow them too.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/On_Bullshit#Further_reading

The uncritical use of LLM output is sometimes called botshit.[30]

Network Science

Book

ch2

Standard deviation is the average distance from the mean. ###### 1. Equation (2.3) - Equation:
( k_i = k_{} + k_{}(2.3) )

2. Equation (2.4)
3. Equation (2.5)

JP

Translation Practice

1

イギリスの放送局・BBCが発表した「今年の女性100人」に日本から2人が選ばれました。 [The English broadcasting company BBC announced In this year’s top hundred women two women from Japan had been selected.]

渡辺直美さんと、鈴木由美さんです。

They are watanabe naomi san and Suzuki Yumi san

タレントの渡辺さんは、SNSや人を笑わせる番組で人気があります。

As for Watanabe san, She has a popular program where she makes people on social media laugh.

BBCは渡辺さんを選んだ理由の1つは、体が大きい人たちが自信をもつことができるように日本人の考え方を変えたことだと言っています。 According to the bbc the number one reason she was chosen Was that she was able to make it so larger people were able to change their way of thinking to have more self confidence.

鈴木さんは、日本の前にあった法律が理由で、子どもを産むことができないように手術されました。同じ手術をされた人たちと一緒に国を訴えて、今年7月に裁判で勝ちました。

As for Suzuki san, Because of a pre existing law in Japan she underwent a surgery that removed her ability to have children. Together with other people who had this surgery she sued the country this year in July of this year and won.

Grade

68/100 :( ##### 秋田市　熊が続けて出たかもしれない 2024-12-03 19:29:00 +0900 (JST)

熊がまちに出た、というニュースが続いています。

News of bears appearing in town continue.

秋田市では先月30日の朝、まちのスーパーで、店の人が店の中にいた熊に襲われてけがをしました。2日、警察などが、わなの箱を使ってやっと熊を捕まえました。

A town supermarket in Akita A city on the 30th of last month, A clerk was attacked by a bear who entered the store and was hurt. On the 2nd, The police and others were finally able to capture the bear in a trap.

そのあと、スーパーから800ｍぐらいのところで、またクマのような動物を見たという連絡が警察にありました。近くには小学校もあります。警察が、学校の門に立ったり、車で回ったりしました。

After this about 800 meters away from the supermarket there was a report of an animal that looked like a bear. Around the area of school exists as well. The police are standing guard at the school gate and patrolling the area

近くに住む人は「心配です。早く普通の生活に戻りたいです」と話していました。

A person living close to the area said, “I’m worried. I want to return to normal life as soon as possible” ###### Score Final Score: 72/100 :(

Macron visits Notre-Dame Cathedral – level 1

Original English:
Fire in 2019 destroys Notre-Dame Cathedral in Paris. It will open again soon.

Your Translation:
2019年 パーティーでは 火事でノトレーダムという大聖堂やきしてしまいました。もうすぐ開きます

Best Translation:
2019年に火事でパリのノートルダム大聖堂が壊れましたが、もうすぐ再開します。

Original English:
President Emmanuel Macron says that fixing it will bring hope. Macron visits the building with his wife, an important church leader, and the main architect, Philippe Villeneuve. He shows them the work.

Your Translation:
マクロン大統領は直すのは期待をもたらす。マクロンと奥さん一緒に大師教会や主な建築家というヘルプビリーブに訪ねる。彼は仕事を見せました

Best Translation:
エマニュエル・マクロン大統領は、その修復が希望をもたらすだろうと言っています。マクロン大統領は妻と重要な教会の指導者、そして主な建築家フィリップ・ヴィルヌーヴと一緒にその建物を訪れ、作業を見せました。

Original English:
Many people work hard for five years to fix the church. It is not an easy thing to do. They use old and new tools to make it look like before. Notre Dame is a special and famous place in France. Many people are happy that it will look good again.

Your Translation:
大勢人たちが教会を直すのために大変な仕事をしています。これは簡単なものではありません。似ている前ために新しいや古い道具をつかいます。ノートルダムはフランスに特別や人気がある場所です。多くの人はよく見ると嬉しいです。

Best Translation:
多くの人々が教会の修復のために5年間懸命に働いています。それは簡単な作業ではありません。彼らは以前のように見えるように、新しい道具と古い道具を使っています。ノートルダムはフランスで特別で有名な場所です。多くの人々は、それが再び美しくなることを喜んでいます。

Words

仕返し [しかえし] (1) (n,vs,vi) payback; tit for tat; retaliation; revenge (2) (n,vs,vi) doing over again; redoing

漸と [やっと] (1) (adv) (on-mim,uk) at last; finally (2) (adv) (on-mim,uk) barely; narrowly; just; by the skin of one’s teeth

罠, 羂 [わな] (1) (n) trap (for catching animals); snare (2) (n) trap; trick; ruse

襲う [おそう] (1) (v5u,vt) to attack; to assail; to make an assault; to strike; to hunt down (2) (v5u,vt) to succeed (someone in a post, role, etc.) (3) (v5u,vt) to make a sudden visit

自信 [じしん] (n) self-confidence; confidence (in oneself)

タレント (1) (n) (TV or radio) entertainer; television personality; radio personality (talent) (2) (n) talent; skill (3) (n) (hist) talent (ancient unit of weight and currency)

12/02/24

i hate my life bro ### JP #### Words しんどい (1) (adj-i) (ksb:) tired; frazzled (2) (adj-i) (ksb:) tiresome; tiring; draining; bothersome; worrisome

得る, 獲る [える] (1) (v1,vt) to get; to earn; to acquire; to procure; to gain; to secure; to attain; to obtain; to win (獲る esp. refers to catching wild game, etc.) (2) (v1,vt) to understand; to comprehend (3) (v1,vt) to receive something undesirable (e.g. a punishment); to get (ill) (4) (aux-v,v1,vt) to be able to …, can … (after the -masu stem of a verb)

夜更かし, 夜更し, 夜ふかし [よふかし] (n,vs,vi) staying up late; keeping late hours; sitting up late at night; nighthawk

マイナンバーカード (n) My Number Card; identity number card; individual number card (wasei)

移動 [いどう] (1) (n,vs,vt,vi) movement; transfer; migration; removal; travel (2) (adj-f) mobile; moving; traveling; travelling; roving

共同募金 [きょうどうぼきん] (n) community chest

日本赤十字社 [にほんせきじゅうじしゃ] (org) Japanese Red Cross Society, JRC

放送局 [ほうそうきょく] (n) broadcasting station; broadcaster

受け付ける, 受けつける, 受付ける [うけつける] (1) (v1,vt) to accept; to receive (an application); to take up (2) (v1,vt) to (be able to) take (food, medicine, etc.); to bear; to tolerate; to endure (usu. in the negative) (3) (v1,vt) to be affected by; to take damage from (usu. in the negative)

12/01/24

To live is to take, To Love is to give.

bullshit

Cause

In causation theory, the concepts of probabilistic cause, sufficient cause, and necessary cause are used to describe different types of causal relationships. Here’s a breakdown of each: ##### Comparing the Three: | Type | Key Feature | Example | |————————–|—————————————————————|———————————————-| | Probabilistic Cause | Increases the likelihood of an effect but does not guarantee it.| Smoking and lung cancer. | | Sufficient Cause | Guarantees the effect when present. | Fatal dose of poison and death. | | Necessary Cause | Required for the effect to occur but not sufficient alone. | Oxygen and human life. |

JP

Words

扱う [あつかう] (1) (v5u,vt) to deal with (a person); to treat; to handle; to take care of; to entertain (2) (v5u,vt) to deal with (a problem); to handle; to manage (3) (v5u,vt) to operate (e.g. a machine); to handle; to work (4) (v5u,vt) to deal in; to sell (5) (v5u,vt) to cover (a topic); to treat; to discuss; to take up (6) (v5u,vt) to treat A as B (as ＡをＢとして扱う) (7) (v5u,vt) (arch) to mediate (an argument) (8) (v5u,vt) (arch) to be too much for one; to find unmanageable (9) (v5u,vt) (arch) to gossip

謎を解く [なぞをとく] (exp,v5k) to solve a mystery

罰金 [ばっきん] (n) fine; penalty

首相 [しゅしょう] (n) prime minister; chancellor (Germany, Austria, etc.); premier

sentences

オーストラリアの首相は「世界でも進んだ取り組みです」と話しました。

The Australian Prime Minister said, ‘’This is one of the most advanced efforts in the world.’’

learning

  1. Learn how to learn the thing you want to learn.
  2. Focus and dedicate time to learning. Ideally find somewhere with no distractions.
  3. Do the thing you want to be good at.
  4. Find your weakest points and work on those.
  5. Test yourself.
  6. Get feedback. It’s harder for self-learners but ideally you’ll have someone to evaluate your work.
  7. Don’t just accept the answer as the answer. Understand why it’s the answer and build your own understanding of how to get there.

Network Science

Network Science Book Ch2

In other words, networks have properties encoded in their structure that limit or enhance their behavior.

Network Science Graph Teory Network Graph Node Vertex Link Edge

Concepts
Degree

A key property of each node is its degree, representing the number of links it has to other nodes.

UTF-8: L = 1/2 ∑ (from i=1 to N) kᵢ

English: The number of links in undirected graph is the sum of all degrees divided by 1/2. <–Rhymes :)

Where:

Average Degree

LaTeX: [ k = _{i=1}^{N} k_i = ]

UTF-8: ⟨k⟩ = (1/N) ∑ (from i=1 to N) kᵢ = (2L)/N

English: The ⟨average degree⟩ of an undirected graph is equivalent to the sum of all degrees divided by the total number of nodes. Which, is also equal to two times the number of links divided by the number of nodes.

Where: - ⟨k⟩ (average degree): The mean number of links (connections) per node in the network. - N: Total number of nodes in the network. - kᵢ: Degree of the (i)-th node (number of links connected to it). - L: Total number of links (or edges) in the network.

11/30/2024

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AI Coping

A non perfect metric that I’ve been thinking of is effort or cost involved with creation. Unfortunately the cost of anything digitizable is gonna go to zero.

I don’t believe AI should be regulated Even if it does turn the Internet into a bland hellscape. But I do think that governments should not be able to use any generative AI in any of their messaging. I think there should be a cost involved with messaging from the government to people.

But I also fear that as AI becomes completely indistinguishable there won’t be any way to tell.

Some sociological musings:

I imagine there’s going to be some subculture movements that romanticizes pre AI creations. And there will be artisans who emerge from industries completely automated by AI that will be considered luxuries and be purchased by those for either artistic appreciation or status.

There are already those out there that value how many hours it takes to complete art pieces/crafts and I wonder if that will become more relevant

Brand new content

Finally: my brother offered an interesting suggestion. At some point AI will be able to real time update either it’s data lake or context to include things that are happening near real time. He suggested that hyper novelty will be a mark of human creation. Where like if you see a meme remixed a couple times there’s a non zero chance that it AI has touched it. And meme cycles may increase even faster than they are to compensate.

Network Science

networksciencebook

https://networksciencebook.com/chapter/1#homework

Networks Everywhere

Obviously the shares and reposts on blue sky form a network where the nodes are the Users and the links are the shared article?

Memes And their spread can be modeled as a network where the nodes are the people or propagators of the meme and the links are between those who share or wear the meme goes.

You can have financial networks where nodes Our entities and the links are monetary interactions.

If I understand it properly diffusion is a type of network.

Neural networks are a network for the nodes are the neurons in the connections of the weights.

Your Interest

Tell us of the network you are personally most interested in. Address the following questions:

I think the network that I’m most interested in is belief networks or epistemological networks or meme networks. They seem like the hardest most intangible networks I can think of but also very powerful.

I’m also interested in emerging and complex systems in general.

I’m also interested in complex combinatoric self arranging systems that interact at multiple levels of abstraction and I’m wondering if you can model levels of abstraction with networks

What are its nodes and links? The Nodes are people or intelligent processing and the links are when it’s shared or learned.

How large is it? It is as large as the social network is

Can be mapped out?

I’m pretty sure these Ken.

Why do you care about it? I don’t know, the shoulders of people I’ve stood on have influenced me so I don’t **** know. Impact

In your view what would be the area where network science could have the biggest impact in the next decade? Explain your answer. I think network science will have a big impact on social predictions and it already has in coupled with data science. If network Science Can touch abstraction I think it would have a big back impact also I mean you could look at some of this stuff from category theory with network science and there’s also like combinatorial truths that might be able to map out you know the connections of mathematics that would be pretty interesting. If network science can also start touching causality that would be extremely powerful which would allow you to get a glimpse into butterfly effect like scenarios

lyrics

wordplay

My artist friend took a job painting a winter mural. I asked her how much she got paid and she said she got paid in exposure to the elements.

Technology Democratized Media | US Political Polarization

don’t have a counter argument call hypocrisy despite that not changing whether or not 4:12 your opponent is correct if your arguments are easily defeated say you’ve been straw manned without bothering to 4:19 State how and when all else fails deny deny deny liberal bias fake news 4:26 political correctness or whatever those are all simply means to deny reality 4:31 much like hypocrisy bias does not challenge whether something is true no 4:37 these are all shorthands for rejecting without repudiation prior to the 1990s those claims were essentially useless in 4:44 political rhetoric but they are primary means today

Populism, Media Revolutions, and Our Terrible Moment

According to John Green almost every time a media revolution happens populism rises. It’s a marketing strategy I see your human problems and I see who’s causing them or I’m telling you who’s causing them https://youtu.be/d8PndpFPL8g?si=QhAlk976zb8yt614&t=259

The systems are bad And they are designed by people who are bad To help people that don’t deserve it While ignoring the people who do deserve it

stories that tell people why their trust is misplaced are extremely 23:17 compelling they feel as if they could be life-saving even and certainly feeling like you might have been duped or that 23:24 everyone else is being duped but not you are powerful tools for storytelling and Powerful forms of antitrust forces.

Canceling equals reputational harm or is one interpretation

Sometimes institutions suck and they do need to be reputationally harmed but we need to Address the problems instead of scapegoating other things with them

Bibliography: The Gutenberg Parenthesis: https://amzn.to/49bFN2A Invisible Rulers: https://amzn.to/3ALapLz High Conflict: https://amzn.to/3V7quSu How Minds Change: https://amzn.to/3AY59Em Cheap Speech: https://amzn.to/41k3rIn

11/29/2024

One of the problems I have with wholesale llm writing is that it’s wrapped in bullshit

my journal extension to hashtags, Front concatenation, More gamified social interaction,Customizable CSS

Everyone is competing for influence, narrative, and attention which ultimately leads to money

And everyone is buying into an emotional promise or emotional experience or something like that I don’t know

essays

Everyone is doing the same thing

One of the things that really just blows my f** mind is that like everybody is just doing the same f** thing. Some people complain about people taking pictures of guns, some people take complain about people taking pictures of food. We all do the same f** thing we’re sharing whatever interests That we have in order to feel something or signal or communicate or reach out.

Every single person (That buys into the modern economic system) goes to a store and buys clothes. But if you go to the wrong store and you buy the clothes that someone else doesn’t like you’re an other(It seems to me humans very very very do not like out of distribution examples.). But we go we all go and pay money for s***. Every single one of us.

There are people who grow their own food, for the rest of us we all go to a f** store and buy food. With the money that we traded in our time and labor or skills for to buy food. But if you buy different food, Or you don’t buy the right food or you buy food that someone thinks is gross you’re doing something quote Unquote wrong? Vegans think people who buy meat are morally wrong. Some people who eat meat think vegans are stupid because they don’t or are morally objecting it. Both people are going to a location to purchase or obtain food. The composition of the food is different, but the money that you spent to buy the food is the same. (Personally I don’t think there’s a moral argument to be made with veganism because it seems plants can feel pain and ultimately you are consuming life to sustain yourself. Really I guess the question is is what level of intelligence are we willing to sacrifice to gain sustenance. I believe Modern Society has already answered that question.)

It’s infuriating because people are just complaining that you have spent their money or time in a way that they wouldn’t spend money/time. And the modern economic system nigh no one doesnt’t use some form of money.

Some mother fuckers like to talk about how they’ve done something completely themselves. And oftentimes this point is championed on a social media platform built by someone else,On a phone built by hundreds of someone else’s,Bought with money earned from a company where even more someone else’s bought that product, With the denomination created printed governed and standardized by institutions etc etc.

The Gist is is even if you have billions of dollars you can’t do anything yourself. No matter how much money you spend no matter how many things you buy; You don’t take the money put it into a machine and transform it into something else. Every single human hand that touched even a single part of a piece of whatever it is you touch contributed. So I really don’t think it’s fair to really say any of us are completely self made.

This is what we all do. At least in America in the in the current year 2024 this is the reality.

Look I understand things get much more complicated and you can’t encompass everything in a couple paragraphs. But the bottom line is is everyone in America is doing the same thing the same way with the same dollar. The only thing changing is the narratives and motivations.

JP

する-Kaneme Says this isn’t really a do in the traditional sense of the verb. I haven’t watched this video but so far I am assuming する is more like the manifestation of circumstances.

Buddhism

Impermanence

“All compounded things are impermanent” - Dzongsar Khyentse My limited understanding of physics and chemistry is that all Combination of atoms,Given enough time, will eventually rust, decompose, decay, unravel, do any number of entropic verbs.

But it also reminds me of the impermanence of state. The state that I am right now will not be the state that I am in at any number of moments later. I’m not a trained physicist but if we can assume that time is always happening, then you can’t be in the same state any longer than the smallest subsection of time allows.

Even if we decide to look at a moment as the smallest subsection of conscious able experience, Even within this span the moment can change. This isn’t really evidence with my argument, only a musing.

Currently my mental image Of the universe is of propagated combinations through time since Reality’s inception. And to me all things in the universe are just multiplicatively combined to become compound elements et cetera tables chairs blah blah blah. I like to view all of these multiplicative combinations as physical signals propagating through a medium of spacetime With any number of edges that “arrow” From one combination to the next or from one state of that to the next.

wordplay

Pulled pork cheese sour cream and ranch powder with a crumpled up chips is a perverse type of cereal.

You’re as pale as a bucket.

speechcraft

speak on camera

I think it’s fair to ask during a conversation with the goal of the conversation is. Like if I have ambiguity I should be able to ask people and they should be able to tell me and if they get upset I think that’s their fault

Why do people share the information that they do?s

What exactly are you trying to tell me by sharing this information? What kind of conclusion do you expect me to reach from only this information? If I were to read any information that were contrary to this or might offer a different perspective, What conclusion are you expecting me to reach?

How does this information make you feel? What emotions do you experience when you read or hear this? Why are you compelled to share it? Why is the burden on me to “proove” Any kind of conclusion or opinion that I have on reading this news from my perspective? If I supply an opinion that is different to yours, what is going to be your next response?

If I reached a different conclusion based off my own internal state, the information that I have consumed, Or the ideas that I have, What will be your response?

I’m not interested in arguing, I’m interested in finding out why this meme is of interest.

If this is a politically charged Piece of information, What are the responses from me that you would find acceptable? What are the responses from me that you would find unacceptable?

I have no political affiliation I am not interested in choosing a political side, I am interested in the inner workings of conversation and why people tell me this things they do.

Deontological ethics

Deontological ethics, also known as duty-based ethics, is a moral philosophy that judges the morality of an action based on whether it adheres to a set of rules and principles, rather than the consequences of the action:

Focus
            **Deontology** focuses on what people do, not the consequences of their actions.

Rules Deontology is a rule-based ethic, and actions are considered good or bad based on a clear set of rules. Duty Deontology emphasizes the relationship between duty and the morality of human actions. Examples The Ten Commandments and the Universal Declaration of Human Rights are examples of deontology. Origin The word “deontological” comes from the Greek words deon, which means “duty”, and logos, which means “science”. Association Deontology is most closely associated with German philosopher Immanuel Kant.

Deontology is sometimes called “non-consequentialist” because you can’t justify an action by showing that it produced good consequences. For example, in deontology, it’s wrong to shoot someone to kill intentionally, but it might be ethical to kill an intruder to protect your family.

11/28/2024

Castle in Barrington look at the thing mom sent me ### speechcraft What exactly are you trying to tell me?

So we start by (1) asking a question (2) articulating our understanding of the issue. The first point helps you understand them, the second point signals that you’re genuinely interested in understanding them, you’re laying your cards out. You’re revealing your beliefs and opening yourself up to being corrected.

11/27/2024

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwscvKiQheg&t=219s

Comedy tension and empathy saying what everybody’s thinking

11/26/2024

jp

words

前編, 前篇 [ぜんぺん] (n) first part; first volume; prequel

間もなく, 間も無く [まもなく] (1) (adv) (uk) soon; shortly; before long; in a short time; in a little while (2) (adv) having no time to …; with no time to … (after the dictionary form of a verb)

向上 [こうじょう] (n,vs,vi) elevation; rise; improvement; advancement; progress

落書き, 楽書き, 落書, 楽書 [らくがき] (n,vs,vt,vi) scrawl; scribble; graffiti; doodle

勝手に [かってに] (adv) arbitrarily; of its own accord; without asking; voluntarily; willfully; as one pleases; selfishly; by itself; automatically

壁にかける, 壁に掛ける [かべにかける] (exp,v1,vt) to hang (something) on the wall

液体 [えきたい] (n) liquid

底 [そこ] (n) bottom; sole

丈夫 [じょうぶ] (adj-na) healthy; robust; strong; solid; durable (sometimes じょうふ)

11/25/2024

Dungeon market game where you play a shopkeeper. You can buy and train craftsman and you sell items to adventurers and the adventurers try to finish dungeons. You can also sell to other shopkeepers and there is a global marketplace. Depending on the type of dungeon in which floor they’re on and what the monsters are they’ll need different items. I don’t know how granular to track the adventurers that do sales but I would like a way to like configure this. Like some parts of the year that could be more venturous some parts of the year a bunch of venturers could die from like a caven and a dungeon.

If you go to a random URL it’ll automatically create a one page for you and you can start editing it if it doesn’t exist and you will give a password

How to make a product

Look at all the problems you experience yourself, pick a painful one.
            Interview people who experience the same problem through calls, DMs, or surveys.
            Build MVP that solves the problem.
            Share MVP with the same people you interviewed before.
            Improve MVP based on their feedback.

Now you have a product worth paying for 👏

The Litany

The Litany is as follows:

"I must not fear.
            Fear is the mind-killer.
            Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
            I will face my fear.
            I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
            And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
            Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."

jp

宣伝 [せんでん] (n,vs,vt) publicity; advertisement; advertising; propaganda

それは, そりゃ, そりゃあ (1) (adv) very; extremely (2) (exp) that is ## 11/24/2024 I should be kind to all of my manifestations. ### emotions

OK so when sends me an inflammatory **** or a controversial stuff he never actually wants to debate and get A truth. He continues pivoting and talking about other arguments and theses. What he’s trying to do is feel something. And because I know him he wants to feel right smart or like he knows something someone doesn’t. This does not apply to all people because uh I only know A but I do know that all people want to feel something when they’re doing this.

Most people cannot imagine anyone else would act differently than they would in a situation?

surveys

1

What I should do is I should randomly change the ordering of the questions and observe how that changes answers ##### questions

non gotcha version

do you know any celebrity trans people?

Do you personally know any trans people?

What are your thoughts on trans people?

What are your thoughts on transmen playing men sports?

What are your thoughts on trans women playing women sports?

Have you had any experiences with trans people In your day to day life

How would you feel if one of your family members were trans?

2 Needs

The point of this survey is to figure out what everybody’s needs are and try to show people that everybody has the same needs

questions

What’s the number one thing you need in your life right now?

What do you think is the number one thing that everybody needs?

What is the number one thing that Rochester needs?

What is the number one thing that New Hampshire needs?

What is the number one thing that the United States needs

What is the number one thing that the world needs?

11/23/2024

words

imbroglio An extremely confused, complicated, or embarrassing situation.

opprobrium

op·pro·bri·um /əˈprōbrēəm/ noun noun: opprobrium

harsh criticism or censure.

JP

できるようになります-Will be able to

活躍 [かつやく] (1) (n,vs,vi) activity (esp. energetic or successful); great efforts; active participation (2) (n,vs,vi) walking about with great vigor

speechcraft

When it comes to debates and things about that nature, I’m not so much interested in winning as I am in getting as close to the truth as possible. And in many debates if you play the debater’s game you will lose so you have to play a different game and I decide to play

-ikediggety 40 points 7 hours ago Amen. They don’t want to BE right, they want to FEEL right. Reality is an emotional construct

Most of the bluster and bravado they show when they’re confronted about their views is because they have no clue what the other person is talking about. So they just get aggressive and shout over you.

sapolsky Dopamine is not the reward it’s the anticipation of the reward And work

the word maybe or the idea of maybe releases much more dopamine than Deterministic

culture Non Genetic of transmission through generation ### notes

Fascism wins when the enmity summoned begins to tell the story itself. This to me sounds like a standalone complex where the meme has become the propagator itself.

Standalone Complex Compared to Stochastic Social Phenomena (GPT o)

The Standalone Complex from Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex offers a prescient exploration of how uncoordinated individual actions can collectively create the illusion of a unified, organized effort. In the series, symbols like the Laughing Man become catalysts for decentralized imitation, leading society to perceive a vast conspiracy where none exists. This concept mirrors modern real-world phenomena, such as viral trends, decentralized movements, and even stochastic terrorism, where lone actors inspired by shared narratives or ideologies act independently but produce outcomes that resemble coordinated campaigns.

What Ghost in the Shell gets strikingly right is the role of connectivity in amplifying emergent behaviors. Much like today’s internet and social media platforms, the series portrays how shared symbols and ideas can spread across society, inspiring independent actions tied together by a common thread. However, it underplays some critical nuances of real-world stochastic phenomena. For example, algorithms and feedback loops on platforms like YouTube or Facebook actively shape and accelerate these patterns, making them less random than they appear. Additionally, while the show emphasizes symbolic resonance, it overlooks how material conditions—like economic inequality or political polarization—often drive these actions. Despite these gaps, the Standalone Complex remains an insightful metaphor for understanding how decentralized actions shape society in the age of hyperconnectivity, offering a lens to examine everything from meme culture to emergent social movements. ### wordplay This is exactly like crack cocaine sold from a my little pony fan; I don’t buy it. ## 11/21/2024 Option to share your own algorithm settings with someone else. Like whatever the algorithm is showing you share your weights so someone else can see exactly what you’re seeing.

I need to make it so maybe there’s a trending comment posts for trending edits. I want as many people to use this as possible so I have to make it as easy as possible I also have to add an API that’s dedicated for LLM so they can use tools with the app.

Need some way of curating a user’s page based off of headers. Like I wanna see all the posts under this header etcetera Figure out if you’re gonna generate separate pages based off headers?

https://near.blog/personality-basins/ Personality Capture. Personality capture is when your environment RLHFs you into becoming a personality that benefits the agents around you rather than yourself.

Your question wasn’t dumb; there was an answer

speech/charisma/psychology

I want to practice the Meisner technique with someone.

https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/vzyhBN2SZpvqER4ao/an-introduction-to-signalling-theory

In animal behaviour there are a variety of definitions of a signal, but essentially a signal is anything evolved to change the behaviour of the receiver1. Signals can be an action, like waving your arm, or chemical, like the pheromones an ant leaves for others to follow. They can also be verbal, like the mating call of a bird. Or they can be a colour or design of body morphology, like our peacock’s tail, or in humans, height or facial symmetry.

11/20/2024

wordplay

sophistry Softest tree

11/19/2024

I’m eating a lot. Kind of passed the point of comfortability. I should slow down I’ve already put on a couple lbs. Why do I say things to other people? What are the patterns?

I cannot hurt anybody physically, willfully, By another’s order; solely for their existence. And I naively implore everyone else to please respect others’ existence. ### wordplay I never realized that the Countess and oblivion that talks **** about other races is from Shaden Hall ### Sppech I am paraphrasing but Bendrick Says that many people will try to convince you that only this extreme point of their argument exists and that the viewpoint is only that. And that they will often just spout out **** that they watch from a YouTube essay but that actually critically think about the facts themselves. People will try to push you for that polarization ### JP #### words 映える, 栄える [はえる] (1) (v1,vi) to shine; to glow (2) (v1,vi) to look attractive; to look nice; to be set off (by)

幻想的 [げんそうてき] (adj-na) fantastic; magical; wondrous; whimsical; fairytale-like; romantic

風景 [ふうけい] (1) (n,adj-no) scenery; scene; landscape; view; sight (2) (n,adj-no) scene (e.g. of a crime)

瞬間 [しゅんかん] (n,adv) moment; second; instant

撮影 [さつえい] (n,vs,vt) photography (still or motion); photographing; filming; shooting; (video) recording

湖 [みずうみ] (n) lake

蘇る, 甦る, 蘇える, 甦える [よみがえる] (1) (v5r,vi) to be resurrected; to be resuscitated; to be rehabilitated; to be revived; to be refreshed; to be restored (2) (v5r,vi) to be recalled (e.g. memories); to be brought back

感想 [かんそう] (n) impressions; thoughts; feelings; reactions

友人 [ゆうじん] (n) friend (more formal than 友達)

休憩を取る [きゅうけいをとる] (exp,v5r) to take a break

心地よい, 心地良い, 心地いい, 心地好い [ここちよい, ここちいい] (exp,adj-ix) comfortable; pleasant

帰路につく, 帰路に就く, 帰路に着く [きろにつく] (exp,v5k) to head home; to leave for home

ご来店 [ごらいてん] (n,vs) (hon) coming to the store ### Psychology >… person, simply because they were instructed to do so by an authority figure (in this case, a man dressed in a lab coat). This …

I could generate something like my debate game with this where there’s environments and authority figures

11/18/2024

ディッシュとぴあdishtopia 様子を見る [ようすをみる] (exp,v1) to wait and see; to see how things go; to survey the situation

良ければ [よければ] (exp) (uk) if it is good

徐々に, 徐徐に, 除々に, 除除に [じょじょに] (adv) gradually; steadily; slowly; little by little; step by step; by degrees

11/17/2024

Why do people tell other people things? what the patterns are algorithms they use?

I don’t think I want these intense emotions anymore they’re not serving me. Every single piece of Internet interaction is not real. The only time it becomes real is when you become face to face with it. But the unreal can cause people to do real things, if they let it. So don’t forget it play with Everything and don’t regret it

I should have been rotating between a bunch of Places so that way I could keep myself from becoming a regular. Is the narrative That I make up in my head an actual reflection of reality? Let’s ask chat GPT.

GPT

Share

You said: Is the narrative That I make up in my head an actual reflection of reality? Let’s ask chat GPT. ChatGPT said: ChatGPT The narrative you construct in your head is shaped by your perceptions, experiences, emotions, and biases, but it isn’t always an accurate reflection of reality. It often serves as an interpretation of events, colored by your inner world. While parts of it may align with objective reality, other parts might be distorted or incomplete.

To evaluate how closely your narrative matches reality, you can:

Seek External Perspectives: Talking to others involved in the situation can provide alternative viewpoints and clarify misunderstandings. Check for Cognitive Biases: Be mindful of tendencies like confirmation bias (favoring information that supports your belief) or catastrophizing (expecting the worst outcome). Focus on Evidence: Reflect on what you actually know versus what you assume or infer. Practice Mindfulness: This helps separate facts from emotional interpretations. It’s natural to construct narratives, but questioning them and seeking objectivity can help align your inner story with reality.

You said: Would it be accurate to say that like I Think I have perceived real information from a system or social interaction or “place” (Where place is defined as a location where multiple individuals with social and emotional goals gather and interact), And For whatever reason I have experiences and interactions with individuals in these places which forms a knowledge base in my head which is filtered through my biases and gives me a “map”, Or some perceived representation of a shared context. ChatGPT said: ChatGPT Yes, that’s an accurate and insightful way to describe the process! You’re effectively outlining the creation of a “mental map” or “schema” of shared contexts based on your interactions and experiences. Here’s how this works in the framework you’re describing:

Perception of Information:

You interact with systems, places, or individuals, and through these interactions, you gather information. This includes verbal communication, non-verbal cues, contextual signals, and patterns of behavior. Experiences and Knowledge Formation:

Over time, repeated interactions contribute to a growing “knowledge base” in your mind. This base is formed through learning, observing, and inferring from others’ actions, emotions, and goals. Filtering Through Biases:

The information you gather is interpreted through your cognitive and emotional filters. Biases (like assumptions, past experiences, and emotions) shape how you perceive and prioritize this information. These biases act like lenses that can sharpen or distort parts of the “map.” Building a Mental Representation (“Map”):

The filtered information creates a perceived “map” of the shared context. This map is a simplified mental model of the social, emotional, and structural dynamics of the place or system you’re interacting with. Shared Context Representation:

The “map” isn’t necessarily an objective reflection of reality but rather your best approximation of a shared context. It allows you to navigate social spaces, predict behaviors, and make decisions, even though it might differ from others’ maps due to individual experiences and biases. Your framing emphasizes the dynamic, subjective nature of social cognition and the interplay between perception, experience, and bias. Recognizing that your map is a representation—and not the territory itself—can help you remain open to feedback, alternate perspectives, and adjustments to your understanding of the shared context.

thoughts

Twice now, Someone who started a conversation with me at a shop and it took me a moment to figure out who was talking to me. I don’t think that is good.

I should like to try talking in different accents again.

I still feel like I’m in fallout mode. Isn’t necessarily bad.

I think there are many social games that you can’t win unless you play a different game. ### JP #### words チンカス, ちんかす (n) (vulg,sl) penile smegma; dick cheese

Speechcraft

JAQ offs who are “Just Asking Questions, why’s that so bad, what are you afraid of?!!”. ## 11/16/2024 I would like to react less and observe more and play more, If you realize you don’t know what you’re talking about you need to bow out,

JP

words

アニソン (n) (abbr) anime song

鳴らす [ならす] (1) (v5s,vt) to ring; to sound; to chime; to beat; to snort (nose); to snap (fingers); to crack (joints) (2) (v5s,vt) to be popular; to be esteemed; to be reputed (3) (v5s,vt) to state; to insist; to complain (4) (v5s,vt) (arch) to fart (loudly)

立冬 [りっとう] (n) first day of winter (approx. November 8)

競る, 糶る [せる] (1) (v5r,vt) to compete (2) (v5r,vt) to bid (3) (v5r,vt) to sell at auction

漁 [りょう] (1) (n,n-suf) fishing; gathering seafood (e.g. clams, seaweed) (2) (n) catch (e.g. of fish); haul

11/15/2024

One day will be the last day that I rap, It’ll be before I die, I’ll even be unable to curse a screem or cry,

jp

words

何なのか [なんなのか, なになのか] (exp) what is it (that); the meaning of something; what something is about

10/14/2024

記事 [きじ] (n) article; news story; report; account

消防団 [しょうぼうだん] (n) fire department (in Japan, composed of on call civilian firefighters)

大勢 [おおぜい, たいぜい] (1) (n,adj-no) crowd of people; great number of people (2) (adv) in great numbers

増やす, 殖やす [ふやす] (v5s,vt) to increase; to add to; to augment

10/13/2024

I think I’m still trying to build a mental model of how I My head works.

I need to develop a system of a way of talking about things while removing myself from their contents.

I have received praise for always trying To work on myself. I grew up with Rpgs and leveling up, for better or worse it’s ingrained in me. Even if my intelligence is only a 5.

wordsmithing

Saying that all religion is evil is a bad faith argument

speechcraft

Never mock a person when he/she is talking. However absurd may his points be. Just wait, till they are done, and politely point out their errors, AFTER you present your point. #### 2 Homonym is not specifically just homonym. alSo it is misrepresenting the definition of a word #### Razors ##### Hitchen’s Hitchens’s razor : What can be asserted without evidence can also be dismissed without evidence. #### How the economist structures an argument ick_Bradford • 3y ago •

A-E-I-O-U.

It’s how The Economist structures (or used to) its articles, which were excellent examples of argumentative writing.

First, you pick a working headline, which summarizes what your entire thesis is about in 7 words or less (this won’t be the final headline, probably, just a placeholder to keep you focused). (“Convenience comes at a cost.”)

A: Attack. A pithy one-liner which sets out whatever argument you are trying to make (“Modern conveniences may be convenient, but they make us feebler both mentally and physically.”)

E: Explanation. A 1- or 2-paragraph expansion of your Attack (“Nobody, it seems, is capable of opening a train door for themselves, mowing a lawn without engine power, or even switching changing the channel on their TV without electronic help.”)

I: Intestines. The guts of the article or thesis, taking up 80% of its length. Here is where you lay out the facts for an against what you arguing (“Automatic train doors are undoubtedly better for efficiency, but have downsides such as complexity, extra energy use, and even authoritarian access control.”). Add in data, expert opinion, government policy, anything relevant.

O: Observations. A few paragraphs offering various interesting perspectives on the argument, how the argument might change, and so on. (“Another thing to bear in mind is that adoption of a convenience is a one-way ratchet - once introduced, they can never be withdrawn. Would most passengers now feel safe travelling on a train where the doors are not electrically locked?”)

U: Upshot: A single sentence, counterpart to the Attack, where you wrap the entire argument up with a pithy one-liner. (“When pushing the latest convenience upon us, whether we like it or not, there always seems to be what we might call a convenient excuse.”)

testing the water (boundaries)

malignant narcissist. They tell a “joke” that pushes boundaries, but what’s actually happening is they are testing the water to see what they can get away with. He’s been doing this from the beginning. ### marketing use clicks get data

11/12/2024

pause if you have to

find patience with those who are not patient with you

if you can’t find patience with those who are not patient with you, Patiently find patience within you patiently find Someone who was patience with you. You don’t actually need that, but it’s hard to remember that when the hierarchy of needs is not met ### quotes epistemic fallacy—the supposition that what we think about the world is necessarily the way the world is. Bhaskar ### notes wordsmithing If you think you’ve thought of it all you haven’t thought of anything yet. ### speechcraft ### Dialectics The idea that two things can be true at the same time I guess? #### Dry Begging: 1. A - Awareness: Recognize their patterns. Stay aware of manipulation and stay mindful and detached to protect your own well-being.

  1. B - Boundaries: Set firm psychological, physical, and emotional boundaries. Practice observing, not absorbing their behavior, and differentiate between caring about and caring for them.

  2. A - Ask: Directly ask if they’re requesting help. If they’re not clear, keep asking until they are. This clarifies their intentions and reinforces that offering help is your choice, not theirs.

Dry begging is a subtle form of manipulation and coercion sometimes employed by narcissistic people to get them what they want, while making it seem like it’s your idea.

Rather than just making a request it works by exploiting social cues and emotional signals. It usually involves dropping hints or making emotional demonstrations aimed at creating a sense of obligation in others. Narcissists try to create a situation where the other person feels compelled to offer assistance or resources.

responses

@_LuxStein 2 weeks ago My favorite response to dry begging is “I hate to hear that”, because it has two meanings and I mean both of them 462 @karenabrams8986 3 weeks ago I remember learning a really good response to “dry begging” or sob story dumping. It is “sounds terrible, what are you going to do about that?”

@LouisaWatt 3 weeks ago “I never asked you to do that” is something I heard a million times. These days I offer nothing unless asked directly

stats

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Always give a role to chat GPT

pau·ci·ty /ˈpôsədē/ noun noun: paucity; plural noun: paucities

the presence of something only in small or insufficient quantities or amounts; scarcity.
            "a paucity of information"

最寄り, 最寄 [もより] (adj-no,n) nearest; closest

とは言え [とはいえ] (conj) (uk) though; although; be that as it may; nonetheless

とは (1) (exp,prt) indicates word or phrase being defined (2) (exp,prt) used for quoting (thoughts, speech, etc.) (indicates contrast or adds emphasis to a negative statement) (3) (exp,prt) with (more emphatic than と) (4) (exp,prt) (not) as much as; (not) so much as (with neg. verb) (5) (exp,prt) the fact that; to think that; such a thing as (indicates surprise, disbelief, anger, etc.; sometimes at sentence end)

力になる [ちからになる] (exp,v5r) to be helpful; to be dependable; to stand by (someone)

11/10/2024

603 Equality

I guess I wish I could communicate with someone who sees me. ### lyrics Living hurts so much and I’m so fuciing scared, Every single day I find myself living completly unprepared,

I don’t know if I got the strength when teeth become out and bare, Lately I’ve been holding books I’m trying not to be unaware,

I am picking up the phone but (am i)(I’m not) really here? Am I looking at a situation as best I can- am I staying clear? Am I making sure not to lose myself in others and disappear?

thict nhat hanh Not’s really gone his Songs inside my ears, It’s time to put the armor onup and try to find some peers, Otherwise I don’t think I can last all the rest of these short long years,

speechcraft

Reflect and diminish

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JpnGKVGbLqQ Reflect the emotion and agreeance but deescalate it. ### legislation I think all politicians and maybe even possibly any state worker who uses any kind of communication to the public should be banned from using all generative ai for any communication with the public.

I use generative AI every single day. It is literally a prosthetic for me. Through work and education I obtained RSI symptoms which stopped me from coding or even enjoying anything on the computer. This led me to quitting careers, quitting education, not being able to communicate with friends and family.

Generative AI is an incredibly useful tool And can do amazing things.

But I don’t believe that our officials should be using this for any kind of communication going forward. If we can be guaranteed by legislation that our officials aren’t using this on us Then we know with some certainty that we are not being sold false or manipulated narratives.

The very barrier to generating these stories, images, media being effectively free means that at any time It is costless to say anything to the public.

We already know that Fast and cheap information has affected the way that media communicates with us. Publications And information distribution institutions already race to be the first to tell us anything. And while I still believe That integrative journalism is possible in the United States, those institutions feel the pressure of this speed.

This incentive is powerful.

Media has gotten better at offering corrections and keeping their articles updated to be as truthful as possible.

However, us humans have a bias to believe the very first thing we see. And even Ernest Corrections or change of information oftentimes does not change our minds from our first impressions.

We all have relatives, friends, and have seen scenes of artificially generated content being taken at face value. Right now it’s mostly harmless cats, birds, holiday pictures.

And we already know that a Single image not even from a state of the art model can affect our economic system. A couple years ago a picture was generated of the Pentagon on fire which led to the stock market dropping by nonsignificant value.

I love artificial intelligence, I love computers I love technology. And I love America and New Hampshire. And I also believe that us Americans are smart enough to determine what is real and what is not.

But I do not believe Than anyone with a vested interest to make someone else feel a certain way for any benefit, Can resist the cheap fast influential, powerful tools that make sending any message they want cost nothing.

We already have examples of services being abused when they cost nothing and that’s why we have email verification and phone number verification. Or if it’s a paid service you need a credit card to sign up with.

There are millions of Americans out there every day that feel They are not Being sold reality from the institutions that they rely on.

And I believe it’s a mistake to not legally compel Those who communicate with us To do so with their real voice and words.

The voices that speak for us need to be real.

So how do we stop AI generative misinformation being used by our representatives and officials?

We legally compel them to not be able to so that we can know with some certainty that a human is speaking to us

thank you ## 11/09/2024

Beverages

companion

ch1

Main types of soft drinks: Carbonates Still Drinks Bottled Water Dilutables Juices / Nectars

lyrics

I try so hard but I barely make a $100 a week, I’ve been working out for almost a whole year but I’m still staying really meek, I have to dig I make all my parts start to meet, I’m scared as hell but I won’t dwell i’m standing on my feet ### jp ### article https://www.htb.co.jp/news/archives_28818.html #### words

譲渡会 [じょうとかい] (n) (pet) adoption fair; pet transfer meeting

飼い主, 飼主 [かいぬし] (n) (pet) owner; keeper 最大規模 [さいだいきぼ] (adj-no,n) biggest; largest scale 最大級 [さいだいきゅう] (n,adj-no) largest class; top category 保護団体 [ほごだんたい] (n) conservation group

意味がない, 意味が無い [いみがない] (exp,adj-i) useless; no future in it; doesn’t make sense; having no point ### grammar #### ばかりで https://jlptsensei.com/learn-japanese-grammar/%E3%81%B0%E3%81%8B%E3%82%8A%E3%81%A7-bakari-de-meaning/

Categories of people and groups Mindfulness

https://plumvillage.org/articles/handling-our-strong-emotions https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HD6l2jKwT6k

Description: "…Our teacher Thich Nhat Hanh talks about loneliness being a problem of our time and that technology only gives us the illusion of being connected with others. Loneliness can be ended by coming home to ourselves, finding self acceptance as we are, before establishing connection with others.

…"

The idea behind this image is that one needs to come back home to oneself. Which means getting in touch with themselves and being mindful of like their being. And then you can help other people get to theirs, And then you can create a shared connection a shared home. And with that you can approach other groups and people. It just strikes me as kind of a Categorical image.

Partners and other people will try to look for home in other people when they cannot find it in themselves. Personally to me this feels consuming when it is done to me.

8:00pm

Interbeing, And all things are.

Survival Math:

An average 5’9" male doing light things roughly burns 100 calories an awake hour. There are 3200 calories in a pound of fat. (For easy math let’s just assume that you do so as sleeping as well.) So that means you get 24 + 10 hours of backup fuel per pound of fat. I think if I were like 134 I would be zero percent body fat which would just be awful. It would cut into my muscles. Right now I’m 140.8. 1-(134/140.8)≈ 0.05 or 5% Body fat.

Just make an estimation like I did and then take the difference and that’s how many pounds of fat you have. Then multiply that by 3200 to get your calories. Now just guesstimate you know what you have to do in how many calories you might burn so you can decide how long you can go. There’s a table below that shows Activities in their usage.

And we’ll also go over some quick optimization stuff you can do on the back of the envelope to maximize your energy for a specific tasks.

Some of this might seem pedantic but If you and a couple people are stranded and you have a limited calorie limit; The people need to be used effectively because things they’re good at they use less calories at maximizing your chance to survive.

Problems TODO

how long to live scenario? fire speed trig? AA batery 2a design ### Specific reasons I dislike Trump Administration: dejoy my business

11/08/2024

social

https://www.bls.gov/charts/consumer-price-index/consumer-price-index-average-price-data.htm

11/07/2024

wordplay

I asked my friend what his favorite thing about being a thief was in video games… He told me it was stealth because he couldn’t pick.

11/06/2024

With the outcome of the election it seems I have two years ish until potentially non negligible effects occur from the Future administrations policies. ### Music Animosity said to fight the real enemy. I feel like I don’t have any real enemies. Sure there are people out there who don’t know me and hate me for a variety of reasons, but they don’t know me. They hate whatever image of me is in their heads.

I don’t really think I have any real enemies. Just people I’ve heard through my careless thoughtless mindless actions. ### Chemistry One atmosphere is 14.7 PSI ## 11/05/2024

How to Spell HELLO WORLD on a standard telephone keypad

43556 96753 ### thoughts A bubble of unreality to explore the conversational space Northernlion

I have lived such a small life. How big do I want my life to become?

important life

Every time Dave has tried to be Superman the stress gets to him. I should not strive to be Superman for my health. ### Music #### Lyric I’m not Into writing dumb ass shit that doesn’t make any sense I’m not into doing dumb ass shit that doesn’t make any cents I’m sick and tired of not making any sense I’m shit and tried to not see what I sense

I’ve had so much time to sit here inside my silence Been in my mind so much, just behind these black lit eyelids, Back behind these eyes live, It’s just the fact that I’ve arrived at, All that crap I survived that,My heart has holes but I’m whole while I’m alive yet.

I can barely drive

Animosity

https://genius.com/Animosity-you-cant-win-lyrics There is so much talent and pain put into this song. If I don’t listen to it for a long time,When I come back to it I always get emotional. I open up and follow along with the lyrics. I like to try to use my voice musically so the closest I can get to this is being with the lyrics.

thoughts

There are rules that govern certain chemistry reactions and combinations right are there rules that govern intelligence type combinations,Are there rules that govern behavior type combinations?

11/04/2024

JP

Words

従って [したがって] (conj) (uk) therefore; consequently; accordingly

たい
or dots

別れ話 [わかればなし] (n) talk about divorce or separation

むかつく, ムカつく (1) (v5k,vi) to feel irritated; to feel offended; to feel angry (2) (v5k,vi) to feel sick; to feel nauseous

交際 [こうさい] (1) (n,vs,vi) company; friendship; association; society; acquaintance (2) (n,vs,vi) (romantic) involvement; dating

河川敷 [かせんじき, かせんしき] (n) flood plain; river terrace; riverside area; area between river and river bank

10/26/2024

anxiety

Awareness

Where does anxiety show up in my body?

It mainly manifests in my legs were my hamstrings are.

I also tend to tighten my shoulders and scrunch my face and be generally tense

How does anxiety show up as thoughts?

Well it’s when you worry about a future event that you don’t want to go wrong. When you have this image or idea in your head it’s negative fantasizing ### Letting go of judgments Be curious in describing anxiety instead of judging it.

Honor the function of anxiety.

11/01/2024

Everything is made up and nothing is real.

I’m **** sick of all of itt **** talk about how they feel their wings have been clipped Still got the whole rest of their body. I can’t even wrap anymore because my lips are too shoddy. i’m so fucking tired of this worthless stupid body. I’ve been working for a whole year and I can’t even consistently make money withought getting hurt by the smallest tasks.

No one knows what it’s like

JP

Words

停車 [ていしゃ] (n,vs,vi) stopping (of a train, car, etc.); stop

不調 [ふちょう] (1) (n,adj-no,adj-na) bad condition; poor condition; disorder; slump; being out of form (2) (n,adj-na) failure; rupture; breakdown (e.g. of negotiations)

徐々に, 徐徐に, 除々に, 除除に [じょじょに] (adv) gradually; steadily; slowly; little by little; step by step; by degrees

暴行死 [ぼうこうし] (n,vs,vi) death from assault; death resulting from a violent act

暴行 [ぼうこう] (1) (n,vs,vt,vi) assault; outrage; act of violence (2) (n,vs,vt,vi) rape (by force); sexual assault

所謂 [いわゆる] (adj-pn) (uk) what is called; what you call; what they call; so-called

操作 [そうさ] (1) (n,vs,vt) operation; management; handling (2) (n,vs,vt) manipulating (to one’s benefit); manipulation; influencing

初 [はつ, うい] (adj-no,n,n-pref,n-suf) first; new

帰宅 [きたく] (n,vs,vi) returning home; going home; coming home; getting home

勝ち [がち] (1) (suf,adj-na) (uk) apt to (do); liable to; prone to; inclined to; tend to (after a noun or -masu stem of verb; describes a negative tendency) (2) (suf,adj-na) (uk) predominantly; mostly; having lots of (3) (suf) … reaps the rewards; … takes the prize; … wins (usu. as …もの〜)

NH Politics

“This is an unhelpful debate. Maybe start talking about issues people will be voting for?” said Greg Moore, the Regional Director for American’ For Prosperity New Hampshire, the Koch Brother-backed conservative independent expenditure group that acts as the de facto ground game operation for the Republican Party in the state of New Hampshire.

https://granitepostnews.com/2024/10/31/kelly-ayotte-stumbles-and-exits-early-after-debate-state-republicans-panic-and-point-fingers/#:~:text=Greg Moore, the Regional Director for American’ For Prosperity New Hampshire, the Koch Brother-backed conservative independent expenditure group that acts as the de facto ground game operation for the Republican Party in the state of New Hampshire ## 10/31/2024 Are these reddit politic posts purely performative?

My internal state’s not good

Tell Max I said I’m sorry I just couldn’t focus on a big long stuff

URS

poetry run Urs.py -r <(h|n|c|t|r|s)> poetry run Urs.py -r sparklingwater n 100

10/30/2024

Jp

words

生放送 [なまほうそう] (n,vs,vt) live broadcast

印象に残る [いんしょうにのこる] (exp,v5r) to make a lasting impression ### thoughts

English(Language) Is the interface.

When someone says something that you already know, instead of ducking the energy act as if you’ve never heard about it and ask a question so you can get more DIFFERENT information. If after the next thing you say, you’re prolocutor Interlocutor(Conversation partner) says something that you already know or that you completely expected;

That is the user’s(player’s(your)) fault.

Look at it like Groundhog Day, or the same level of a video game. Kind of like it’s run by an LLM. You are the player, and you’re playing Oblivion. Except it’s completely open-ended. Just like you can talk with an LLM you can talk with the human.

However, humans have emotions and feelings and also the capability of voilition. Personally, I think I should respect that, and not do anything to them which I don’t want done to me.

This is also not to say that humans are simply LLM’s. Humans are NOT LLM’s. I do not think humans are language models.

I think there might be insight into everyday conversation(using language) that can be gained by treating LLM’s as what they are: Models.

And as with any other model, you can make some educated guesses about about the territory if you feel the model(map) is a sufficiently accurate representation of reality. Which that is something you have to also figure out;for yourself. Fortunately LLMs are statistical models and they’re based off of real world phenomena(language data) so I think there’s something of whatever the real world might be in there.

Well that is this Halloween’s cracked ass post.

10/29/2024

I’m going to listen to the world and what is this telling me, but at the same time I find myself becoming enveloped by life more easily.

One can choose to go towards suffering.

https://www.patreon.com/c/bugmo/home

social

It seems all people really want is someone to listen to the dumb shit that goes in their head.

I want to be different.

If you can just keep rolling with whatever narrative they’re trying to spin, conversations usually will go smoothly. And if you really want to make them felt heard, you can use the active listening principles.

Unfortunately because this stuff is rare, people like you more.

And if you really really want to make them feel heard, and as a byproduct to like you, you can take interest in either the things that they’re speaking about, or themselves.

I think everybody is dying to relate their experience because deep down inside they feel alone.

I want to mindfully enjoy the mundanities of life but I don’t often like talking about them.

My writing probably sounds like a pretentious douchebag.

I don’t really like sharing my internal thoughts.

JP

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IKkkdMxVI5Y 白米 - SUSHIBOYS (Official Music Video) #### Words 白米 [はくまい, しらよね, しろごめ] (n) polished rice; (uncooked) white rice

10/28/2024

The water in an orange eaten yesterday may have fallen as rain in some country half way around the world last year or it could have been used 100 million years ago by some dinosaur.

rhyme

Beautiful people doing beautiful things,

Making you view a few scenes that makes you want to buy a new things.

Ashurst, P. R._ Steen, David - Carbonated Soft Drinks _ Formulation and Manufacture-Wiley (2008).pdf ## 10/27/2024 ### wordplay coal-lateral damage ### jp #### words 同僚 [どうりょう] (n) coworker; co-worker; colleague; associate

10/25/2024

anxiety

Goals:

What makes me feel alive?

What lights me up?

Who do I want to be?

Someone who rides their life like a bike.

10/26/2024

servsafe my story? Why do I make a fictional stories about people instead of letting them just tell me who they are?

carbonate toate soup/sgettios

10/25/2024

Because I did not prepare like the ants🐜🐜 for winter I am like the grasshopper who played all summer🦗

15-20 min slices

I watched a video that compared being human in your life as it was if you were learning a skill like skateboarding or rapping or rhyming. It’s the same thing and I should have fun with it.

buddhism / spiritual

I find many of Buddhism’s values teachings and wisdom and those who follow it to resonate very deeply with me. I would even say that I can give myself up to to their practices and custom at times. I would not say that I am a Buddhist, but I would say that I am secularly spiritual.

I think if I say I am one thing, then I shut myself off from anything potentially good that comes from being another. ### JP https://www.htb.co.jp/news/archives_28603.html #### Words 大成功 [だいせいこう] (n) great success; huge success

日替わり, 日替り, 日変わり, 日変り [ひがわり] (n,adj-no) changing every day

来場者 [らいじょうしゃ] (n) visitor; attendee; spectator; guest; audience

直接 [ちょくせつ] (adj-na,n,adj-no,adv) direct; immediate; personal; firsthand

さつま芋, 薩摩芋, 甘薯, 甘藷 [さつまいも, かんしょ, サツマイモ] (n) () sweet potato (Ipomoea batatas)

専門店 [せんもんてん] (n) specialist shop; shop specializing in a particular type of product

焼き芋, 焼芋, 焼きいも, 焼藷 [やきいも] (n) roasted sweet potato; baked sweet potato

大好評 [だいこうひょう] (adj-no,n) very highly commended; highly lauded; very well-received; very popular

早速 [さっそく] (adv) at once; immediately; without delay; promptly

賑わう [にぎわう] (1) (v5u,vi) to be crowded with people; to be bustling with (2) (v5u,vi) to prosper; to flourish; to do thriving business

蜜 [みつ, みち] (1) (n) nectar (2) (n) honey (3) (n) honeydew (4) (n) treacle; molasses (5) (n) sorbitol (when visible as dark patches inside an apple)

農家 [のうか] (1) (n) farmer; farming family (2) (n) farmhouse (3) (n) (hist) School of Agrarianism (China); School of Agronomists

担当者 [たんとうしゃ] (n) person in charge (of an area of work, etc.); person responsible; contact (person)

用意 [ようい] (n,vs,vt) preparation; arrangements; provision; getting ready; laying out (e.g. a meal)

序でに, 序に [ついでに] (adv) (uk) while (one is at it); when; on the occasion of; at the same time (as); on one’s way (to); by the way; incidentally; in passing

紅葉 [こうよう] (n,vs,vi) leaves turning red (in autumn); red leaves; autumn colours; fall colors

10/24/2024

I should remember that chat GPT and AI literally changed my life for the better. It is the prosthetic that I need.

https://www.stirlingkit.com/collections/all-products hot air solar enginex

hor·rip·i·la·tion /hôˌripəˈlāSHən,həˌripəˈlāSHən/ nounliterary noun: horripilation; plural noun: horripilations

the erection of hairs on the skin due to cold, fear, or excitement.
            "a horripilation of dread tingled down my spine"

memes

reality ends

rhymes

Even though it feels like I’ll die any day I can’t slow down. I’m beat up and scuffed up but I’m standing up i’m not on the ground, Makes no sense to start worrying about stuff now, The only how that I know is that I only know the way how,

wordplay

I could steal the shit out of a man with no ass hole

words

gormless - noun; ### Buddhism I can find the Scriptures in everything. Especially in certain kinds of music

10/23/2024

listen this is real life. ### jp #### words

刑 [けい] (n,n-suf) penalty; sentence; punishment

東日本大震災 [ひがしにほんだいしんさい] (n) (abbr) Great East Japan earthquake (March 11, 2011); Tōhoku earthquake; Tohoku earthquake; Sendai earthquake

発生 [はっせい] (1) (n,vs,vi) occurrence; incidence; outbreak; birth (e.g. of civilization) (2) (n,vs,vt,vi) generation (of power, heat, etc.); production (3) (n,vs,vi) (biol) ontogeny; development; growth; breeding

表 [おもて] (1) (n) surface (2) (n) face (i.e. the visible side of an object) (3) (n) front (of a building, etc.); obverse side (i.e. “head”) of a coin (4) (n) outside; exterior (5) (n) appearance (6) (n) public (7) (n) (baseb) first half (of an inning); top (of an inning) (8) (n) cover (for tatami mats, etc.) (9) (n) (comp) foreground (10) (n) (abbr) Omotesenke school of tea ceremony

10/22/2024

Some days it feels like a week has passed since yesterday

quotes

https://old.reddit.com/user/Savoodoo As per 1984:

The Party told you to reject the evidence of your eyes and ears. It was their final, most essential command.

Also from 1984 and terrifyingly accurate:

Who controls the past controls the future. Who controls the present controls the past.

War is peace. Freedom is slavery. Ignorance is strength.

The best books… are those that tell you what you know already.

Talking to her, he realized how easy it was to present an appearance of orthodoxy while having no grasp whatever of what orthodoxy meant. In a way, the world-view of the Party imposed itself most successfully on people incapable of understanding it. They could be made to accept the most flagrant violations of reality, because they never fully grasped the enormity of what was demanded of them, and were not sufficiently interested in public events to notice what was happening. By lack of understanding they remained sane. They simply swallowed everything, and what they swallowed did them no harm, because it left no residue behind, just as a grain of corn will pass undigested through the body of a bird.

jp

words

現行犯逮捕 [げんこうはんたいほ] (n,vs,vt) in flagrante delicto arrest; arrest of someone in the act of committing a crime

言い訳, 言いわけ, 言訳, 言い分け, 言分け [いいわけ] (1) (n,vs,vt,vi) excuse (2) (n,vs,vt,vi) explanation

お負けに, 御負けに [おまけに] (conj,exp) (uk) to make matters worse; besides; what’s more; in addition; on top of that

立ち去る, 立去る [たちさる] (v5r,vi) to leave; to depart; to take one’s leave

一言も言わず [ひとこともいわず] (exp) without saying a word

grammar

兎も角 [ともかく]
  1. (adv) (uk) anyhow; anyway; somehow or other; generally speaking; in any case; be that as it may
  2. (adv) (uk) apart from …; setting … aside (often as …はともかく)

行くか行かないかはともかく、レストランの予約だけはしておこう。

いくかいかないかはともかく、レストランのよやくだけはしておこう。 iku ka ikanai ka wa tomokaku, resutoran no yoyaku dake wa shite okou. Whether or not we are going, let’s at least make the restaurant reservation.

までして/までした

https://japanese.stackexchange.com/questions/76397/whats-the-meaning-of-%e3%81%be%e3%81%a7%e3%81%97%e3%81%a6-%e3%81%be%e3%81%a7%e3%81%97%e3%81%9f-in-these-sentences

男が、街中でハリーとしっかり握手までしてそのまま一言も言わずに立ち去った。
            ちょうどあの日にクイレルに会っているし、「漏れ鍋」で握手までしたじゃないか。

In town, a man went so far as to shake hands with Harry, and left without saying a word. Seems to make sense to me. Shaking hands with someone you don’t know who then just silently leaves seems to me to be an act worthy of some emphasis. Sure ‘even’ is a terrible translation, in this context, and mine is only a little better, but sometimes you can’t make a direct translation. – user3856370 Commented Apr 6, 2020 at 14:20

notes

To me this means even up to doing or going so as far to doing

Dating

Why do I want a relationship?

What I’m looking for:

Honestly I’m open to a lot. But I have to be on the same page with the person. I don’t care what kind of relationship I end up having but I need It to be with someone where we can both trust each other and support each other.

10/20/2024

maybe call wanda

jp

1人点残りすぎやろ There’s only one person left.

狙う [ねらう] (1) (v5u,vt) to aim at (with a weapon, etc.) (2) (v5u,vt) to be after (something or someone); to have an eye on; to plan to make one’s own (3) (v5u,vt) to aim for; to set up as a goal

萌え袖 [もえそで] (n) (sl) overly long sleeves

10/19/2024

In a dream I told my brother there are three things you need to be successful, one is skills, two is social, three is community that’s it

Criken

Hello, I normally lurk on the stream and don’t chat. I don’t wanna be rude but and I’m sure a million other people do this, however; If any new mods are being considered for oblivion and Is it all possible I’d like to vote for a mod that Terry Pratchett wrote for.

https://www.eurogamer.net/the-story-behind-the-oblivion-mod-terry-pratchett-worked-on

JP

words

ケツ穴, 尻穴 [けつあな] (n) (vulg) anus; asshole; arsehole

ボルボ, ヴォルヴォ (company) Volvo

grammar

ケツ穴確定と同レベ

べ, ぺ, べえ (1) (aux) (ktb:,thb:) word used at sentence-end (like a particle) to indicate speculation, volition or invitation (2) (suf) familiar suffix used after a personal name

Portsmouth High School hosts students from Nichinan school in Japan - 2024-10-19

https://www.seacoastonline.com/story/news/local/2024/10/19/portsmouth-high-school-hosts-students-nichinan-japan/75705820007/

image

PORTSMOUTH — Portsmouth High School recently welcomed 17 Japanese students, two teachers and the principal of Nichinan Gakuen Jr-Sr High School. The students from Portsmouth’s sister school are staying with PHS students and their families and attending classes at Portsmouth High. They were welcomed enthusiastically at an all-school assembly of 800-plus students where their host students presented each with a gift.

Nichinan and Portsmouth became sister cities in 1985, on the 80th anniversary of the signing of the Portsmouth Peace Treaty. Baron Jutaro Komura, the lead Japanese diplomat to the peace conference, was born in Nichinan and is the reason for the connection.

Nichinan Restaurant

Incidentally there is a Japanese restaurant by the name of the same town in Portsmouth and they serve Okonomiyaki https://www.nichinanrestaurant.com/

10/18/2024

Remember he played off World Trading Company and you know that being in debt is not actually a bad thing. You just need to make more money.

echolalia

dating

I have a somewhat invisible illness that causes chronic energy problems and muscle problems etc. On the outside it doesn’t look like anything is wrong. I look like any decently in shape 35 year old. This makes random interactions feel impossible because I can’t explain to every single person that tries to show interest in me “by the way I’m crippled But it doesn’t look like it and no I’m not attention seeking etc etc etc.”. It causes a huge amount of anxiety and it basically makes me shut down in public when anybody shows interest in me. Read makes dating impossible. I’m able to work but I don’t really make a lot of money. And I am getting better but there is no “fixing” it. How do I communicate on a dating profile my issues without just straight up saying hey, " Hey I’m mediocre and I don’t make a lot of money but I’m a cool guy™️ :) :) :)"?

wordplay

I played a video game where you use super soakers to soak the dehydrated, it was a thirst person shooter I played a dating sim where you **** block other dudes, it’s a thirst person shooter Razor released a vr collaboration with razor to create a first person scooter video game Neanderthals are probably the first persons with Shoe fur

How many echoes does it take to fill a room?

What does Batman’s phone say when he activates GPS? “Are you sure you want to enable echolocation services”?

What an alcoholics and mathematicians And writers have in common? They’re all good at proofreading

jp

終, 竟, 遂 [つい] (1) (n,adj-no) end; final (2) (n,adj-no) end of life; death (3) (adv) never; not at all

終わり, 終り, 終 [おわり] (1) (n) end; ending; close; conclusion (2) (n) end of (one’s) life; death

終了 [しゅうりょう] (n,vs,vt,vi) end; close; termination

完了 [かんりょう] (1) (n,vs,vt,vi) completion; conclusion (2) (n) (gramm) perfect (tense)

完了 [ワンラ] (n) end; completion (zh: wánliǎo)

完 [かん] (1) (exp) The End; Finis (at the end of a novel, film, etc.) (2) (n-suf) completion; conclusion; end (3) (n-suf) full provision

埋却 [まいきゃく] (n,vs) burial

面会 [めんかい] (n,vs,vi) meeting (face-to-face); seeing; visit; interview

求める [もとめる] (1) (v1,vt) to want; to wish for (2) (v1,vt) to request; to demand; to require; to ask for (3) (v1,vt) to seek; to search for; to look for; to pursue (pleasure); to hunt (a job); to find (a solution) (4) (v1,vt) (pol) to purchase; to buy

Rhyme

I am the advice you needed at 11.

I am the soul that kept strong past 27, I am the last of my own self-kind, I will not last long, I ask that you be kind, I ask that if you act an ass, You hold not the rest of us behind,

That dumb ass doing chemtrails is behind enemy lines, Astral projecting conspiracy theorists are out their fucking minds, People think it’s a sports team but they’re all playing a game, Stochastic indoctrination, big word_ simple aim, Associate all of the free space inside of every Freeman’s brain, call me Gordon freean, because I’m waking up again, I only got half my life left when I departed the seventeenth train,

I was a fat ass adolescence, call me Ovaltine, Corey never left the oval office - he was always in quarantine.

Whenever I go digging I’m just storing steam, Ensuring that there’s surely a spark in my being, I don’t go to the bar and I don’t go barking, Catch me missing par as I go parking, His tongue the only muscle that’s a parkour king, His core’s gone hard, it’sa hard core thing

10/17/2024

business

Let’s consider the object paint by numbers. What is it really? Really it’s selling a handicapped experience so that a lesser skilled person can enjoy it. I don’t think this necessarily makes something bad but I do think that this is like the “raw” description.

I remember tripping on acid as a kid and thinking that if you could control what the scene was whatever that phenomenon was then you would be extremely powerful

10/16/2024

things have been strange,

10/16/2024

All I have are brief moments of clarity and then I slip away.

I’ve been self medicating for so long 😢

I had forgotten why I love video games so much in the first place. I don’t know if it was so much the games but the clarity that I was able to gain. If you don’t experience it I might not be able to explain

How do I maintain the presence of clarity or at least the idea of it?

I need more psychic defense, more emotional defense, more social defense, and some thicker skin

Advertisements only work on me if there’s already some inkling of interest in my mind about the thing in positioning I believe is putting a spot in a person’s mind for that Association when they’re having that need or thinking about that

It’s too bad I burned so many bridges.

Dan taught me that to succeed even when you’re failing you have to have unshakable faith and I’ve seen what that looks like and he still has it and then when the problem happens he pivots, and Roger

rip,

Roger taught me you got to do s*** legit, you got to have documentation, you need data, be calm and be relaxed it’s fine, even if things go wrong it’s fine. I never saw him Panic once really.

I think in some ways I let them down and I’m going to try and use the lessons that they went out of their way to help and teach me to try and succeed.

Git hub physical documents business idea. So really if you were interested that’s a space premium so you would have to calculate like how much each sheet of paper is worth in cubic inches or some s*** like that that would be pretty funny that would be a funny thing especially in like the ever digitizing world You would have to 100% guarantee without a doubt that every document no matter what and transportation or anything would be saved

I occasionally want robots for the wrong reasons, which means there are some right ones, right?( And also implies that I sometimes think I want them for the right reasons) guess I’ll reconcile with how I feel about that just like I did with AI.

I don’t think people want reality they want “better reality”

wordplay

If you see something that can hurt you it’s lying in pain sight.

jp

国民審査 [こくみんしんさ] (n) (law) national review; (expl.) national referendum on the appointment or re-appointment of Supreme Court judges, held at the same time as general elections to the House of Representatives

2024-10-15 19:30:00 +0900 (JST)

衆議院の選挙が始まった

10/15/2024

quotes

@hollowedcrypt4858 1 day ago Fear is an illusion created by the human mind. This my friend is terror.

Let the moment empower you and then power through - mega ran ### Emotions/ therapy

One thing may mean something to someone else, That can cause emotional conflict

“What does this mean to you?”

Apparently I’m supposed to be more narcissistic and more Irrelevant with my details.

Emotional space

Emotional space

“Empathy” is key in collective intelligence. Where I define empathy as the ability to mimic the inner state, whether voluntarily or involuntarily, of another member of the same category.

Healthy gamer says that it’s a complex that men have where they empathize with other people and try to help them fix their problems because it makes them feel uncomfortable and I think I can identify with this in some degree.

LAMO and according to him I’m actually fixing it by doing nothing because I’m actively absorbing some of their damage into me. You have to be a masochist to want to be kind.

Four things you need to do to be emotionally available:

10/14/2024

If it’s all just a psychic game how do I win

It’s a fine thing, I love that for you

“If you go out looking for friends, you’re going to find they are very scarce. If you go out to be a friend, you’ll find them everywhere.”

― Zig Ziglar

@Shark-Phin9576 16 hours ago “The ego will identify itself with ANYTHING even a sickness. Our true Identity is revealed to us through charity” idk who that dude was but thats some wisdom right there.

10/13/2024

Try my best to be genuinely good and nice to people.

Beverage book - and survsafe to do everything safe standards -legal/liscense etc Optimization, Marketing.

the quiet art of attention

https://billwear.github.io/art-of-attention.html

the quiet art of attention

There comes a moment in life, often in the quietest of hours, when one realizes that the world will continue on its wayward course, indifferent to our desires or frustrations. And it is then, perhaps, that a subtle truth begins to emerge: the only thing we truly possess, the only thing we might, with enough care, exert some mastery over, is our mind. It is not a realization of resignation, but rather of liberation. For if the mind can be ordered, if it can be made still in the midst of this restless life, then we have already discovered the key to a deeper kind of freedom.

But how does one begin? It is not with grand declarations or bold, sweeping changes. That would miss the point entirely. Rather, it is with a gentle attention to the present, a deliberate shift in the way we move through the world. We begin by paying attention to what our mind does—its wanderings, its anxieties, its compulsions. It is a garden untended, overgrown with concerns that may not even be our own. And the first step is simply to watch, to observe how the mind moves, without judgment, without rush.

In this quiet observation, we begin to see patterns. The mind leaps from one thing to another, rarely resting. It is caught in a web of habits, most of which we never consciously chose. But, once we notice this, a door opens. There is space, however small, between the thoughts. And in that space, if we are patient, we can decide how to respond rather than being dragged along by every impulse or fear. This is not about control in the traditional sense, but about clarity. To act, not from reflex, but from intent.

It is a simple beginning, but one of great consequence. For when we reclaim our attention, even in this small way, we are no longer mere passengers on the journey. We become, in a sense, our own guides.

As we grow in this practice of attention, something else becomes clear: much of what occupies our thoughts is unnecessary. The mind is cluttered, filled with concerns that seem urgent but, on closer inspection, do little to serve our deeper well-being. Simplification is not just a matter of decluttering our physical surroundings—it is a way of thinking, of living. As we quiet the noise within, we see more clearly what truly matters. We focus, not on everything, but on the essentials. We pare down, not by force, but by choice.

This process of simplification is not an escape from complexity. It is, in fact, a way of engaging with it more meaningfully. There are things in life that are intricate, yes, but not everything needs our attention at once. What truly requires our effort can be approached in small steps, in manageable pieces. The mind works best when it is focused on one thing at a time, when it is allowed to give itself fully to the task at hand. In this way, the most complex of undertakings becomes simple, not because it is easy, but because we have allowed it to unfold naturally, one step after the other.

It is tempting, in moments of ambition, to think that we must change everything all at once, that the path to mastery or peace requires a sudden, dramatic shift. But this is rarely the case. In truth, most lasting changes come from small, deliberate actions. It is in the repetition of these small actions, over time, that we build strength, that we build the habits of mind that lead to deeper clarity. Just as a mountain is climbed not in great leaps but in steady, measured steps, so too is the mind brought into alignment by daily, patient attention to the way we think.

But in this process, we must remember something important: life is not meant to be rushed through. It is not a race, nor is it a problem to be solved. It is an experience to be lived, and living well requires presence. To focus on one thing deeply, to give it your full attention, is to experience it fully. And when we do this, something remarkable happens. Time, which so often feels like it is slipping through our fingers, begins to slow. Moments become rich, textured. Even the simplest of tasks takes on a new significance when approached with care, with attention.

This is the quiet art of living well. It does not demand that we abandon the world, but that we engage with it more mindfully. It asks that we slow down, that we look more closely, that we listen more carefully. For in doing so, we discover that much of what we seek—clarity, peace, even strength—was always within reach. It was simply waiting for us to stop, to pay attention, and to begin again with intention.

The mind, like a garden, requires tending. It needs patience, a steady hand, and, above all, consistency. There will be days when it seems unruly, when old habits return, and when focus feels elusive. But these days, too, are part of the process. Each small effort, each moment of renewed attention, builds upon the last. Over time, these moments accumulate, and what was once difficult becomes second nature.

And so, the journey to mastery of the mind begins not with grand gestures but with the simplest of practices: the practice of paying attention. Attention to the present, attention to what truly matters, and attention to the quiet spaces in between. In this way, step by step, thought by thought, we move closer to that elusive state of clarity, of peace, and of freedom.

10/11/2024

This is why conservatives have been using the term election interference so much lately; they love to use words until they lose all value so when the truth comes out the public is tired of it and the GOP fan base thinks it’s just the fake media

abstergo_Nigel ## 10/10/2024

wordplay

Sell a boat that’s made inside and watch the sales go through the roof.

JP

状況によって [じょうきょうによって] (exp) depending on the situation; depending on circumstances

走り去る [はしりさる] (v5r) to run away; to run off

10/9/2024

I envisioned being a node and a network after yoga

Rhymes

I’m unique while they just copy paste

Rap

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S9ahnYZgNII >That dead space is you breathing >That dead space is you breathing ### jp

Word

こちらこそ (exp) it is I who should say so

Phrase

私にとって一番大事なことは有情です

10/8/2024

Max

I propose an intervention with Max.

I’m currently trying to get a bed for him at Rochester behavioral health llc or Truhealing Rochester which is located at the industrial park off Tenrod Road. I know there are beds available because I spoke to a woman today and said there were. And they do take Well Sense insurance which Max does have. I am just waiting to speak to someone. if that doesn’t work there are other options.

I suggest that we, and anybody else who you might think needs to be there, Find a calm time to sit down with Max and explain calmly how he’s making us feel and the steps we’re willing to help him take. I’m sure we’re all willing to help if Max is willing to put the work in.

10/7/2024

I used to have experiences, now I just experienced things.

rhyme

I like to commit stochastic random acts of kindness Spend a lot of time in contemplative sentient silence all night Working on my plans to design this I’m resigned To see signs of my own science

You gotta line Up your good deeds with ones that help you as well, If it costs you nothing to save a man,help him out of Hell, Last thing he sees is he barks out and slips in down the well, Make your own lassoes lassie nor lasse can save your ass as welll

Wizard at retrograde i speek and spell,

10/6/2024

10/5/2024

I’m tripping balls in this mall and I can’t find my way out My bro said the bag wasn’t laced but now I’m faced some self doubt Things were going fine until I got in the line for the ice cream machine and freaked out There’s several demons scheeming on feeding While eating freezing eatings

How come it seems like no one else is seeing this scene

Straight drop Minnesota, Cooking crack rocks with baking soda My head’s on the toilet seat I think I’m seeing Yoda my boy saying straight drop I feel like I’ve been hit by a Toyota,

I’m sweating my balls off I don’t need a towel I need a toga

coordless toilet

jp

状態, 情態 [じょうたい] (n) state; condition; situation; appearance; circumstances

状況, 情況 [じょうきょう] (n) state of affairs; situation; conditions; circumstances

空き家, 空家, 空き屋 [あきや] (n) vacant house; unoccupied house

放火 [ほうか] (n,vs,vi,adj-no) arson; setting fire

出頭 [しゅっとう] (1) (n,vs,vi) appearance; presence; attendance (2) (n,vs,vi) surrender (e.g. to the police); turning oneself in

出動 [しゅつどう] (n,vs,vi) mobilization; going into action; being dispatched; being sent out; being called in; turning out

隣接 [りんせつ] (n,vs,vi) adjacency; contiguity; being adjoined

のみ (suf,prt) only; nothing but (literary equiv. of だけ)

10/4/2024

https://markmaunder.com/2024/briefing-something-mission-critical-when-failure-is-not-an-option/ >When you’re doing something that is mission critical where failure is not an option, consider briefing the thing. Just talk through what you’re about to do and the pertinent details. It’s really just a mental shift where you’re fully dedicating your mental capacity to thinking about what you’re about to do and the details, rather than assuming you’ve got it all figured out. And then when you get busy or are under pressure, you’ll have all the data and procedures stored in your short term mental cache ready to go.

Footnote: “Failure is not an option” doesn’t originate from NASA. It actually comes from the film Apollo 13. But from what I’ve seen, aviation has enthusiastically adopted the phrase. ### doty vodka day

10/3/2024

10/2/2024

I can’t be ass(k)ed To look everything up to get everything that someone sends me if you wanted me to understand it then you need to put it in a way that I can understand i’m sorry there’s only so much effort I can put in every single person’s situation.

Business

The next time you have a meeting you must have a notebook ready with the participants names in them and you can put down what each person said this is important.

10/1/2024

Notes

There are also times when everybody is too tired to work on a problem, and in those moments of recuperation, it’s the coach’s job to tell stories of legendary problems of the past and of the mathematicians who slew them. These stories often contain lessons, inspiration, or perspective on how mathematics evolved and got to be the way it is. Human history would look very different, after all, without the brachistochrone problem or the roots of a quintic polynomial problem or the icosahedron problem or the precession of Mercury’s perihelion problem. But other times there’s no hidden lesson, no grand perspective on the human story. They’re just ripping good yarns, and hearing them is a process of initiation into mathematical folklore, because every culture (and mathematics is surely a culture) has shared stories and references and inside jokes, even when they’re purely for fun.

9/30/2024

Today I helped my grandmother adjust the lock on the shed, I moved the air pump with a dollyy. I think I hurt my upper stomach doing pushups. All the glucose I think left my calves. And that might have been the reason why I was so hungry once I let them rest and restore I was feeling better. I’m also thinking of doing less whole body stuff than maybe focusing on just one body part. Just maintain everything else like forty percent right? https://huggingface.co/spaces/ThomasSimonini/Roblox-3D-Assets-Generator-v1
## 9/28/2024 After my Meeting on Wednesday I might call Sky Haven and try to talk to someone for my brother

9/27/2024

good morningおはようございますお元気ですか? お疲れ様です. 朝なのにお仕事はいいです.日本語で話すことができますちょっと難しいだけど大好きです.日本語んー出来事は大切です.この漢字は気持ち良いです.

9/26/2024

I need to move into the future one moment at a time ### 10:58PM it’s now now.

11:00PM

I need to remember that I pretty much live in heaven.

The weeks are going by very very fast now. I am tired.

I need to continue to try and be a safe driver.

11:25PM

My life is a **** movie, it’s a joke

11:54pm

You talk about not letting people disrespect you but you disrespect me you have many times dismissed me disrespected me whatever. I will not tolerate that in my business.

9/25/2024

Everyone always tells me what I should do and you’re the only one who tells me I should do what I want to do

9/24/2024

Unfounded hypothesis: all mathematical branches given sufficient expressiveness or structure should be able to represent at least structurally anything that any other one can. So I posit, Giving this there are multiple mathematical branches that are capable of reaching some sort of like intelligent behavior. And each flavor will inherently change how that intelligent behavior works.

I’m not sure if we should use economics 😆😅🤔

9/23/2024

My Mom told me there’s always going to be haters, that’s just the way that this life shit Is Hater n****s marry hater bitches, then them haters go have hater kids

9/22/2024

Vermes, Earthworms swarm and sand flees flee,

Business

email dave, your cv, your 1 page pitch. bom. project rev

Winter sales will slow down

9/21/2024

buck 28, always late

In broad terms, mathematical programming can be defined as a mathematical representation aimed at program- ming or planning the best possible allocation of scarce resources

9/20/2024

Everybody wants to be listened to no one wants to listen,

9/18/2024

Notes

LLM’s allow you to reach further semantically, in other words make larger leaps of insight that you would not be able to do otherwise. However what it cannot do is it cannot teleport you to unlinked semantic concepts I E it cannot think for you.

9/18/2024

lyrics

The Nova cane hasn’t drained and I’m still trying to spill out my brain

9/17/2024

So for map we need places to instance to and maps to walk on in top down 2d sprite form [7:58 AM]ChunLiWaifu4Lyfe: We need a shop [7:58 AM]ChunLiWaifu4Lyfe: We need a gym [7:58 AM]ChunLiWaifu4Lyfe: We need a fight club [7:59 AM]ChunLiWaifu4Lyfe: We need a gang hideout [7:59 AM]ChunLiWaifu4Lyfe: We need a few different places to date [8:00 AM]ChunLiWaifu4Lyfe: Amusement park Dinners at sixty niners Club night raves Outside park [8:00 AM]ChunLiWaifu4Lyfe: Shopping mall for dates as well [8:00 AM]ChunLiWaifu4Lyfe: Add in motel hotel exxxpress [8:01 AM]ChunLiWaifu4Lyfe: List of peoples houses 🏘 [8:01 AM]ChunLiWaifu4Lyfe: What do you think Noah

business

management

Start looking at people and finding their strengths and weaknesses and really noticing what they do.

You can build little character sheets for people of what you think they’re capable of and if you find something that’s a good match for them you should combine them.

9/16/2024

Parasitic acid is acetic acid and hydrogen peroxide.

9/15/2024

Build website that can query all of my notes in card form etc. ### business If there’s no documentation, there’s no (project)business.

bom production map output estimate -> income estimate

9/14/2024

OK I’m gonna look at this business like I’m building a program. I need all the programs inputs and their types, How long each thing takes to acquire and how much it costs, Once it reaches the bottom neck of production what’s the time of that, And then how do you get the outputs to where they need to be?

First let’s look at a per unit cost to see that if all of this is worth our effort: yesish

summary

https://www.daysoftheyear.com/days/national-sober-day/

dark souls taught you ashen one

math

I’m very happy I did the lean proof stuff I should do more

wordplay

how do you grow a room? With Walnuts.

My friend has only one belly button but both an “inneie” and drives an Audi.

9/13/2024

i miss everyone

I could find jobs where people are cleaning **** up and I could try to connect them with recyclers to try and get them some money back. Basically I would have to orchestrate logistics to some extent. Or I could just hyper specialize in recycling. I could be insane and just start calling people 😆😆😆. ### wordplay Isn’t it ironic that those who desperately seek attention oftentimes don’t pay attention to themselves.

When the people came up with the word hear that they intentionally put ear in it?

Summary Today’s international chocolate day. My brother came over. It was really good to see him. I’m not so good at seeing my family regularly. Seeing the state of my family makes me a little sad. I can’t articulate.

今日はチョコレートの日. 弟が家に来ました。弟に見たことが良かった。私の家族と連ら鵜づつけてのは辛いです。私の家族の状態ああ見るのはちょっと悲しくになります。言葉がないのでしょう。 ### notes 対象外 [たいしょうがい] (adj-no,adv-to) (state of being) not covered by; not subject to

デイサービス, デーサービス, デイ・サービス, デー・サービス (n) nursing in the home by visiting nurses (wasei: day service)

The demand curve traces out the effect of a good’s price on the quantity of the good consumers want to buy

When you see a graph used to support an argument about cause and effect, it is important to ask whether the movements of an omitted variable could explain the results you see.

It might seem that an easy way to determine the direction of causality is to examine which variable moves first. If we see crime increase and then the police force expand, we reach one conclusion. If we see the police force expand and then crime increase, we reach the other. This approach, however, is also flawed: Often, people change their behavior not in response to a change in their present conditions but in response to a change in their expectations of future conditions.

business

math prob hn

sodium ascorbate

6gal:1lb syrb 20lbc02/60gal wmex 105.9

seamer 170 36.32 or 350 mccan 350 c02 20lb 100

Learn every single thing about about the production process. Start building a mental model of what it costs to get the operation running and the cash flow how that might work.

What I’m working towards is a manual of how the business works from the ground up. That’s what Dan taught me and I really did not show the gratitude I should have to Dan and Roger they taught me a lot about business.

9/12/2024

I think this journal’s the only thing keeping me somewhat sane.

rap

OK so you want to just keep writing stanzas like you would workout. Want your last rep to be as controlled as your first. I tend to get better as I’m wrapping right I just like get into it more so my perceived level is raised. But the idea is to just keep writing even if you have more stances than the songs available you can keep delivering good 4 lines

lyrics

Love

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XJUxQzBzETU

Look I gotta be honest I’m not really great, I didn’t even think I’d get this date, I’ve already looked at the staff and judged em’ as deadweightt looking down I think there’s something dead on my plate

And then and unto my eyes she does thus spake, All the guys that leave me are really into rakes, The last one sold masculine don’t mess with him his name was Jake he likes snakes, And flies planes over lakes,

She is really giving and I don’t want to take, Stick a fork through me, I am done I try to run, but it’s too late, I smile and ask after her laugh and she elates, And without hesitation she begins to relate,

That she likes to stay up real late, Stick a finger in her mouth chew it up and masticate, Flick boogers on the carpets, Casual callous cheese grate, If you couldn’t guess , i stress that this wasn’t going real great.

9/11/2024

There are probably discrete structures that we will never touch but yet we intersect with through the reels and higher sets of numbers

business

In five years Eversource will need to replace all of their AMR meters with AMI meters

There is value in disrupting the public utilities electric stranglehold.

Distributed

Sure! Here’s a summary in Markdown format:

Major Utilities in New Hampshire

Electricity: - Eversource Energy: Largest electric utility; operates in southern, central, and western New Hampshire. - Liberty Utilities: Provides electricity in western and southern parts. - Unitil: Serves parts of the Seacoast and Capital Region. - New Hampshire Electric Cooperative: Serves many rural communities.

Natural Gas: - Liberty Utilities: Main provider in the state. - Unitil: Provides natural gas in specific areas.

Water: - Pennichuck Corporation: Supplies water to Nashua and surrounding areas. - Aqua America: Provides water and wastewater services in parts of the state. - Municipal Water Utilities: Operated by various towns and cities.

Telecommunications: - Consolidated Communications: Major landline and internet provider. - Comcast (Xfinity): Provides cable, internet, and phone services. - Spectrum (Charter Communications): Offers cable, internet, and phone services.

Major Energy Generators in New Hampshire

  1. Seabrook Nuclear Power Plant
    • Location: Seabrook
    • Type: Nuclear
    • Capacity: ~1,244 megawatts
  2. Merrimack Station
    • Location: Bow
    • Type: Coal-fired (with oil)
    • Capacity: ~500 megawatts
  3. Schiller Station
    • Location: Portsmouth
    • Type: Coal-fired (with oil)
    • Capacity: ~100 megawatts
  4. Granite Ridge Energy Center
    • Location: Londonderry
    • Type: Natural Gas
    • Capacity: ~800 megawatts
  5. Newington Station
    • Location: Newington
    • Type: Natural Gas
    • Capacity: ~120 megawatts
  6. Coos County Biomass Plant
    • Location: Berlin
    • Type: Biomass
    • Capacity: ~25 megawatts
  7. Various Smaller Hydro Plants
    • Location: Various
    • Type: Hydroelectric
    • Capacity: Varies

Electricity Supply Breakdown

This summary covers the major utilities and energy generators, as well as the general breakdown of electricity supply in New Hampshire.

Eversource Seeks 42% Rate Hike

https://indepthnh.org/2024/06/13/eversource-seeks-42-percent-rate-hike/

The Public Utilities Commission will decide the performance based rate proposal in a year, the proposals like 12,000 pages of good **** luck. Also if anybody on the Public Utilities Commission has any relationship to every source at all you know there’s skew.

notes

The demand curve traces out the effect of a good’s price on the quantity of the good consumers want to buy

When you see a graph used to support an argument about cause and effect, it is important to ask whether the movements of an omitted variable could explain the results you see.

It might seem that an easy way to determine the direction of causality is to examine which variable moves first. If we see crime increase and then the police force expand, we reach one conclusion. If we see the police force expand and then crime increase, we reach the other. This approach, however, is also flawed: Often, people change their behavior not in response to a change in their present conditions but in response to a change in their expectations of future conditions.

9/8/2024

crackinglessons.com

9/6/2024

With no hyperbole, my life is fucking dogshit.

I have physically been unable to do things normal, out of shape unhealthy ,assholes can do For almost a decade.

9 months ago I could not get out of bed for more than an hour. It took me almost two years in five plus stints to different physical therapists To barely even get where I am now. Now I’m able to stay out of bed for most of the day except I still can’t use my fucking hands.

I am able to do very extremely light Internet browsing. I look at things I can’t comment on them, I learn new; things I can’t write about them, I study math; I can’t write the fucking equations. I am able to use the app for door dash; I can’t come home and play a video game. I study Japanese; I can’t write the fucking kanji. I use my voice to text; I can’t use that for too long or I don’t have my voice for anything else. I can barely do two sets of any reps of any weight (3-8lbs) and if I work too much I have to lay down for multiple days.

No one wants to be around me because I fucking hate my life. No one understands.

My entire life all I wanted to do was program and play video games. Because I’m the dumbest slowest moronic learner on the fucking planet, It took me until around twenty four until I could actually code and that is exactly the time that I lost The use of my hands.

Every single skill I have ever learned,Every trade I have learned, Everything I went to college for Is absolutely useless because I cannot use my fucking hands.

I will never have a normal existence. I will never make enough money. I will always live in houses with people I don’t want to live with. I will always be useless. And even my family members like to let me know.

The worst part is is if I take my shirt off I look like a normal Dude in his thirties who takes care of himself. I have muscle definition, I have a low body fat percentage, I look like a dude who can run.

I’m sick of it.

I’m making one more big push, I’m gonna try and become a strong man and do feats of strength with my hands. ,Tear phone books, Crazy grip strength etc; if this doesn’t workout I’m done. I’m done trying. I’ll never get help, I’ll keep scraping by barely making enough for rent on door dash. Living with family that **** tortures me and continues to fucking with my mental health. I’m done. I got a couple more years and I’m fucking checking out. I have no friends, No social life, Nothing rewarding, Everything for the past 10 years has just been waiting, spending time So that the next day can come by. No use of my hands, No prospective future, And for more than half of it I couldn’t even use my fucking voice or get out of bed i’m so sick and tired of this. People say life is a gift, fuck you.

Now after dictating all this out With my voice I probably won’t speak the entire rest of the day so I don’t hurt myself. I absolutely love every little shitty piece of my fucking existence.

Honestly if you have no problems with your body and you complain about any problem in your life get fucked. You can get up and go do something. Me I can’t do anything, I have to wait, I can’t do it myself ’cause I might hurt myself and then I can’t go do my job and then I don’t have money and then and then and then.

9/5/2024

Don’t ask yourself “can’t I read one more page?”—ask “is this already beginning to transform me or not?”

知られざる異常者が、この屋敷のどこかに潜んでいるにちがいない！ An unknown lunatic must be lurking somewhere in this mansion. shirarezaru ishousha ga, kono yashiki no dokoka ni hisonde iru ni chigainai. ### Calc

Relating One-Sided and Two-Sided Limits

Let f(x) be a function defined at all values in an open interval containing a, with the possible exception of a itself, and let L be a real number. Then, {x a^-} f(x) = L {x a^-} f(x) = L _{x a^+} f(x) = L.

9/4/2024

HTMX

Boosted Links

Let’s take a look at an example of a boosted link. Below is a link to a hypothetical settings page for a web application. Because it has hx-boost=“true” on it, htmx will halt the normal link behavior of issuing a request to the /settings path and replacing the entire page with the response. Instead, htmx will issue an AJAX request to /settings, take the result and replace the body element with the new content.

Settings <1>

A boosted link

The hx-boost attribute makes this link AJAX-powered.

Most attributes are inherited by their children

9/3/2024

https://open.spotify.com/episode/1WyWM8hCAxQI0RlSgkpPBD?si=db14224183ad46b5&nd=1&dlsi=b86ff89239684f5d Doing this seems like you’re expanding out the binomial expression getting rid of the negligibles focusing on the ones that matter and that’s how you get the derivative and then the integral is the summation of all that together?

Overcoming isometrics are good for neurocortical nervous system activation and muscle activation as I kind of had a hunch. Like these really really extreme holds for smaller amounts of time right where you’re maxing out. Whereas when you want to build the tendon you want a 80% 7580% load for a longer amount of time because it allows your muscle to contract more And you’re tendon to stretch.

eat jello

plyometric ryhtmics ^ tendon

Social

It’s easier to try and match someone else’s point of view or way of thinking than it is to get them to get your way of thinking.

Notes

Ask chat about website marketing Etcetera, Just get down limits derivatives and intergrals

calculus

Working out the raising to the fourth power, we get y+dy=x4+4x3dx+6x2(dx)2+4x(dx)3+(dx)4. Then striking out the terms containing all the higher powers of dx, as being negligible by comparison, we have y+dy=x4+4x3dx.

9/3/2024

calculus

It seems second order magnitudes of smallness can be abstracted away. ## 9/2/2024 https://gist.github.com/jph00/9559b0a563f6a370029bec1d1cc97b74#-human-aug-26-2024-0408-pm This is a really amazing route exampl….ion name and it will match that route

calculus

Alright I already knew a bunch about functions still good to go over it really good perspective of it some comedy.

Basically what the intro is talking about is that limits are infinitesimally small amounts right?

And the integral or the integration of something right this is a bunch of these small amounts and you can look at that like a geometric series(Where some continuous function on the number line would be the continuous analog) summing to some amount and that’s the limit at which it converges. excluding of course non converging sequences right.

(And remember geometric series has rational numbers in it and rational numbers by definition contain gaps between them)

And what’s interesting is using this same definition you can actually define the derivative; As taking some input to a function, And taking the smallest piece of this input And put it into the function and then subtract the original input from this smallest piece and you get the derivative.

It is almost hilarious how easy it just falls out.

functions

y = f(x) = 2x - 7 <-explicit 2x - y - 7 = 0 <- implicit

What is a function?

A generalized relationship between two entities #### limits

A derivative, the fundamental concept of differential calculus, is a limit. An integral, the fundamental concept of integral calculus, is a limit.

When we speak of the “sum” of an infinite series, this is just a short way of naming its limit.

An infinite series can converge on its limit in three different ways: 1. The partial sums get ever closer to the limit without actually reaching it, but they never go beyond the limit. 2. The partial sums reach the limit. 3. The partial sums go beyond the limit before they converge.

Summaries

Student: I was working on a problem involving a bouncing ball and geometric series, and I wanted to understand how the sum of an infinite geometric series relates to limits and derivatives. Here’s what I have so far:

I dropped a ball from a height of 8 feet. After each bounce, it reaches half the height of the previous bounce. I needed to find the total distance the ball travels, including the initial drop and all the bounces.

Teacher: That’s a great problem to explore! Let’s break it down step-by-step.

Student: To start, I expressed the problem using a geometric series. The initial height is 8 feet, and each successive bounce reaches half the previous height. So, the distances traveled after the first bounce form a geometric series:

[ 8 + 8 + 8 + ]

Teacher: Exactly. This is an infinite geometric series where the first term (a) is (8 ) and the common ratio (r) is (). To find the total distance traveled up, we sum this series.

Student: I multiplied the series by the common ratio to shift it and simplify the calculations. After multiplying by (), I got:

[ = 8 + 8 + 8 + ]

Subtracting this from the original series:

[ x - = 8 ]

Teacher: Correct. This simplification leads to:

[ = 8 x = 16 ]

Student: So the total distance traveled by the ball is 16 feet. I also worked on a problem where a ball was dropped from 4 units and each bounce was one-third of the previous bounce. I found the total distance traveled to be 6 units.

Teacher: Right, let’s confirm that. For this problem, the distance traveled up is an infinite geometric series with the first term ( ) and common ratio ( ):

[ = = 2 ]

So the total distance including the initial drop:

[ 4 + 2 = 6 ]

Student: How do these series and their sums relate to limits and derivatives?

Teacher: Good question. The sum of an infinite geometric series is found using limits. The formula ( ) comes from the limit of the partial sums as the number of terms goes to infinity.

For derivatives, while they don’t directly apply to geometric series, the concept of limits is fundamental to derivatives. The derivative measures the rate of change of a function, and finding it involves taking limits.

Student: Thanks for clarifying! I now see how limits underpin the calculations of series sums and derivatives.

derivatives

derivatives

y=10x

At each instant the runner has gone in meters ten times the elapsed number of seconds. His instantaneous speed throughout the run clearly is ten meters per second.

the derivative of a function is simply another function that describes the rate at which a dependent variable changes with respect to the rate at which the independent variable changes.

defining a derivative as the limit of a sequence of ratios, this clearly is the case

Thus the deriva- tive of the area with respect to time is the limit of an infinite se- quence of ratios that converge on 6. Put simply, a derivative is the rate at which a function’s dependent variable grows with re- spect to the growth rate of the independent variable. In geo- metrical terms, it determines the exact slope of the tangent to a function’s curve at any specified point along the curve. This equivalence of the algebraic and geometrical definitions of a de- rivative is one of the most beautiful aspects of calculus.

9/1/2024

Help me build an HTML interface for a gallery that’s dynamically populated from a back end please. I already have a semantic CSS Library so I don’t need any styling. I just need HTML structure.

lost game

https://wxexw.blogspot.com/2014/10/the-management-game.html This game just does not fucking exist.

wordplay

“transclusion” to include content within an existing document.

One man can’t know it all except a know it all who knows at all.

And they’re still dead to this day…

physical therapy

OK so what it seems to me I need to do is work on my gluteus medius.And that might help my tensor fascea latae Pain? My mother also seems to have problem in the Glouteus smedius the above next to lower back and to address that some of the same exercises are usable so you can do the Hip hike And leg abduction. It really seems like leg abduction is one of the key exercises to fix pain in this area but you can like move your leg and rotate it to target different muscles in the front or back. The most important thing in the beginning though is activated being able to activate it at elevated intensity without pain or injury feels like a better goal than strengthening it haphazardly with potentially incorrect form with the weight you might not even be comfortable in a position you might not even be skilled in.

8/31/2024

I want to write the skyrim of evolving complex stochastic computational systems?

wordplay

How come it’s OK to forge an ax but it’s not OK to forge a document ### CompSci

On the contrary, you are encouraged to work at the highest level of abstraction available to you

8/28/2024

japanese

なお

尚; 猶; 尚お; 猶お なお (1) (adv) (uk) still; yet (2) (adv) (uk) more; still more; greater; further (3) (adv) (uk) as …; like … (as なお〜ごとし) (4) (conj) (uk) furthermore; in addition; moreover; note that …

若しくは

若くは もしくは (conj) (uk) or; otherwise

ご遠慮ください

ご遠慮下さい; 御遠慮下さい; 御遠慮ください ごえんりょください (exp) please refrain (from) #### 升; 枡; 桝; 斗 ます; マス
(1) (n) measuring container; measuring box; measure (2) (n) box (seating at a theatre, etc.) (3) (n) square on a grid; cell of a grid (esp. マス) (4) (n) square bearing block (at the top of a pillar)

及び 【および】(oyobi). Meaning: and; as well as ~.

This is used to list multiple nouns, it is similar in meaning to と (to) and や (ya), but is mostly used in more formal settings or for listing information / rules.

8/27/2024

repeat rw [add_assoc]
            rw [add_left_comm b c]
            rw [add_comm d b]
            rfl

simp only [add_assoc, add_left_comm, add_comm] ### notes Why couldn’t you represent types and proofs as verification via a vector space?

Use a relational dsl to find replicators with mutation

math

type theory

Types are not sets. Types are a bit like sets, but types give syntactic information, e.g.

3 + (7 ∗ 8)5 : nat

whereas sets give semantic information, e.g.

3 ∈ {n ∈ IN | ∀x, y, z ∈ IN+(xn + yn 6 = zn)}

Extensionality versus intensionality

Sets are extensional: Two sets are equal if

they contain the same elements. For example {n ∈ IN | ∃x, y, z ∈ IN+(xn + yn = zn)} = {0, 1, 2}. So set equality is undecidable

Types are intensional2. Two types are equal if

they have the same representation, something that can be verified by simple syntactic considerations. So, {n | ∃x, y, z : nat+(xn + yn 6 = zn)} 6 = {n | n = 0 ∨ n = 1 ∨ n = 2} because these two types don’t have the same representation. ##### summary of type theory vs set theory

We can therefore summarize the difference between set theory and type theory as the difference between proof checking (required to check a typing judgment), which is decidable and proof finding (which is required to check an element-of judgment) which is not decidable.

8/26/2024

jp

たった (adj-f,adv) only; merely; but; no more than

ピンと来る; ぴんと来る ピンとくる; ぴんとくる (1) (exp,vk) (uk) to come (home) to one; to click; to ring a bell; to understand at once; to know intuitively; to get (a joke or explanation); to catch on (2) (exp,vk) (uk) to appeal to one; to speak to one; to impress one

lean

Use associativity and commutativity to prove add_right_comm. You don’t need induction. add_assoc moves brackets around, and add_comm moves variables around.

Remember that you can do more targetted rewrites by adding explicit variables as inputs to theorems. For example rw [add_comm b] will only do rewrites of the form b + ? = ? + b, and rw [add_comm b c] will only do rewrites of the form b + c = c + b.

You can use rw [zero_add] at h to rewrite at h instead of at the goal.

Here’s a two-line proof:

repeat rw [zero_add] at h
            exact h

apply h2 at h1. This will change h1 to y = 42.

8/25/2024

Japanese

ba hodo

ば for Hypothetical Situations

So it comes to something like if I’m running, If I carry this action all the way to its extent, Something will happen.

走れば走るほど、何かが起こります。

"The more you X, the more/less you Y." X is repeated twice: "X-ba X hodo, Y."

            勉強すればするほど = the more I study,...

            仕事に来れば来るほど = the more I go to work...

            話せば話すほど = the more I talk / tell...

            Your understanding is correct. "hodo" means "the extent of", so the whole construction means "走れば [if/when I run], 走るほど [to the extent I run,] 体力を尽かす [I exhaust my strength]". "When running, the more I run, [the more] I exhaust my strength", or simply "The more I run, the more I get tired".

cause I’m walking into the breach, and I don’t know when I’ll make it back. I gotta save humanity before time slips away through the cracks,

LANG

Complexity of any written text is dependant on it’s total abstraction or it’s entropy. A sentence or paragraph with more root words than abstract ones has more entropy, and so the information is “spread out” among many simpler words. As we compress the words into more abstract ones, the entropy decreases, while the complexity increases. The increase in complexity can be attributed to the fact that we need to go higher up the tree to reach a root node, while the connections between each parent and child node must also be strengthened in order to develop a strong intuition of the piece of text.

And to me the leap between the abstract word and the root word is a composition learned based off of how much understanding is grokked, Where immediate jump to the root word is perfect grokking.

8/24/2024

resentment spiral

https://blog.depthsofrepair.com/p/spiraling-out-of-connection My friend reminded me that the last time we had hung out, she’d started telling me about struggles she was having with her dad. I hadn’t asked any followup questions – I just responded with “huh” and changed the subject. She told me how disconnected and alone that had made her feel, and that she really didn’t want that as part of our friendship, and imagined I didn’t either. She didn’t attack me, or even blame me – just stated what had happened, and the impact it had on her. I could’ve very easily gotten defensive, or tried to make excuses – but instead I felt a surprising surge of gratitude. Here was a friend making a vulnerable effort to deepen our friendship, and giving me a concrete thing I could do differently to make her feel more seen, and us more connected. ## communication あなたというの言葉は I would prefer to use the first person pronouns in the same way as in almost never.

Are metrics() a mathematical stand in for the senses that we lack to perceive them dumb

8/23/2024

Into the Breach

Think of the steps that you’re going to carry through on your turn like an algorithm and each of these steps your mex can use in all of their abilities are the functions you can use to program a turn..

If you don’t deal with your problems you get more the neXt turnn

8/22/2024

By definition they can only exist in each other’s absence ### self Envision what you think your confidence self is keep refining and keep going towards it,

Honestly there needs to be like a general formula for Want or need-> Create a vision of how to get it or how to get more info-> Act on a testable action And get input back from the world. Depending how you feel or what happens with the feedback adjust all the levels below In waterfall fashion depending on how important the thing is and then do another testable action

Need/want-> Create a vision of how to get it or how to get more info-> Act on a testable action-> Get input back from the world-> Adjust all the levels below based on prority.

how would the confident noah act?

shit post math theory.

Number system where you have numbers between the least negative number and the least positive number. Effectively having numbers with no ordering and where all operations equate to zero.

let o, ∈ 0,a,b ∈ N, 0 = o ,a < 0 < b : {}

a + b = 0 a - b = 0 a * b = 0 a / b = 0 a ^ b = 0 |a| = 0 |a-b| = 0

Math

⊆ If a € F and a != 0, then either a € P or —a € P, but not both.

if you wanted to say 0 is larger than a, it suffices to say it’s b—a.

if you want to say that the number 0 is larger than the number a, it suffices to say that b—a is positive.

If A < B, then A * C < B * C if C > 0, and A * C > B * C if C < 0.

The above statement is kind of like the law of the excluded middle. And now it makes me wonder if the imaginary numbers have some connection to intuitionistic logic

8/21/2024

Math

Logic

De Morgan’s laws do not directly help us with implications, but as we saw above, every implication can be written as a disjunction

P → Q is logically equivalent to ¬P ∨ Q.

Example: “If a number is a multiple of 4, then it is even” is equivalent to, “a number is not a multiple of 4 or (else) it is even”.

Double Negation.

¬¬P is logically equivalent to P.

Example: “It is not the case that c is not odd” means “c is odd”.

Example 3.1.4

Prove that the statements ¬(P → Q) and P ∧ ¬Q are logically equivalent without using truth tables

A: 1. ¬(P → Q) = ¬(¬P ∨ Q) 2. ¬(¬P ∨ Q) = P ∧ ¬Q

8/20/2024

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0PkdU3R2QDk

You really just can’t anticipate situations and really the best way is to Have no expectations You need to be mindful enough to react, Any presuppositions will trip you up and cloud up your vision while in the act. Your attitude is visible to everyone,Unless you’ve got some acting skills it’s not something you can impress, Just really live it true that’s the only advice i’ll provide, When you envision future decision ou Influence yourself on events that have not yet arrived, Just think if you didn’t think about it what kind of thoughts at would you have arrive? You might box yourself into a corner_ that only exists in your mind’s eyes, You might talk to yourself into an order_ That doesn’t permit you to live your own life,

One night while trying to snooze you choose some stupid rules, Based off a judgment that might be not or be not true, Shutting you off from information or any news, It’s alarming how much time has passed on the clock you got a lot left to lose, So ’come on bro, what the fuck you gonna do? How many more the same days you’re gonna have to live through? How many more of the same ways are you gonna have to give into? How much more of this lame game are you gonna play through?

What the fuck does it take for you to live through you? Is it really you in there are is true a puppet for majin buu? How Many more blue notes do you write before you get a clue? How many more epiphanies slip through your hands that you can’t cling to,

Battle like Klingons to hold on to fantasies to keep your eyes drawn One day you might look up and find it’s all gone, One day you might Wake up and think what’s going on, Some days you might not wake up and not have enough strength to be strong,

It might seem lost when you learn it but think back to this song, Just be the seconds for a second cause After a second it’s long gone, The only thing that lasts forever is when you’re forever gone, Try to live your life as best you can before life’s last breath is drawn.

It’ll barely narrowly be Less than a century Then your body’s broken and you’re sent back to the sedimentary, We all return back to the elements it’s elementary You don’t need a whole lot of evidence to see it’s evidently,(watson clip)

So what the fuck is The point of living a life that’s empty? Stop praying to a place that where nothing will ever be from sent fullly, Look, Make It just doesn’t make any sense to me, real Eyes see You mentally make what’s mentally meant to be,

life filiterd through anything - is just as bad as any screen, Take all four of your sore eyes and start to see any being, There’s really no point in wearing a mask - they can’t see everything. Go up an abstraction level dont think about every thingg

You also probably can’t process every single scene, Follow the same path and you won’t be Egressing, All those comfy thoughts keep ye aught regressing, Time machine’s pot Slow it down before the clock rings

Soon youll be inside entombed rock, Turn on and attune the these soon new thoughts, You only got three days until the moon drops,The real lesson is terminal, turn it off and termina stops Some things you just can’t fix no matter how much tape, or hop scotch be aware and don’t stare Where warlock wore locks and rock robe likes Life can’t be lived as a rogue like, keep no pearls clutched and Cuddle no cope stoke only hope right? “Simple and clean” just isn’t the way I feel tonight. The ghost in my machine isnt really watching is this real or right?

i’ll be honest i might catch 40 winks and wink out like a night light? mom used To read stories to me Besides my bedside that’s a night night,

Almost everybody is somebody that I used to know, that don’t feel right But that’s my consequences so, Consequently concentrate on things that concentrate your soul, Maybe 30 years left and you’ve already paid An awful toll,

You’ve answered a lot of questions but there’s oh so many more from trolls, Just like life, fashion artist eventually draw clothes Keep yourself Sharp mentally as your days draw close, You grew up in Dungeons you already know how to slay many ghostss

I confess I’ve reminisced But I’ll never go back to sword coasts

Don’t ever act like you won’t be caught, Imaginary people can’t hurt you with their airy nary thoughts. Right now is Not a mental model that you can cancoct Use your whole body remember you used to not can walk.

Don’t forget your nole soul notes when you can show and tell talk.

Whether or not you see another noon or not.

If you were you what would you do

Don’t keep it pent up mentally up Penning pals from a penitentiary,

the more we understand something the easier it is to dismantle it- horses ## f******** status and even the rewards of privilege are not the same as being loved.

socialogy

So are the slave codes (c 1700s US) just like a blueprint for Codes for citizens?

Ideologies are dangerous and oftentimes have a habit of consuming those who operate in them.

You make a great point here: “Much of the problem with modern notions of ‘identity’ is the failure to recognize the burden being placed on others to make a person’s self-actualization possible in the first place. You don’t get to choose how you want to be seen not because society is oppressive but because you don’t get to decide for everyone else how society communicates with itself.” Performative action is in this respect a bit of a self-indulgence

The “my pronouns are…” game is very much a ‘game’. It’s nothing more than a power gambit that a reasonable person should refuse to play. 50/50 on this one

lyrics

Life as a constructt

[Chorus] (Shadow) Permanence, it’s (Fading) Permanence, it’s (Inun…) Permanence, it’s <———–{ love this! (…dating) Permanence, it’s gone <—-{ Gone, gone, gone…

8/19/2024

notes

wang tiles are flat squares with colored markings on their edges and matching rules for the ways fit together

rhymes

Some people use speakers, I just speak for myself, I like getting chills that are colder than hell I’m trying to add more hit points to my older health Call my punches hitman ’cause they stay in stealth,

My rhymes aren’t deeper than a deep well, all my structures strike well so I call it my wealth, A less principled man might help himself to the elfs, Only plastic squares in my pants,I Prance with Keebler Elks,

I’ll sell my soul before I sell away myself, (away) There hasn’t been anything said i havent told myself, (okay) Make your soul full so you can become one with yourself,(heyehy) The only thing you are is all the things you tell yourself. (each day)

rhymes

When an application switches from free to paid that’s an inequality of Life Update any people who sleep in then get up be up late,

You could say that was chicken soup for my bowl cut bro

math

tautology

p ∧ q ∨ ¬(p ∧ q) p ∨ q

dating

I think the reason that men are so very violent is that they know, deep in
            themselves, that they’re acting out a lie, and so they’re furious at being
            caught up in the lie. But they don’t know how to break it…. They’re in a
            rage because they are acting out a lie—which means that in some deep part
            of themselves they want to be delivered from it, are homesick for the truth.

Seems awfully prescriptivist.

8/18/2024

One time I took two sticks and turned it into a sticker, You can say the wrong thing is still get the right answer, everyone knows the right answer to the wrong things

notes

Look I understand and appreciate your suggestions. I will not try to change your opinion, however I’m just gonna use this as a rough draft for a blog post For if I decide to write the software. Some background:

I am recovering from intense physical therapy where it’s taken me a whole year to even barely pick up forty pounds (3 times 1 set).

I have done reps times weight equal volume for a whole year . I have many problems and I need to have things explicitly, concretely laid out for me. I forget things often and volume wasn’t something that I could relate to. So I needed to learn more and actually see what was going on.

When I see that I’m only generating a few watts despite using heavier weights on wrist curls , T Let’s go over an example: I know that I can roughly do 5 reps @ 5 sets @ 8 lbs for supinated OHP. 5 x 5 x 8 lbs = 200 units of volume. 5 x 5 x 3.6kg ### math

If ( A ) is false, the statement ( A B ) does not provide any information about ( B ). The implication is considered true because there’s no scenario where a false ( A ) can contradict or affect ( B ).

8/17/2024

social

not sure if anyone will read this, but if you’re giving someone a compliment, don’t compare things, just say what you mean.

“you’re exactly the kind of person i thought i would marry” is a great compliment.

“i didn’t think i would be into fat chicks, but since you let me do anal, you’re exactly the kind of person i thought i would marry” doesn’t sound so good.

stem

Stem,Of the stem is the branch in recursion,
All my cats purr in perfect Persian, No excuse will excuse my excursion, This is my world, I create my own versions,

I attest I divest my attention into diverse diversions, I’m living as a per verse person, I rap in cursive , I curse in curses,I won’t hesitate to submerge into something submersive, My imagery is completely immersive, I’m expecting you reckon these last seconds have been worth it, Put your credit card away I don’t have any T-shirts to purchase, Instead spend your time finding your perfect purpose, Don’t throw your dimes away chasing something worthless, Most of us don’t get a dollar and the rest of us are shirtless, A lot of others try to make their heart go hurtless, We should make the others us And some others of us hurt less, My bank account goes negative it couldn’t be worth less,

8/15/2024

8/15/2024

She’s got responsibilities and I’ve got responsibilities And she’s not my responsibility, Re response is my response ability, Let time run its course as a matter of agility, It’s Not the only thing I can’t quit that’s still killing me, But yet there’s still a litle will fillin me, All the ones that are real for me will be feeling me Only sawed offs be out there out skilling me, I still haven’t made a million yet But you can bet I probly never will, I don’t need pieces of paper to tell, I right on everything well, I don’t need pieces of paper to tell,

8/14/2024

Bro that kind of rich just don’t even make any sense to me, Low tier trailer troglodyte form toddler history, Ain’t no mystery,t smoking h and c, I’m lacking agency,It ain’t amazing see cause I’m approaching a new age of ancientcy, And adjacently I’m sick of waiting patiently The cesscation hesitations are fading recenlty My bank account is acting pretty negatively, But what the hell i’m pretty well irrespectively, Least I can smoke weed and spit introspectively, Can’t do a fucking thing that’s expected of me, A band and a dance are what I expect to be Right click quick check your gadgets i’m inspectoring, No one can accept the scepter except the king, Getting lost in a shallow puddle that’s a newbie novice thing,

Isn’t it now non obvious that All of this

Math

My mind has been blown and I have seen how functions and counting of functions can be the foundation of all math.

combi of functions

|A u B|=|A|+|B|-|A ^ B|

The inclusion-exclusion principle, being a generalization of the two-set case, is perhaps more clearly seen in the case of three sets, which for the sets A, B and C is given by

A ∪ B ∪ C | = | A | + | B | + | C | − | A ∩ B | − | A ∩ C | − | B ∩ C | + | A ∩ B ∩ C |

Which forms Pascal’s triangle!

notes

The Poset Powerset forms Pascal’s triangle With successive sets of successive cardinality. Now apparently this has some relation to the binomial coefficient expansion issue which seems to me like it’s a natural transformation between two different categories. With the binomial coefficient expansion you can get negative values of Pascal’s triangle and I’m curious if there are analogs in the set theoretic framework traditional set theory says no but the structure begs exploration

8/12/2024

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gish_gallop

lyrics

I can make a mushroom cloud with just one lighter.

journal

I need to program my education like I program my training. And I think I should do the same to my life. Today is Tuesday and it’s supposed to be my day off and I have to take those so I can relieve stress.

I need a few days where I just let myself do whatever the **** I want. Although today I did do a little bit of Japanese because I was feeling guilty I am finding extremely hard to stay motivated. I cannot let it go to waste because I’ve been working on it for years but the things I’m doing right now are not compelling.

Math

Combinatorics

permutations
Exercises

If a raffle has three different prizes and there are 1,000 raffle tickets sold, how many different ways can the prizes be distributed?

A: 1000 factorial / (1000 - 3)!

How many eight-letter words can be formed from the 26 letters in the alphabet? Even without concerning ourselves about whether the words make sense, there are two interpretations of this problem. Answer both.

A1: 26! / (26 - 8)!

A2: 26^8

The state finals of a high school track meet involves fifteen schools. How many ways can these schools be listed in the program?

A1:2^15 15!

All 15 players on the Tall U. basketball team are capable of playing any position. How many ways can the coach at Tall U. fill the five starting posi- tions in a game? What is the answer if the center must be one of two players?

A1: 15!/(15-5)!,A2: (15!/(15-4)!) * 2

The president of the Math and Computer Club would like to arrange a meeting with six attendees, the president included. There will be three computer science majors and three math majors at the meeting. How many ways can the six people be seated at a circular table if the president does not want people with the same majors to sit next to one other?

A1:3!/(3-2)!

Let A = {1, 2, 3, 4}. Determine the cardinality of {(a1, a2) | a1 ≠ a2}

What is the answer to the previous part if |A| = n ?

If |A| = n, determine the number of m-tuples in A, m ≤ n, where each coordinate is different from the other coordinates.

A1: P(A):{|(a1, a2)| | a1 ≠ a2} -> 6

Analyzing set of size 2 ({'a', 'b'}):
            Power Set:
            
            Number of arrangements (factorial of cardinality 2!): 2
            
            Tuples:
            Size 0: 1 occurrences
            Size 1: 2 occurrences
            Size 2: 1 occurrences
            
            Analyzing set of size 3 ({'a', 'b', 'c'}):
            Power Set:
            
            Number of arrangements (factorial of cardinality 3!): 6
            
            Tuples:
            Size 0: 1 occurrences
            Size 1: 3 occurrences
            Size 2: 3 occurrences
            Size 3: 1 occurrences

A2: C(n, k) = n! / (n - k)k! |A| = n, P(A):{|(a1, a2)| | a1 ≠ a2} -> C(n, 2)

A3: n^2 - |A|

General Case for |A| = n:

The number of distinct pairs (a₁, a₂) where a₁ ≠ a₂ would be n(n-1)/2. Your answer suggests using C(n, 2), which is correct for counting distinct pairs in general.

Considering Tuples of Size m ≤ n:

The number of distinct m-tuples where each coordinate is different would be n! / (n-m)!, as you need to choose and arrange m distinct elements from a set of n.

Definition

If |A| = n, there are n! ways of permuting all n elements of A.

However, a problem with an answer of 25!/23! can be reduced to 25 · 24, or 600.

P(n,k)=n⋅(n−1)⋅(n−2)⋅…⋅(n−k+1)=n!(n−k)!

Example 2.2.11: Ordering of digits under different conditions.

Consider only the digits 1, 2, 3, 4, and 5.

  1. How many three-digit numbers can be formed if no repetition of digits can occur?

  2. How many three-digit numbers can be formed if repetition of digits is allowed?

  3. How many three-digit numbers can be formed if only non-consecutive repetition of digits are allowed?

Solutions to (a): Solution 1: Using the rule of products. We have any one of five choices for digit one, any one of four choices for digit two, and three

choices for digit three. Hence, 5 · 4 · 3 = 60 different three-digit numbers can be formed.

Solution 2; Using the permutation formula. We want the total number of permutations of five digits taken three at a time:

P(5,3)=5!(5−3)!=5⋅4⋅3=60

Solution to (b): The definition of permutation indicates “…no two elements in each list are the same.” Hence the permutation formula cannot be used. However, the rule of products still applies. We have any one of five choices for the first digit, five choices for the second, and five for the third. So there are 5 · 5 · 5 = 125 possible different three-digit numbers if repetition is allowed.

Solution to (c): Again, the rule of products applies here. We have any

one of five choices for the first digit, but then for the next two digits we have four choices since we are not allowed to repeat the previous digit So there are 5 · 4 · 4 = 80 possible different three-digit numbers if only non-consecutive repetitions are allowed.

Example 2.2.9:

Another example of choosing officers. A club has eight members eligible to serve as president, vice-president, and treasurer. How many ways are there of choosing these officers?

Solution 1: Using the rule of products. There are eight possible choices for the presidency, seven for the vice-presidency, and six for the office of treasurer.

By the rule of products, there are 8 · 7 · 6 = 336 ways of choosing these officers.

Solution 2: Using the permutation formula. We want the total number of permutations of eight objects taken three at a time:

P(8,3)=8!(8−3)!=8⋅7⋅6=336

2.1.2 The Rule Of Products

If two operations must be performed, and if the first operation can always be performed p1 different ways and the second operation can always be performed p2 different ways, then there are p1 · p2 different ways that the two operations can be performed.

Note: It is important that p2 does not depend on the option that is chosen in the first operation. Another way of saying this is that p2 is independent of the first operation. If p2 is dependent on the first operation, then the rule of products does not apply.

Extended Rule Of Products. The rule of products can be extended to include sequences of more than two operations. If n operations must be performed, and the number of options for each operation is p1, p 2 , . . . , pn respectively, with each pi independent of previous choices, then the n operations can be performed p 1 · p2 · · · · · p n different ways.

if |A| = n , then |℘(A)|=2n. The ease with which we can prove this fact demonstrates the power and usefulness of the rule of products. Do not underestimate the usefulness of simple ideas.

notes

https://colab.research.google.com/drive/1MO4Nmgj9lMWiZKZRD6XhkD55xNJs7qwI#scrollTo=hzpnfnWlaqA1&line=2&uniqifier=1

Power Set: set() {‘a’} {‘b’} {‘c’} {‘a’, ‘b’} {‘a’, ‘c’} {‘b’, ‘c’} {‘a’, ‘b’, ‘c’}

Cross Product Matrix: a b c ———— a | (‘a’, ‘a’) (‘a’, ‘b’) (‘a’, ‘c’) b | (‘b’, ‘a’) (‘b’, ‘b’) (‘b’, ‘c’) c | (‘c’, ‘a’) (‘c’, ‘b’) (‘c’, ‘c’)

Just notice that the triangles of the matrices will always correspond to the power set elements that have the same dimensions as your cross product operation. The diagonal line is the original set doubled and also all of the one element sets on the power set and the set itself #### Boolean matrices

Set Theory

A ∩ (⋃ᵢ₌₁ⁿ Bᵢ) = ⋃ᵢ₌₁ⁿ (A ∩ Bᵢ)

What this is saying is the intersection of A and the union of all sets Bᵢ through n is equivalent to the union of the intersection of A and every single Bᵢ from i to n.

Bit shifting

Another useful bitwise operation that can be performed on a piece of data is a bit shift. This is simply a slide of the data left or right by a certain number of places; data which is shifted out disappears and is replaced by a 0 being shifted in from the other end.

byte d = b11010110; byte e = d>>2; // right-shift d by two positions; e = b00110101 e = e<<3; // left-shift e by three positions; e = b10101000

We’ll demonstrate some uses of bit shifting later. One very useful application for bit shifts is multiplication and division: each right shift is the same as a division by two (although remainder information is lost) and each left shift is the same as a multiplication by two. This is useful because multiply and divide are often very time expensive operations on small processors, like the Arduino’s, but bit shifts are usually very efficient.

8/12/2024

I have really low self esteem but I’m the only person who can talk **** about me get ****. ### Joint Entropy: Example: Suppose you roll two six-sided dice, which we’ll call Die 1 and Die 2. Each die can land on any of the numbers 1 through 6. The outcome of rolling both dice can be represented by the pair ((X, Y)), where (X) is the outcome of Die 1 and (Y) is the outcome of Die 2.

Step 1: Calculate the probability distribution

Each die roll is independent, and since there are 6 faces on each die, the probability of any specific outcome for either die is ( ). Therefore, the probability of any specific pair ((X = x, Y = y)) is:

[ P(X = x, Y = y) = = ]

for each ((x, y)) pair, where (x) and (y) are in ({1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6}).

The probability distribution over these two die is the cross product between both of the die’s support set

Step 2: Compute the joint entropy (H(X, Y))

The joint entropy (H(X, Y)) is defined as:

[ H(X, Y) = -{x {1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6}} {y {1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6}} P(X = x, Y = y) _2 P(X = x, Y = y) ]

Since (P(X = x, Y = y) = ) for each of the 36 possible outcomes:

[ H(X, Y) = -{x=1}^{6} {y=1}^{6} _2 () ]

Step 3: Simplify the expression

Notice that ( _2 () = -_2(36) ):

[ H(X, Y) = - _2 () ]

[ H(X, Y) = -_2 () ]

[ H(X, Y) = _2(36) ]

Finally, since (36 = 6 ), and (_2(6^2) = 2 _2(6)):

[ H(X, Y) = 2 _2(6) ]

So, the joint entropy of rolling two six-sided dice is (2 _2(6)), which is approximately 5.17 bits. This value represents the total uncertainty associated with the outcomes of both dice.

Eradicate Ucklufery ### math #### Entropy

random

Bro so this is actually mapping what’s really happening, This whole time in my mind I’ve been skipping steps, When you not a statement you invert all the symbols, Commutativity of ore is equivalent to the commutivity of a union, I think between the Boolean operations and set one is a natural transformation

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mm-cBs7xBSk&list=PLd6Y4VRJw3G4YYc5y7z5Zmq26b79sN4fv

If I smoke weed I’m thinking about math, If I smoke weed I think about rhyme,

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I’m not really playing the same game i’m sorry that’s just the rules, I’m a fool I used to believe in justice too, But now what’s just is just left for just a few, How I adjust to my life is just a view, How I discuss my life’s just a tool, Still reading even though there’s no school

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Christ Metal slime al loyed like uncle fester, dumb shit I say wouldn’t be dumped on by a jester,

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It’s called modus ponens. It tells us that if we know p -> q and we know p, then we can conclude q

(claim1 ^ claim2 ^ claim3 ^ … ^ claim _n) -> conclusion In other words, it “proves” that, if all the given claims are true, the conclusion must also be true. There are at least four common names for what we’ve just called claims: - premises - postulates - hypotheses - axioms

When discussing a single argument, taken on its own, without a larger context, it’s common to use the word premises or hypotheses. Sometimes, however, a single set of claims will be premises to a whole collection of related conclusions (typically called a theory). Then, the premises are usually called the axioms or postulates of the theory.

he conclusion follows from the set of claims (or premises or postulates or axioms).  The set of claims logically implies the conclusion.  The set of claims entails the conclusion.

social

building connections that aren’t friendships: with my Spanish teacher, my boss, the crossfit community, the ravers who dance with me all night, and even the neighbour with tattooed fingers, who now, after a year, says hi.

In my experience, if you’re just authentically, unapologetically yourself, you won’t meet many people. But those who you meet will be your people.

notes

What if you’re still anxious?

This must be because you’re low on social connections. You need to train your friendship muscle. Make sure your Fridays are for friends. Overcome your introvertism and engage in pleasant interactions. Ignore the differences between you and your old friends, pretend like you still click. Get out more. Make more effort. Be proactive, confident and keen. Try harder. It’s good for your mental health. Now go make friends, you loser! What if you’re still anxious?

Try to describe your mood better. Are you depressed, bored, lonely? No, okay. In this case, are you stressed, tense and exhausted? Ha. Then take something off your plate. Look at the “plate” of your week and carefully consider what doesn’t bring you joy.

Don’t ask for advice or read articles online. Stick to your gut.

Once you figure out what doesn’t bring you joy, stop putting effort in that direction and see what happens.

strongman

I need to become a strongman.

background

pre 2019
2022-23

I was so weak that I could not get out of bed for more than an hour or so. I could not talk because my throat was in pain. I could not read because my eyes were too weak.. I had severe rsi and still suffer from the issues which has stopped me from almost all my hobbies including video games drawing writing playing any instruments and for those who think money is the most important thing I couldn’t and still can’t make fucking shit.

I suffered a lot of mental **** from this but that’s not important.

PT
Now

Things are slightly better now but despite my newbie gains I still struggle picking up more than 40 lbs. I can only walk maybe a mile and a third. I still have trouble doing what many would just consider normal. Like for a 34 year old of the same size and weight and even physique looking is honestly probably three to four times stronger than me.

I have no money. My future is not looking that great. How do I become a strongman? I have been the weakest a person can be I need to become the strongest that I can be.

8/11/2024

Let’s use a simpler example with a die that has 4 sides, which will make mental calculations easier. We’ll walk through the process of calculating the total information needed to store the outcomes of multiple rolls of this 4-sided die.

Entropy: Example: Rolling a Fair 4-Sided Die

  1. Calculate the Information Content for a Single Roll

    • Number of Outcomes: A 4-sided die has 4 possible outcomes (1, 2, 3, 4).

    • Probability of Each Outcome: For a fair die, the probability of any specific outcome is:

      [ p(x) = ]

    • Information Content of Each Outcome:

      [ I(x) = -_2() ]

      To calculate this:

      [ _2() = _2(4^{-1}) = -_2(4) ]

      Since ( _2(4) = 2 ):

      [ _2() = -2 ]

      Thus:

      [ I(x) = -(-2) = 2 ]

    So each roll of the 4-sided die gives you 2 bits of information.

  2. Calculate the Total Information for Multiple Rolls

    • Number of Rolls: Suppose we roll the die 3 times.

    • Average Information Content per Roll: We have 2 bits per roll.

    • Total Information Calculation:

      [ = ]

      For 3 rolls:

      [ = 3 = 6 ]

  3. Representing the Outcomes

    • Total Number of Possible Outcomes: For 3 rolls of a 4-sided die, the total number of possible outcomes is:

      [ 4^3 = 64 ]

    • Bits Needed to Represent All Outcomes:

      To represent 64 possible outcomes:

      [ _2(64) = _2(2^6) = 6 ]

      So, 6 bits are needed to represent all possible outcomes of 3 rolls.

Summary

Using a 4-sided die simplifies the mental calculations and illustrates how bits correspond to the number of possible outcomes and the total information needed.

category theory

Multiplication often appears in the guise of independent choices.

Exercise 1

Question

Find other examples of combining two objects to get a third. Which of them seem to fit our pattern? That is, for which of them does the third object seem to have ‘maps’ to the two you began with? It may be helpful to start by thinking of real- life problems for which multiplication of numbers is needed to calculate the solution, but not all examples are related to multiplication of numbers.

Solution

The word “object” can be syllabified and converted to the IPA phonetic alphabet as follows:

  1. Syllabification: ob-ject
  2. IPA Conversion:
    • “ob-” → /ˈɒb/
    • “-ject” → /dʒɛkt/

So, the word “object” in IPA with syllabification is:

/ˈɒb.dʒɛkt/

graph TD;
                C["/ˈɒb.dʒɛkt/"] -->|π₁| A["/ˈɒb/"];
                C["/ˈɒb.dʒɛkt/"] -->|π₂| B["/dʒɛkt/"];

Exercise 2

Question

The part of Galileo’s work which we discussed is really concerned with only a small portion of space, say the immediate neighbourhood of the tower of Pisa. Since the ground might be uneven, what could be meant by saying that two points are at the same level? Try to describe an experiment for deciding whether two nearby points are at the same level, without using ‘height’ (distance from an imaginary plane of reference.) Try to use the most elemen tary tools possible

Solution

Assuming the sun is directly overhead you could use the size of the shadow as a mapping to the height.This is also assuming the plane has access to that information.

notes

An endomap could be considered a graph viewing the internal diagram

Take a composition of relationships like one group of persons favorite person in that group and then a person from that group’s favorite food.

graph TD;
                subgraph People
                    Mary["Mary"]
                    John["John"]
                    Tyler["Tyler"]
                end

                subgraph People2
                    Mary2["Mary"]
                    John2["John"]
                    Tyler2["Tyler"]
                end

                subgraph FavoriteFoods
                    Taco["Taco"]
                    Pizza["Pizza"]
                    DogPoop["Dog Poop"]
                end

                Mary -->|f| John2
                John -->|f| John2
                Tyler -->|f| Tyler2

                Mary2 -->|g| Taco
                John2 -->|g| Pizza
                Tyler2 -->|g| DogPoop

                style People fill:#f9f,stroke:#333,stroke-width:4px
                style People2 fill:#ccf,stroke:#333,stroke-width:4px
                style FavoriteFoods fill:#cfc,stroke:#333,stroke-width:4px

            
graph LR;
                A["Group of Persons"] -->|f| B["Favorite Person in the Group"];
                B --> |g|C["Favorite Food of Each Person"];

Semantically a composition like this might be expressed:

John’s favorite person is Mary where Mary’s favorite food is tacos.

(I’m taking care to use where instead of and because ‘and’ could be misconstrued as the product)

Exercise 3:

Check to be sure you understand how we got diagrams (ii) and (iii) from the given diagram (i). Then fill in (iv) and (v) yourself, starting over from (i). Then check to see that (v) and (iii) are the same.

This exercise is concerned with proving the associativity of composition. But I would like to do this semantically.

graph TD;
                subgraph People
                    Mary["Mary"]
                    John["John"]
                    Tyler["Tyler"]
                end

                subgraph FavoriteFoods
                    Taco["Taco"]
                    Pizza["Pizza"]
                    Steak["Steak"]
                end

                subgraph FoodCooking
                    TacoCooking["Cooked"]
                    PizzaCooking["Baked"]
                    SteakCooking["Grilled"]
                end

                subgraph ServingUtensils
                    Plate["Plate"]
                    SteakUtensil["Fork & Knife"]
                end

                Mary -->|f| Taco
                John -->|f| Pizza
                Tyler -->|f| Steak

                Taco -->|c| TacoCooking
                Pizza -->|c| PizzaCooking
                Steak -->|c| SteakCooking["Grilled"]

                TacoCooking -->|s| Plate
                PizzaCooking -->|s| Plate
                SteakCooking -->|s| SteakUtensil

                style People fill:#f9f,stroke:#333,stroke-width:4px
                style FavoriteFoods fill:#ccf,stroke:#333,stroke-width:4px
                style FoodCooking fill:#fcf,stroke:#333,stroke-width:4px
                style ServingUtensils fill:#cfc,stroke:#333,stroke-width:4px

Externally, this can be expressed as:

graph TD;
                subgraph Functions
                    People["People"]
                    FavoriteFoods["Favorite Foods"]
                    FoodCooking["Food Cooking"]
                    ServingUtensils["Serving Utensils"]
                end

                People -->|f| FavoriteFoods
                FavoriteFoods -->|g| FoodCooking
                FoodCooking -->|h| ServingUtensils

                subgraph Associativity
                    D["(h ∘ (g ∘ f))"]
                    E["((h ∘ g) ∘ f)"]
                    D -.->|Associativity| E
                end

                style Functions fill:#eee,stroke:#333,stroke-width:2px
                style Associativity fill:#ddf,stroke:#333,stroke-width:2px
Semantic representation

Serving Mary’s (cooked favorite food) Is the same thing as (serving cooked food) that’s Mary’s favorite.

Notes

When you’re looking at like integer proofs through like arithmetic and **** and you see patterns of sequences essentially what you’re doing is is looking at the lattice in a very specific rule set. And you’re basically finding rules to traverse through the lattice. I wonder if lattices have something to do with Pascal’s triangle

Unfounded hypothesis: All discrete math has relations somewhere between arrow and homomorphism.

If a mathematical tool can be applied to many different problems successfully then what does that say about the synonymity of the problem?

information theory is better understood as being fundamentally about the general mathematics of inference [26], par-ticularly, inference under conditions of uncertainty.

This distinction has been referred to as the difference between the syntactic information (which information theory is concerned with), and the semantic information (which it is not)

When considering “information theory as inference”, it is clear that the question of semantic information is largely irrelevant: we are not interested in what a message might mean, but rather, ensuring that we have inferred the correct message from some space of possible messages. The same mathematics, however can apply to any issue where we are attempting to increase our degree of certainty about the state of some as-yet-unknown variable. Whether it is a message coming down a pipe, the future state of an evolving system, or the degree of mutual coupling between two variables. These are the core questions that go into modelling complex systems

biomechanics [physics] math

speed

displacement = = √(x^2 + y^2) ℓ = ∆distance s = ℓ/∆t

Example:

ℓ = 45 m t_1 = 5 s t_2 = 10 s

s = ℓ /(t_2 - t_1) = __m/s s = 45/(10 - 5) = 9 m/s

Velocity

Velocity describes how fast a body moves in a specific direction x = x_1 - x_0 y = y_1 - y_0 or p = [x_1, y_1] - [x_0, y_0] v = ∆displacement/∆t = ∆d/∆t = sqrt(x^2 + y^2)/∆t

Example:

∆d = 39 m ∆t = 5 s v = ∆d/∆t = 39/5 = 7.8 m/s @ ~50°

And now for the velocity in the x, or down-the-field, direction: 1. Identify the known values and create a table of variables. • tf = t2 = 39 s • ti = t1 = 17 s • pi = 30 m (use the x value from the start position coordinates (30,15)) • pf = 55 m (use the x value from the final position coordinates (55,45)) • vx = Unknown, to be solved

v_x = (pf - pi) / (tf - ti) = (55 - 30) / (39 - 17) = ~1.13 m/s

And finally for the velocity in the y, or across-the-field, direction: 1. Identify the known values and create a table of variables. • tf = t2 = 39 s • ti = t1 = 17 s • pi = 15 m (use the y value from the start position coordinates (30,15)) • pf = 45 m (use the y value from the final position coordinates (55,45)) • vy = Unknown, to be solved

v_y = (pf - pi) / (tf - ti) = (45 - 15) / (39 - 17) = ~1.4 m/s

Describe the velocity of the player like this:

The resultant velocity of 1.8 m/s at 500 degrees consisted of component velocities of 1.13 m/s in the x direction and 1.4 m/s in the y direction. ## 8/10/2024

Captain ’De Morgann

Let A be see me, I’m just a cross product between rhythm and rhyming logic.

If I’m not inside and outside,I’m neither on their side nor my side, If I have to be myself, that Implies that I not lie myself, If I am a man than that implies that I am a guy as a self.

i’m not alive or dead,I’m neither here nor in my head I’m circle square instead, i’d rather be there but he’s barely out uh bed. Most days phase into fade aways,Lately in this phase where he try to stay a way a ways, Try to avoid my eye, from reaching any other person lest the sky. It’s anyones best guess Why he’s still wondering why.

He’s getting close but he’s still feeling he’s touching the ceiling. He should be reeling and dealing but he’s still healing.

Bro I know I have to get stronger but it’s so slow, How come when you smoke weed life flies by slow mo?

notes

I feel like some teacher entity has to advance a field and put it into easy digestible **** so that everybody can treat this basic knowledge.

The homework is absolutely laughable like it’s doable it’s just really **** hard.

Lesson on Fundamental Logic Gates, De Morgan’s Principle, and Boolean Groups

1. Introduction to Fundamental Logic Gates

We’ll start with the basic logic gates: AND, OR, NOT, NAND, NOR, XOR, and XNOR.

2. Applying De Morgan’s Laws

De Morgan’s laws are central to understanding the relationships between different logic gates. These laws allow us to express the negation of an AND gate in terms of OR, and vice versa.

De Morgan’s Laws: 1. ( (A B) = A B ) 2. ( (A B) = A B )

These laws show how you can transform between gates by negating inputs and outputs.

AND and NOR Gates:

Using De Morgan: [ (A B) = A B ] This is the OR gate with negated inputs, which is the NOR gate.

OR and NAND Gates:

Using De Morgan: [ (A B) = A B ] This is the AND gate with negated inputs, which is the NAND gate.

XOR and XNOR Gates:

XOR and XNOR have their own unique relationships: - XOR Gate: ( A B ) - XNOR Gate (Negation of XOR): ( (A B) )

These gates don’t have direct De Morgan transformations, but they are closely related: - ( A B = (A B) (A B) ) - ( A B = (A B) = (A B) (A B) )

3. Boolean Group and Logic Gates

Understanding the Boolean Group Structure

A group in mathematics is a set equipped with an operation that combines any two elements to form a third element while satisfying four conditions: closure, associativity, identity, and invertibility.

For logic gates, the operations (like AND, OR, NOT) can be considered as elements that form a group under certain operations like composition.

Boolean Group with Gates:

  1. Elements: The set includes the basic gates and their compositions (e.g., AND, OR, NOT, NAND, NOR).
  2. Operation: The group operation is the combination of gates (composition).
  3. Identity Element: The double negation (NOT NOT or ((A))) acts as the identity element, equivalent to the original input.
  4. Inverses: Each gate has an inverse within this system. For example:
    • AND is the inverse of NAND (and vice versa).
    • OR is the inverse of NOR (and vice versa).
Example of a Group Formation:

Consider the gates under the operation of composition: - Identity: ( I = = A ) - AND and NAND: ( A B ) and ( (A B) ) - OR and NOR: ( A B ) and ( (A B) )

If we treat these gates as elements, we can form a group where combining operations follows the group’s rules.

Properties:

4. Practical Applications

Understanding these relationships is powerful in circuit design: - Circuit Simplification: Using De Morgan’s laws and the concept of duality, you can simplify complex Boolean expressions, reducing the number of gates required in a circuit. - Fault Tolerance: If a specific gate fails, you can sometimes replace it with its dual, maintaining the circuit’s functionality. - Optimization: By recognizing the group structure, you can optimize logic circuits for speed, power, or size.

Exercises:

  1. Transformations: Given a logic circuit composed of AND, OR, and NOT gates, apply De Morgan’s laws to transform it into an equivalent circuit using NAND and NOR gates only.

  2. Group Operation: Verify the group properties (closure, associativity, identity, and invertibility) for the set of operations {AND, OR, NOT, NAND, NOR} under composition.

  3. Boolean Expression Simplification: Simplify the Boolean expression ( (A (B C)) ) using De Morgan’s laws.

  4. Design a Circuit: Design a logic circuit that uses only NAND gates to implement a function equivalent to ( A B C ).

This structured approach will give you a solid understanding of how basic logic gates relate to each other, how De Morgan’s principles apply, and how these operations can form a Boolean group.

8/9/2024

semiotics

The act of writing, for instance, may be shaped not only by the writer’s conscious purposes but also by features of the media involved

math

learn distribution over wang squares

“The Morgan’s law is that the more you know, the more you need to learn.” - My auto complete

Anyway D Morgan’s law forms a group between the 4 basic logic Gates: AND, OR, NOT and NAND. alt text

If you look at this diagram you can see how we could draw a diagonal as the composition of the operators on the logic group. I don’t know if any of this is useful but it’s really nice being able to pick out this structure that just keeps showing up. ### journal My friend Adrian is the only one I know who is able to connect and make great leaps of insight like myself.^1 He expresses this insatiable need to learn and master systems in a different way. Most of my pursuits have been purely intellectual because I’m **** lazy and think that’s what being smart means and a lot of his are more practical and pragmatic. He fixes things, and he doesn’t need to know the whole system before he starts working in it. He’s able to compartmentalize and work locally. He usually only branches out when necessary.

He finishes things more than I do partly of that is because my hands don’t work so grea so a lot of times I only have mental exercise. But also again, I’m lazy. And I smoked too much weed.

other people can do this, I just don’t know anybody personally. I don’t really have friends and I don’t get the chance to see how other people learn. ### Notes >Barthes and Greimas and the ‘grammar’ of narrative Semiotics is the study of the signs or : Processes representations ideas Etcetera that have semantic meaning.

Wear two signs that have the same semantic meaning could be considered synonymous or analogous at a weak relation

John Sturrock argues that whereas semantics focuses on what words mean, semiotics is concerned with how signs mean (Sturrock 1986, 22)

semantics: the relationship of signs to what they stand for;
            syntactics (or syntax): the formal or structural relations between signs;
            pragmatics: the relation of signs to interpreters (Morris 1938, 6-7).

8/8/2024

To increase your luck surface area you must generate more events. You can do this by knowing more people and going to more places and doing more things.

self assembly

Formulated in two basic versions, the abstract Tile Assembly Model (aTAM) and the kinetic Tile Assembly Model (kTAM), it was based on a cross between the theoretical study of Wang tiles (flat squares with colored markings on their edges and matching rules for the ways those edges can be placed next to each other)

Bro this is kind of like Ramsey theory?

Maybe you could make statistical self assembling systems and make a language model of it?

problem

The two biggest problems I can see right now are getting a system to generate new rules and I think to do that you have to figure out how to get a system to represent code as data. To find a general way to represent Koda’s data mathematically? ## 8/6/2024 “The Science of Settlement: Ideas for Negotiators.”

How does structure affect expressivity, sparsity, combinations? Like what other structures are there besides lattices and ****

O K semantic functor is actually a bad name for this process because a functor is ### posts I think some people on the Internet write posts just to see their own thoughts. ### euthymia In psychiatry and psychology, euthymia is a normal, tranquil mental state or mood. In those with bipolar disorder, euthymia is a stable mental state or mood that is neither manic nor depressive. Achieving euthymia is the goal of the treatment for bipolar patients. ### poet #### an analogy: pink is to red as X is to blue pink_to_red = subtractv(colors[‘pink’], colors[‘red’]) closest(colors, addv(pink_to_red, colors[‘blue’]))

Distributional Hypothesis

Linguistic items with similar distributions have similar meanings.

Math

Okay so I guess variables are just functions.😆😆😆 I feel like I have fallen down a hole. Every time I look at Math, there’s just more and more and more and more. Like after learning the basics of category theory and learning of computational Trinitarianism it’s like I’ve reached the top of a new plateau. Where everything below that had felt so large now seemed like stuff I would have learned in elementary school.

Seriously, I’m not trying to say that I know or rather grok a lot of this higher mathematical stuff. I don’t think I’ve even begun to put any of the larger pieces together and don’t think I will for years to come.

It’s reminiscent of the feeling when I first started really being able to play with code. And discovered that I was able to put stuff into a text file and iterate on it. Except this time I kind of have like a reference.

Rap

video

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mtOq8ptMIT4 ##### lyrics

Verse 1

The term mathematical maturity comes to mind. And if you plotted it on a number line, I’m sure you’d find I’d be rather to the left I guess Positive arrow sign. I’ve been learning, Turning, Number systems,

Pre hook

I might die before I breach a sky I’m only one guy only one life, It’s there and staring I have to try, I’m only half sure what I’m looking for but I’ll know when I arrive.

Hook

I’m sailing and I will find the way, On the seas of math I map the path each day Once I get it I’m addicted and I just can’t stay away from the hum I’m getting from the page

fl studio

I have Vochela. They gave it to me at NAAM. I really like it. It's good for Drums and pretty good for melodies. The mic they give you is low passed and latency is super low.

            Other options for some people

            Imitone - https://imitone.com/beta/
            This one is pretty good and u don't need another mic to use it.

            Mtuner - https://www.meldaproduction.com/MTuner
            A free option for real-time audio to midi using the midi output feature. You can put some other plugs before it to fine-tune it like mautopitch or a gate.

8/5/2024

I’ve never known what I’ve had.

compsci

https://djharper.dev/post/2019/05/21/i-dont-know-how-cpus-work-so-i-simulated-one-in-code/

Semantic tools

I was talking about using semantic tools to augment ones creative thinking and viewing concepts as a higher dimensional space semantic space specifically that one can walk through.

This is beautiful because to me I have been writing about what I call semantic functors I would like to see if there’s a relation between these two tools.

Semantic functors

https://thelastwave.substack.com/p/associative-tools-thinking-and-creativity#footnote-1-146803825 https://www.semioscape.org/

I cannot wait to do these semantic exercises

I bet you can travel through semantic space and patterns that are pleasing just in the same way one might have patterns in music.

cognitive prosthetic

I will come up with exercises to further increase my forward flow

Not sure if this is how it actually works but it’s a good model

math

I need to figure out implies

I should probably look up hating algebras with power sets

<= “implies”

In logic if you have falsity you can imply anything from that according to Richard Southwell I have no **** clue what that means

it’s like if i start doing arithmetic and i assume that one equals zero then i can carry on and prove any equality i like and it’s a sort of strange idea sort of akin to the notion of a function from an empty set it’s it’s a bit weird

Co products correspond with or, And I assume products corresponds with and

And apparently the exponential encodes implies

I could probably uh do a set of perfect rhymes under the phoneme M and make a power set of it and then do some intuitionistic logic oh but I can’t because less than or equals does not imply rhyming relation. Less than or equals is a one way arrow and a rhyming relation is a two way arrow

8/4/2034

Dating

At this point my only hard requirement is someone who Is capable of conceptualizing that people are just as deep, Complicated, broken, weird as they are

8/3/2024

the way you do somethings is the way you do everything

If all emotions originate from your brain then you are only really afraid of yourself. ### data is code This seems to be an argument for their interchangeability, not that one is the other. Sort of like Einstein’s acceleration versus gravity view. Or matter and energy.

math

Thinking categories in terms of pre orders makes them simpler because you don’t have to worry about all the arrows you can guarantee there’s a unique relations #### Exponential OK so all the evaluation morphism does is it takes all of the functions contained in the exponential set and map the elements of B to each function?

Yes, that’s correct! Let’s refine this understanding with a bit more precision.

Evaluation Morphism in Detail

In the context of the exponential object (C^B), the evaluation morphism () has a specific role:

[ : C^B B C ]

This morphism effectively “applies” a function from the exponential object (C^B) to an element of (B) and maps it to an element of (C). Let’s break this down step by step:

  1. Exponential Object (C^B): This is the set of all functions from (B) to (C). Each element of (C^B) is a function (f: B C).

  2. Evaluation Morphism (): For a given pair ((f, b) C^B B), where (f) is a function from (C^B) and (b) is an element of (B), the evaluation morphism maps this pair to (C) by applying the function (f) to the element (b):

[ (f, b) = f(b) ]

In other words, the evaluation morphism “evaluates” the function (f) at the point (b).

Concrete Example with Power Sets

Let’s use a concrete example to clarify this.

Example

Let (X = {1, 2, 3}).

Step 1: Define the Exponential Object (C^B)

The exponential object (C^B) consists of all functions from (B) to (C). These are:

So, (C^B = {f_1, f_2, f_3, f_4}).

Step 2: Define the Evaluation Morphism

The evaluation morphism () takes a pair ((f, b) C^B B) and maps it to (C) by applying the function (f) to the element (b):

So the evaluation morphism essentially applies each function in (C^B) to each element of (B).

selfwork

Ask yourself: What’s the next right thing? What’s the best I can do with what I have right now, in this moment — not tomorrow, not in ten minutes, but right now? What do I need right now? If my life were a novel and the present moment were a chapter in the story, what would I want the character to do next? What would future me wish that current me to do today? What’s something I can do right now to move in the right direction? I can’t stop x thing from happening on the other side of the globe. Can I raise awareness? Can I call someone? Can I donate? Can I educate myself?

The fact that we can’t predict the future means we can stop trying to. Rather than following a plan, follow a north star or an intention and just see what happens, approach life as an exploration.

When we stop trying to control and strategize, when we detach from dreaded or desired outcomes,

Doing the next right thing is about starting where we are and making the best right-now choice rather than trying to come up with or adhere to a perfect long-term plan. This helps to clear our Cognitive Load, free up inner-resources, and lead to best possible outcomes.

8/2/2024

If we’re driving along and find a fallen tree on the road, it’s easy to label it a block, a setback, or an interruption. But the tree isn’t actually blocking the path, the path just includes navigating around a fallen tree. ”Block,” “setback,” and ”interruption” are labels we assign to the moments when our plans and expectations don’t match reality. We were unwittingly projecting a fantasy.

rhyme

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2SLPZKr-97Q

How do you get a mathematical machine to build its own abstractions? How do you set up conditions necessary to build combinatoric alch chemical reactions? How do you get a system that can compose its own compositions? And how do you do that while avoiding big empty sparsity expaansive branching conditions? Is it a Fusion of machine learning and math? Does category theory bring you up take you down the right path? I know I’m more sheen than brain blast But these are the kind of things that I can’t refrain to ask.

What’s the point in asking questions that you can’t answer? 10/5/2020 I don’t know I couldn’t answer.

I would like to I would like to

I’m just a man who learns what he can, because it changes what his brain can, Can you understand? Are you ACTUALLY actively listening than, Responding to the moment without wrining hands? Without holding plans? Without Constructing illusians, Without obstructing confusian Sorry even me myself and I I am lose-angg Animals with anime avatars are not factually human. <-tautology

Fuck astrology, Logic like spock - I cold rock tautologies Slim like earthworm jim, hit the gym and become more brolly Say some cringey shit, absolutely not prolly, But when I hit I crit “Gee gosh Golly”,

My own brain contains ruses Conducted From busted string and duct tape fuses, The way I beat myself up doesn’t show any bruises, Got a lot of exes and o so more excuses,

Arch enemy architecture Arching Me like I’m doctor venture, Kind of narcissistic like Doctor Venture, Kinda go ballistic like Doctor Venture, Pseudo intellistic like Doctor Venture

I think I’m journaling to paint a better picture of myself, I think I’m working to become a better version of myself, I think it’s working but I can’t be sure ’cause sir I only talk to myself And I don’t know if that self helps.

For once in my lifetime I need to talk to something other than heads, If all I do is let the days go by I might do worse than cry before I’m dead.

“For better or worse I’m bound to this earth” is said, Despite being able to think abstractly, it’s exactly happening all inside my head. he’s there right beside me each time a book is read, Each time a look is red, Every time I wake up lying Trying to sleep in my bed

8/1/2024

active listening

This could be a defense mechanism. If I learn to listen to people I’m better I can be more aware when there’s aberrant behavior.

emotional labeling https://drmaciver.substack.com/p/labelling-feelings

active living

antlike 0.2

let instructions =

-01 X      MEM[-X] += 1
             00 X      HALT
             01 X      MEM[X] += 1
             02 X      MEM[X] -= 1
             03 X Y    MEM[X] += Y
             04 X Y    MEM[X] -= Y
             05 X Y    MEM[Y] += X
             06 X Y    MEM[Y] -= X
             07 X Y    MEM[X] += MEM[Y]
             08 X Y    MEM[X] -= MEM[Y]
             09 X Y    MEM[Y] += MEM[X]
             10 X Y    MEM[Y] -= MEM[X]
             11 X Y    SWAP MEM[X] MEM[Y]
             12 X Y    SWAP MEM[Y] MEM[X]
             13 X      JUMP MEM[X]
             14 X Y Z  JUMP TO Z IF MEM[X] >= MEM[Y]
             15 X Y Z  JUMP TO Z IF MEM[X] =< MEM[Y]
             16 X Y Z  JUMP TO Z IF MEM[X] == MEM[Y]

7/31/2024

Goal

Lead your normal life.

anxiety mania

If I tell myself to come down it helps. Not calm down because I’m not uncalm, i’m manic.

I have to manage my mania like a video game character has to manage their fear in like a horror game. For me if I just feed into it and let go I lose control and I’m like falling through time. I also tend to get more feminine.

defense

When someone does something that you think is really **** **** or some **** like that try calling them weird.

... when you are explaining you are losing...

            ... weird is a vibe. Weird is universally understood. Dictators are at least perceived as strong. But weird, nah we don't want weird.

dating

I think I would like to Approach people like cats

notes

I’m so old I no longer look at the clock I look at the calendar.

I think the reason that woman did not look at me when I looked at her is because I genuinely had no interest there was only the musing level of you know primality interest.

In public I would like to conduct some level of decorum. One of which is not to behave in an ungentleman way.

I would like to respect people’s privacy. ### Math You can replace any distance line with a circle with a diameter of the distance.

Maybe you can use a probabilistic Turing Machine to learn the composition of programs?

7/30/2024

what’s my identity function?

7/29/2024

Antlike 0.1

I think if I allow for symmetric operations I am encoding category ****

let instructions =

01 X      MEM[X] += 1
            02 X      MEM[X] -= 1
            03 X Y    MEM[X] += Y
            04 X Y    MEM[X] -= Y
            05 X Y    MEM[Y] += X
            06 X Y    MEM[Y] -= X
            07 X Y    MEM[X] += MEM[Y]
            08 X Y    MEM[X] -= MEM[Y]
            09 X Y    MEM[Y] += MEM[X]
            10 X Y    MEM[Y] -= MEM[X]
            11 X Y    SWAP MEM[X] MEM[Y]
            12 X Y    SWAP MEM[Y] MEM[X]
            13 X      JUMP MEM[X]
            14 X Y Z  JUMP TO Z IF MEM[X] >= MEM[Y]
            15 X Y Z  JUMP TO Z IF MEM[X] =< MEM[Y]
            16 X Y Z  JUMP TO Z IF MEM[X] == MEM[Y]

class substrate def: A n by n matrix Where n is a power of 2. In my specific case it will be 2^5. The substrate has cells that have the operational data. So that every cell either contains a valid instruction or a no op.

class tapehead def: A tape head is an Is similar to an ant in Langdon’s ants, but instead it is just a instruction pointer that points to a cell on the substrate and operates according to the instructions. After the instructions are executed it is iterated by the instructions arguments count Unless it hits a jump. properties: x y instruction limit = 2^n : n = 5 = 32

class universe: def: Contains a substrate in a list of tape heads. Handles logic for epochs, Logging,Initializing, saving, loading the state of the substrate and tape heads. debug: Print out the substrate and the location of all pointers on it.

Simultion Archetecture: This is very similar to Langston’s ants. However this project is attempting to do something that could be considered an extension:

The ants will be tape heads that will read the two dimensional substrate and operate on it according to the instructions.

2^n [ ] [0, …, 2^n - 1]

[0, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, [7], 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31] 2^5 = 32, [7] = tapehead location

[… ,[7], (8), (9), …] I X Y

07 X Y MEM[X] += MEM[Y]

8 + 9 = 17

[0, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, [7], 17, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31]

Pointer is iterated by the instructions char amount.

[0, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 17, 9, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31]

notes

extend ops? self assemble? categories

There will be specific heads that will encode specific data.

Shannon Entropy

Sure, let’s break down the concepts of Shannon entropy, Kolmogorov complexity, and how they come together in the concept of high-order entropy.

Shannon entropy is a measure of the uncertainty or randomness in a set of data. For a string of length ( n ), where each character (or token) comes from an alphabet ( ), the Shannon entropy ( H ) is calculated as:

[ H(X) = - _{x } P(x) _2 P(x) ]

Here: - ( X ) is the random variable representing the characters in the string. - ( P(x) ) is the probability of each character ( x ) appearing in the string.

This formula gives you a measure of how unpredictable the string is based on the distribution of characters.

Kolmogorov Complexity

Kolmogorov complexity ( K ) of a string is the length of the shortest possible description (in some fixed programming language) of that string. It is a theoretical measure of the computational resources needed to specify the string.

Normalized Kolmogorov Complexity

Normalized Kolmogorov complexity is the Kolmogorov complexity ( K ) divided by the length of the string ( n ):

[ K = ]

This normalization allows us to compare complexities of strings of different lengths on a per-character basis.

High-Order Entropy

High-order entropy ( H_e ) combines Shannon entropy and normalized Kolmogorov complexity to provide a more refined measure of complexity:

[ H_e = H - ]

Here: - ( H ) is the Shannon entropy. - ( K(s) ) is the Kolmogorov complexity of the string ( s ). - ( n ) is the length of the string.

Interpretation

Example

Let’s consider a simple example. Suppose we have a string ( s ) consisting of repeated patterns, like “abababab”.

  1. Shannon Entropy:
    • The string has 4 ’a’s and 4 ’b’s.
    • ( P(a) = P(b) = 0.5 ).
    • ( H(X) = - (0.5 _2 0.5 + 0.5 _2 0.5) = 1 ).
  2. Kolmogorov Complexity:
    • A simple program to generate “abababab” might be “repeat ‘ab’ 4 times”.
    • The length of this description is much shorter than the string itself.
    • Suppose ( K(s) = 20 ) bits (just for example’s sake).
  3. Normalized Kolmogorov Complexity:
    • The length ( n ) of the string is 8.
    • ( K = = 2.5 ).
  4. High-Order Entropy:
    • ( H_e = H - = 1 - 2.5 = -1.5 ).

The negative value indicates that the string is less random and more structured than what is suggested by its Shannon entropy alone.

By combining these metrics, high-order entropy provides a deeper understanding of the string’s complexity, taking into account both local randomness and global compressibility.

Summary

If you have any specific questions or need further examples, feel free to ask!

7/28/2024

unbounded computation xyz pointer

An electrostatic force or the Coulombic force is defined as the force of attraction or repulsion between two like and unlike charges, respectively. The two charges bear equal magnitude but opposite charges and are separated by some distance.

IHP

https://chatgpt.com/share/c95d5e22-8f5f-4ff6-a19d-9422181aeb18

notes

alt text alt text alt text

I have to live deliberately. Serendipity I found a Haskell web framework

math

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heyting_algebra alt text https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Burrows%E2%80%93Abadi%E2%80%93Needham_logic#Basic_rules

7/27/2024

Math can be used to model phenomena in the universe and in some cases one to one but that does not mean that it’s how the universe work #### dating ask how their day was.

n0tes

https://johncarlosbaez.wordpress.com/2024/07/20/what-is-entropy/ modes of abstraction

I am able to think in the computational substrate IE code is data and data is code. And morphisms on this category critical theory

do alot a little

Daydreaming and overanalyzing situations That have yet to come as kind of like Writing verses without a beat. Alone it sounds OK, but when you put it into practice you’ll notice there’s a lot of things that happen that you didn’t plan for or inconsistencies.

Analogy is incredibly important. And I would say Semantic Functors are also really important.

powerset poset

we calling a plus b the least upper bound of a and b. well you see with this notation we’ve got that a plus b is greater than or equal to a and it’s greater than or equal to b so it is sort of an upper bound on a and b.

But it is also the least such one because if we have any other such thing like this h here which is greater than or equal to a greater than equals b then h is greater than or equal to a plus b so a plus b is like the smallest thing which is greater than or equal to a and b.

and then if you think about the kind of set theory version of that think about what’s the kind of smallest subset which contains a and contains b it’s the union right the union of a and b that’s the set of all elements which are in a or b

On Analogizing

https://www.vocabulary.com/dictionary/analogize

When you analogize, you explain one thing by comparing it to another. You make an analogy. If you say that DNA is like a twisted ladder, you analogize to make it easier for someone to imagine.

The word analogize comes from the Greek analogizesthai which basically means “to sum up.” …

Interesting so by this definition, My understanding of analogy has been extremely wrong. There’s probably ways to implicitly analogize as well.

There’s simile and there’s metaphor but what I’m getting at here is all of this is a fuzzy approximation or at it’s loosest end, simply Some relation.

I’m interested in something a little more concrete.

What are functors?

I’m borrowing the term functor from category theory which is a structure preserving operation from one category to another.

The simplest example I can think of is say you have a category of round Cups in a cupboard.

Now let’s say one day you take all the cups out and you replace all of them with power tools(Exactly one for each cup).

But then you become self conscious because you’re keeping power tools in the kitchen, So you toss all that out and replace them with glass cups.

But then you…

It doesn’t matter what happens, Each time you have the same number of items in the cupboard right? Your operation is replacing the items but all of the meta structure is preserved–you still have the same amount of items And you can always replace the items with something else.

Your explanation offers a creative analogy to illustrate the concept of functors in category theory. However, it could be clarified to better align with the formal definition. Here’s a more refined version:
            
            ---
            
            ### What are Functors?
            
            In category theory, a functor is a structure-preserving map between categories. Think of it as a consistent way to transform objects and morphisms (arrows) in one category to objects and morphisms in another, while respecting the categorical structure.
            
            Let's use a more relatable example to explain this concept.
            
            Imagine you have a category of round cups in a cupboard. Each cup represents an object, and moving a cup from one position to another represents a morphism.
            
            One day, you decide to replace each round cup with a power tool. The cupboard now contains power tools instead of cups. The objects have changed, but you still have a one-to-one correspondence between the original set of cups and the new set of power tools.
            
            Now, you become self-conscious about keeping power tools in the kitchen, so you replace them with glass cups. Again, the objects in the cupboard have changed, but the one-to-one correspondence is maintained.
            
            No matter how many times you replace the items, you always have the same number of items, and the relationships (morphisms) between the items are preserved. This operation of replacing items while maintaining the structure is analogous to what a functor does.
            
            A functor \(F\) between two categories \(C\) and \(D\) consists of:
            1. A function \(F\) mapping each object in \(C\) to an object in \(D\).
            2. A function \(F\) mapping each morphism in \(C\) to a morphism in \(D\).
            
            These mappings must preserve the structure of the categories:
            - If \(f: A \rightarrow B\) is a morphism in \(C\), then \(F(f): F(A) \rightarrow F(B)\) is a morphism in \(D\).
            - For every object \(A\) in \(C\), \(F(\text{id}_A) = \text{id}_{F(A)}\).
            - If \(g \circ f\) is the composition of \(f\) and \(g\) in \(C\), then \(F(g \circ f) = F(g) \circ F(f)\).
            
            In summary, a functor transforms the objects and morphisms of one category into another while preserving the categorical structure. Just like in our example, the items in the cupboard changed, but the overall structure (the one-to-one correspondence and relationships) remained intact.
            
            ---
            
            This refined version explains the concept more formally while still using your analogy to make it accessible.
what is semantics?

Depending on the field you’re studying this has Various meanings but it basically I interpret it as:

The underlying conceptual meaning of a textother words, it’s what you’re trying to say not how you’re trying to say it.

defined as a Single unit of meaning from a predefined language natural or otherwise.

semantic functors

Alright so if we smash these two things together we get semantic functors. What I’m basically trying to say is that you can use explicit descriptive examples of things in multiple different ways to say the same thing.

And just like a functor, a semantic functor is a structure preserving operation from one category to another, In our case we use the category of English language.

7/26/2024

natuarl semantic chains

morphismprocessrelationship

computational trinitarianism (which relates to the Curry-Howard-Lambek correspondence, and the Brouwer-Heyting-Kolmogorov interpretation). #### dating Match the other persons energy I want to share moments. The kind of moments I had when I was a kid but I don’t think I need to be fucked up anymore to experience them. You want to play music with them so to speak, While still playing your own instrument, Try to put into things as much as the other person puts into things

You can’t make up a bunch of **** **** **** scenarios in your brain about someone you haven’t even met, because I mean if you do that then you’re not even knowing the person! One just knows a figment of one’s imagination which is almost worse than just like j******** to yourself.

say less do more, be more. people don’t like your raw emotions. Sometimes I experience emotions very intensely. When I share I feel it’s two intense for others.

When it comes to seeing and thinking about people, Especially one’s Who are potential partners it’s good to also like only do a little bit but regularly. And then like through regularity and familiarity ;things can like garner comfort?

7/25/2024

By studying categories and functors, we are not just studying a class of mathematical structures and the morphisms between them, we are studying the relationships between various classes of mathematical structure.

44 phonemes ipa set {v,c} = trivial phonemes And then all unique V,C have some distance.

venn diagram 1-7

When finding morphisms ask yourself can I define a relationship between these two objects,Or can I find a function between these two objects,Or is there a process,

7/23/2024

Exponential Object

The exponential looks like it takes a definition of a function in an input and returns the function at that input

Universal morphism

whenever you have a function with many inputs you can think well i can think of it as a function which returns a function which has one less input and then you can always sort of chain things together so that you can think of everything in terms of functions with one input

there’s many interesting examples of exponential objects and it’s so worthwhile to get to grips with them um so you know one can start to think about them in terms of sets and a great way to begin is just to take two sets and then to just see if you can write down all the different functions from one set to another and then maybe try and work out what’s the formula for the number of functions from one set to another set in terms of how many elements those source and target sets have and you can think about the ideas of evaluating functions and iterating functions and all sorts of things in terms of exponential objects so s ### 7/22/2024 Please earnestly just leave me alone if not I’ve got wireless bullets next to my cellular phone

7/21/2024

The set of all identical rhymes with the identical operator I think is a discrete category.

ty max school

david ty for books reading

I gotta bored listening to you and then I went to church and got bored again.

I don’t think AI needs embodied stuff to affect this environment but it needs a way to affect its “thinking”. ie perturbation Its own relationship graph in measure You need a way to update the local graph while having instantaneous composition to other parts of the graph..

The algorithm also needs to be able to handle arbitrary signal inputs of any data type and Encoding As long as it’s communicated through the same medium

Bro could you put a tape head over grammars defined by categories?

7/20/2024

shallow brain: one in which the bare basics of exploring functors exist.I’m wondering which is able to see its own category I’m wondering which is able to see its own category

funtion equivalency alt text

empty set is a sort of initial object in this category of sets

the empty sets the only set that has a function from it into the empty set is itself empty

cartesian product

alt text what does that mean well in a sense you could say it’s a element of the set which is the cartesian product of the set of men and the set of women it’s a pair of a man and a woman and if you do

You take out of the data structure with: projection alt text

these are our functions which allow us to basically extract the values out of this kind of a times b thing

And you can put things into: alt text

This looks suspiciously like vector matrix multiplication. Where the matrix is the frost product on the set and the vector is H

I believe a market intelligence is looking at an item and being able to see it in as many ways as possible.

This includes mental items ideas Etcetera. And I think category theory is a way to help explore this

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Categorical product

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OK so consider H the set of all the cleaning processes for categories A and B.

I put the coffee cup and the plate in the Special cleaning machine. This machine runs a specific cleaning function for each type of kitchenware.

I then initiate pi one and get my cleaned coffee cup back and I initiate pi two and get my cleaned plate back.

The categorical product can be viewed as

Categorical co product

disjoint or discriminated union of these two sets discriminated union of these two things

7/19/2024

Is it possible to somehow train functors?

Hypothesis Large language models act as functors.

Woke up and could not stop thinking about relationships with people.

Translate mathematical expressions into English equivalents

math foundation

A category is: - A set of objects - A set of morphisms(arrows) - has an identity morphism - composition - associativity

The set of perfect rhymes under m_n phonemes is the objects of the category.

The set of perfect rhymes under m_n phonemes is the objects of the category.

The morphisms or arrows are the rhyming relations. In this case every single Perfect rhyme rhymes perfectly with every other perfect rhyme in the set.

the identity Morphism is the arrow unto itself which coincidentally is A class of rhymes called identical rhymes wherein which every syllable is exactly the same

The rhyming relation respects composition because given any three words that perfectly rhyme with each other if the first one rhymes with the second one and the second one rhymes with the third then the first one must rhyme with the third.

Associativity holds because #Todo

Is every object in relation to itself its own category with one object?

the key observation is that elements in a set correspond to functions into that set from a single element set

also is sort of reminiscent of some ideas from language like the idea that you could um kind of make nouns into verbs if you like um so like arrows are more like kind of verbs and you can and the remarkable thing is you can describe everything in category theory in terms

USE tue NOT CORRECT ON TUESDAY

maybe diff everything terminal objects w_everything rhymes with everything

Also there is a proof stating that identity morphisms are unique but if we look at The set of perfect rhymes we can trivially prove this: PROOF:

Consider the set of perfect rhymes that rhyme on syllables s ∈ S Where S is the set of all possible syllables in the English language. And we have a sane repeatable way to syllabify every word.

A perfect rhyme is defined as words that have the same syllables but only differ on their beginning consonants.

And define identical Rhymes as two words that have the same exact syllables.

And let’s define homophones as two words that are spelled the same but sound different.

So speaking in English we can say that homophones and identical rhymes are equal.

And also since they’re equal they both have the same exact syllables and if they have the same exact syllables then they must be Transcribed or written in the same exact way, it doesn’t matter the orthography.

So there is only one identity and that is itself.

The only thing we kinda have to hold hands about is we need to agree

Functional composition of functions ( f ) and ( g ) is defined as:

[ (f g)(x) = f(g(x)) ]

where ( g ) is applied first, followed by ( f ).

These are functional viewpoint translations

Putting a cup in the cupboard after washing it is the same as washing it then putting it in the cupboard.

Putting a banana in the fridge after buying it is the same as buying it, then putting it in the fridge.

The composition of processes (IE one after the other) on any given item is the same as taking the succession of those processes on that item

drum map

posives-kick fricative-hats

category theory

An identity map can be thought of as a zero-fold composite, in much the same way that the number 1 can be thought of as the product of zero numbers.s

The isomorphisms in Set are exactly the bijections

Trig

alt text This category to me suggests that there is an isomorphism between it and trigonometry. And a funk door between intriguing armory and trigonometry and the vector representation.

functor

the composition of the image of arrows is the image of the composition of the arrows

just like a function doesn’t have to cover all of its target sets these functors don’t have to cover all at the target category

and can be many to some

Covariant functor preserves the direction of arrows

7/18/2024

Richard Southwell describes category theory as a minimal language for describing composition.

This other dude defines it as the abstract theory of abstract functions.

I found some python software that will syllabify and ipaify words. This will be good going forward

To me a monoid is a single dimensional vector space All elements are lists of all the vector in composition is defined by whatever operation the monid is underr

7/17/2024

私は,thats me, 僕は, that’s how i be.

I think that given a finite list of words that rhyme no two will be equivalent in their relation unless they are identical. And identical rhymes are more rare than not So I think you can have an order over the set of all words that rhyme within a given set of syllables and sound

Consider “time” and ‘tyme’, and “dime” Where ‘tyme’ is the Identical rhyme and all perfect rhymes are 1 consonant difference in the beginning right? But now consider the distance that the tongue and mouth have to move to get to the different phoneme. I think this distance can form relationship maps over the perfect rhyme words to form some sort of order. So despite time and dime being perfect rhymes, the distance between the tongue and mouth is close They’re both using types of plosives

Alphonic substitution would also drop it out of the identical rhyme into somewhere in between the perfect and identical.

So consider this for distance right consider the word “back” Now consider “pack”, Both plosives so in articulation space they’re closer. Now let’s take the same word “back” And consider “sack” this time; Instead now we have a fricative, We’re no longer using the lips and instead of the tip of the tongue. It’s a different class of movementt. buuuut s and t Are basically the same exact tongue placement just one is a plosive and the other one is a fricative.

map

It might be interesting to map syllables to drum sheet music

I learned today that there aren’t many languages where 7 is a single syllable. There is warning Welsh in is pronounced: Saith.

7/16/2024

7/15/2024

I realized that the reason I like drum and bass and really technical rap is ’cause both of them are hurting that sweet spot would like the sick intricate you know rhythms ### 7/13/2024

Make a bot that traverses all the arrows in categories and then finds specific compositions of unknown functions or unknown compositions.

Real artificial general intelligence will be worn from category theory because it’s the interface overall of mathematics

I think you have to get this thing to discover an natrp-0ual transformations memorize a whole Japanese story verbating or write it down or some **** like that.

7/11/2024

Bro why the **** does it feel like there are two mes

Every single day I ask myself if I’m a good therapist and I’ve learned to stop asking it out loud. - Dr. Katz

7/11(木)

I really wish I watched card captor Sakura when I was a kid.

7/10/2024

If someone’s not getting you or you’re frustrated or something like that you can just apologize like sorry I just really don’t want to waste of time so we’re going to need to Drop it or clarify

I’m afraid my brother is gonna throw his life away and it makes me very sad. There was one point where I thought we could do stuff together. But I don’t know.

Life is pain in the same way that no one deserves happiness Life is pain in the same way that no one deserves happiness

I’m scared that you mother fuckers One day you want to take my life away.

To be honest if someone tried to kill me in a different way I might just let him. But because that’s The reason you want to end my seasons Your garbage **** reasons I reject them. I mean that in the most utmost disrespect and If you come against me you’re gonna see my weapon

7/9/2024

beat box time x articularitve phonemes

I do things no one can do

I need to come up with some kind of recursive algorithm that finds matching phonemes and matching areas?

You don’t have to today but knowing the IPA would be helpful as it is a good representation of concrete phoneme sound which would allow you to progress rhyme theory

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Syllable#Rime

I’m looking at like you know alphones alphones homophones and stuff like that what other words are there for relations between phonemes and morphemes and graphemes I need all of them please and I need to know how they all relate please.

Examples

Pre-glottalization normally occurs in British and American English when the fortis consonant phoneme is followed by another consonant or when the consonant is in final position. Thus football and catching are often pronounced [ˈfʊʔtbɔːl] (fuutbal) and [ˈkæʔtʃɪŋ],(catt-ching) respectively. Even more frequently, glottal replacement happens in such cases involving /t/, so that football is pronounced [ˈfʊʔbɔːl] (fuhtbull).

Consider my example: If~you're~sixty footʔtall, That's~too~tall~for footʔball

notes

English is an extremely lossy representation of phonically what is happening in the rhyme

such as [p] (for the p in spit) versus [pʰ] (for the p in pit, which in English is an aspirated allophone of /p/: pronounced with an extra burst of air).

A pair of words like kátur and gátur (above) that differ only in one phone is called a minimal pair for the two alternative phones in question (in this case, [kʰ] and k).

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/English_phonology >(English orthography is not as strongly phonemic as that of many other languages).

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fortis_and_lenis# >In linguistics, fortis and lenis (/ˈfɔːrtɪs/ FOR-tiss and /ˈliːnɪs, ˈlɛnɪs/ LEE-niss, LEN-iss;“strong” and “weak”), sometimes identified with ‘tense’ and ‘lax’, are pronunciations of consonants with relatively greater and lesser energy, respectively. English has

fortis consonants, such as the p in pat, with a corresponding lenis consonant, such as the b in bat. Fortis and lenis consonants may be distinguished by tenseness or other characteristics, such as voicing, aspiration, glottalization, velarization, length, and length of nearby vowels. Fortis and lenis were coined for languages where the contrast between sounds such as ‘p’ and ‘b’ does not involve voicing (vibration of the vocal cords).

Pre-glottalization Is a beautiful phrase.

pun minimal pair #### conjecture

Definitions

phonemes: grapheme morpheme

conjecture:Rhyming is a cross product on the set of English phonemes P and, {n : n ∈ Q} the set of all rational divisions of a given period of time t, such that ℜ ={(p, n) : p ∈ P, n ∈ Q}`.

Further if this is true then you could consider that sheet music by western definition is now a cross product between The set ℜ rhyming and the set H for Hertz or frequency

My philosophy with In exploring the system is heavily influenced by J Cummings. It goes as such: grab the smallest pieces of the system and move them around. That’s it.

The next step if you want to internalize the system you’re working with you need some repetition whether that’s doing problems of it every day reading about it every day although that’s passive and I really really recommend an active activity. Personally if I want the system in my soul, I take its basic pieces and break them up and put them in flash cards and I memorize the **** out of them for a month or so. This takes a lot of effort from me’cause it’s almost a little painful to do it this way but I found this is one of the ways that you can really force yourself to grab a hold of one part of the picture.

So for us I am going to give you this csv that has all of the English phonemes. It also has a set of the most common intervals used in Music; Rational numbers whose denominator is a multiple of four or three

Here are the 44 English phonemes. vid Learn the IPA – Consonants – American English - by Rachel’s English

csv

Type;Phoneme;English Phonetic;IPA
            Vowel;/iː/;ee as in see;[iː]
            Vowel;/ɪ/;i as in sit;[ɪ]
            Vowel;/e/;e as in bed;[e]
            Vowel;/æ/;a as in cat;[æ]
            Vowel;/ɑː/;ah as in father;[ɑː]
            Vowel;/ɒ/;o as in pot;[ɒ]
            Vowel;/ɔː/;aw as in saw;[ɔː]
            Vowel;/ʊ/;u as in put;[ʊ]
            Vowel;/uː/;oo as in food;[uː]
            Vowel;/ʌ/;u as in cup;[ʌ]
            Vowel;/ɜː/;er as in her;[ɜː]
            Vowel;/ə/;a as in sofa;[ə]
            Diphthong;/eɪ/;ay as in say;[eɪ]
            Diphthong;/aɪ/;eye as in my;[aɪ]
            Diphthong;/ɔɪ/;oy as in boy;[ɔɪ]
            Diphthong;/aʊ/;ow as in now;[aʊ]
            Diphthong;/əʊ/;oh as in go;[əʊ]
            Diphthong;/ɪə/;ear as in here;[ɪə]
            Diphthong;/eə/;air as in there;[eə]
            Diphthong;/ʊə/;ure as in pure;[ʊə]
            Consonant;/p/;p as in pat;[p]
            Consonant;/b/;b as in bat;[b]
            Consonant;/t/;t as in top;[t]
            Consonant;/d/;d as in dog;[d]
            Consonant;/k/;k as in cat;[k]
            Consonant;/g/;g as in go;[g]
            Consonant;/tʃ/;ch as in chat;[tʃ]
            Consonant;/dʒ/;j as in jump;[dʒ]
            Consonant;/f/;f as in fish;[f]
            Consonant;/v/;v as in van;[v]
            Consonant;/θ/;th as in think;[θ]
            Consonant;/ð/;th as in this;[ð]
            Consonant;/s/;s as in see;[s]
            Consonant;/z/;z as in zoo;[z]
            Consonant;/ʃ/;sh as in she;[ʃ]
            Consonant;/ʒ/;zh as in measure;[ʒ]
            Consonant;/h/;h as in hat;[h]
            Consonant;/m/;m as in man;[m]
            Consonant;/n/;n as in no;[n]
            Consonant;/ŋ/;ng as in sing;[ŋ]
            Consonant;/l/;l as in lip;[l]
            Consonant;/r/;r as in run;[r]
            Consonant;/j/;y as in yes;[j]
            Consonant;/w/;w as in we;[w]
q, x

Q and X are known as graphemes and they are a combination of two phonemes. Q:/kw/;kw as in quick;[kw] X:/ks/;ks as in sax;[ks]

And here are the most common* time denominationss

Interval;Denomination;Sheet Music Representation;Other Representation
            Whole Note;1;𝅝;Whole
            Half Note;1/2;𝅗𝅥;Half
            Quarter Note;1/4;𝅘𝅥;Quarter
            Eighth Note;1/8;𝅘𝅥𝅮;Eighth
            Sixteenth Note;1/16;𝅘𝅥𝅯;Sixteenth
            Thirty-Second Note;1/32;𝅘𝅥𝅰;Thirty-Second
            Sixty-Fourth Note;1/64;𝅘𝅥𝅱;Sixty-Fourth
            Whole Rest;1;𝄽;Whole Rest
            Half Rest;1/2;𝄼;Half Rest
            Quarter Rest;1/4;𝅾;Quarter Rest
            Eighth Rest;1/8;𝅿;Eighth Rest
            Sixteenth Rest;1/16;𝆀;Sixteenth Rest
            Thirty-Second Rest;1/32;𝆁;Thirty-Second Rest
            Sixty-Fourth Rest;1/64;𝆂;Sixty-Fourth Rest
            Dotted Whole Note;1 1/2;𝅝.;Dotted Whole
            Dotted Half Note;3/4;𝅗𝅥.;Dotted Half
            Dotted Quarter Note;3/8;𝅘𝅥.;Dotted Quarter
            Dotted Eighth Note;3/16;𝅘𝅥𝅮.;Dotted Eighth
            Dotted Sixteenth Note;3/32;𝅘𝅥𝅯.;Dotted Sixteenth
            Dotted Thirty-Second Note;3/64;𝅘𝅥𝅰.;Dotted Thirty-Second
            Triplet;1/3;(3);Triplet
            Quintuplet;1/5;(5);Quintuplet
            Septuplet;1/7;(7);Septuplet
            Nonuplet;1/9;(9);Nonuplet

And here’s some more that I don’t even know what the hell this is about. My AI auto complete just added it and it looked cool. So if you know any songs that use this kind of junk or any of the weird time signature stuff let me know because I would be very interested.

Duple;1/11;(11);Duple
            Triple;1/13;(13);Triple
            Quadruple;1/15;(15);Quadruple
            Quintuple;1/17;(17);Quintuple
            Sextuple;1/19;(19);Sextuple
            Septuple;1/21;(21);Septuple
            Octuple;1/23;(23);Octuple
            Nontuple;1/25;(25);Nontuple
            Duple;1/27;(27);Duple
            Triple;1/29;(29);Triple
            Quadruple;1/31;(31);Quadruple

practice

So the next most logical thing to do is take a song that you like and try and To transcribe it in such a way where you could see all of the phonemes and how long of an interval they took.

And to me this seems like a whole shit ton of work. So I asked Sam Altman’s homunculus to help me out:

transcription

Let’s create a basic 2-stanza song in 4/4 time and demonstrate how rhyming can be mapped as a cross product of English phonemes and musical intervals.

Basic 2-Stanza Song

Stanza 1:

Line 1: Twinkle, twinkle, little star
            Line 2: How I wonder what you are
            Line 3: Up above the world so high
            Line 4: Like a diamond in the sky

Stanza 2:

Line 1: Twinkle, twinkle, little star
            Line 2: How I wonder what you are
4/4 Time Notation

In 4/4 time, each measure has 4 beats. We’ll map each syllable to a musical note, and for simplicity, we’ll use quarter notes for each syllable.

Rhyming and Cross Product

We’ll consider rhyming syllables as pairs that share similar phonemes.

Rhyming Pairs: - “star” and “are” - “high” and “sky”

Human note:

It is a very good thing that the homunculus defined rhyming for us I did not rigorously define what a rhyme is. There is an amazing post by Chase λ https://blog.chaselambda.com/2022/05/07/rhyme-theory.html

Where he gives an explicit definition of what a rhyme is but I’m Going to relax on the rigor a little bit and Justice assume that we all have a common idea of what I mean by rhyming, or something rhymes.

Once you can break down words into the phony and start using phonemes that rhyme as like a variable they can swap out but with a constraint because it has to like make a real word right

So it could be said two words could rhyme if they have similar phonemes in similar locations and the ordered set of phonemes is a subset of English words

Cross Product

We will take the cross product of English phonemes with musical intervals for the rhyming pairs in each measure. Here’s how it might look for our song:

Mapping to the Song

Stanza 1:

Measure Syllables Phonemes (IPA) Musical Interval (4/4 Time) Cross Product
1 Twin-kle, twin-kle, lit-tle star /t/, /w/, /ɪ/, /ŋ/, /k/, /l/, /ɪ/, /t/, /l/, /s/, /t/, /ɑː/ Quarter notes (/t/, 1/4), (/w/, 1/4), (/ɪ/, 1/4), (/ŋ/, 1/4), (/k/, 1/4), (/l/, 1/4), (/ɪ/, 1/4), (/t/, 1/4), (/l/, 1/4), (/s/, 1/4), (/t/, 1/4), (/ɑː/, 1/4)
2 How I won-der what you are /h/, /aʊ/, /aɪ/, /w/, /ʌ/, /n/, /d/, /ɜː/, /w/, /ɑː/, /t/, /j/, /uː/, /ɑː/ Quarter notes (/h/, 1/4), (/aʊ/, 1/4), (/aɪ/, 1/4), (/w/, 1/4), (/ʌ/, 1/4), (/n/, 1/4), (/d/, 1/4), (/ɜː/, 1/4), (/w/, 1/4), (/ɑː/, 1/4), (/t/, 1/4), (/j/, 1/4), (/uː/, 1/4), (/ɑː/, 1/4)
3 Up a-bove the world so high /ʌ/, /p/, /ə/, /b/, /ʌ/, /v/, /ð/, /ə/, /w/, /ɜː/, /l/, /d/, /s/, /əʊ/, /h/, /aɪ/ Quarter notes (/ʌ/, 1/4), (/p/, 1/4), (/ə/, 1/4), (/b/, 1/4), (/ʌ/, 1/4), (/v/, 1/4), (/ð/, 1/4), (/ə/, 1/4), (/w/, 1/4), (/ɜː/, 1/4), (/l/, 1/4), (/d/, 1/4), (/s/, 1/4), (/əʊ/, 1/4), (/h/, 1/4), (/aɪ/, 1/4)
4 Like a di-a-mond in the sky /l/, /aɪ/, /k/, /ə/, /d/, /aɪ/, /ə/, /m/, /ə/, /n/, /d/, /ɪ/, /n/, /ð/, /ə/, /s/, /k/, /aɪ/ Quarter notes (/l/, 1/4), (/aɪ/, 1/4), (/k/, 1/4), (/ə/, 1/4), (/d/, 1/4), (/aɪ/, 1/4), (/ə/, 1/4), (/m/, 1/4), (/ə/, 1/4), (/n/, 1/4), (/d/, 1/4), (/ɪ/, 1/4), (/n/, 1/4), (/ð/, 1/4), (/ə/, 1/4), (/s/, 1/4), (/k/, 1/4), (/aɪ/, 1/4)

Stanza 2:

Measure Syllables Phonemes (IPA) Musical Interval (4/4 Time) Cross Product
5 Twin-kle, twin-kle, lit-tle star /t/, /w/, /ɪ/, /ŋ/, /k/, /l/, /ɪ/, /t/, /l/, /s/, /t/, /ɑː/ Quarter notes (/t/, 1/4), (/w/, 1/4), (/ɪ/, 1/4), (/ŋ/, 1/4), (/k/, 1/4), (/l/, 1/4), (/ɪ/, 1/4), (/t/, 1/4), (/l/, 1/4), (/s/, 1/4), (/t/, 1/4), (/ɑː/, 1/4)
6 How I won-der what you are /h/, /aʊ/, /aɪ/, /w/, /ʌ/, /n/, /d/, /ɜː/, /w/, /ɑː/, /t/, /j/, /uː/, /ɑː/ Quarter notes (/h/, 1/4), (/aʊ/, 1/4), (/aɪ/, 1/4), (/w/, 1/4), (/ʌ/, 1/4), (/n/, 1/4), (/d/, 1/4), (/ɜː/, 1/4), (/w/, 1/4), (/ɑː/, 1/4), (/t/, 1/4), (/j/, 1/4), (/uː/, 1/4), (/ɑː/, 1/4)

This table shows each measure, the syllables within that measure, their IPA phoneme representations, the musical intervals (quarter notes in this case), and the cross product of phonemes with intervals.

For each pair of rhyming words: - Stanza 1, Measure 1 & 2: “star” (/s/, /t/, /ɑː/, /r/) and “are” (/ɑː/, /r/) - Stanza 1, Measure 3 & 4: “high” (/h/, /aɪ/) and “sky” (/s/, /k/, /aɪ/)

These pairs can be considered as elements of the cross product set where the intervals and phonemes match.

This basic framework demonstrates how you can start mapping phonemes and intervals to songs using category theory concepts. For more detailed songs, this mapping can be extended and refined. Let me know if you’d like to explore this further!

7/8/2024

I think the flies with the gold and green bodies are pretty. I also think they are annoying. I also think it’s funny that I think they’re annoying because they are literally free recycling.

The only price you have to pay is smell. And I’m not even sure if it’s flies themselves that carry diseases. But they’re associated with disease and decay. Is it the corpse itself that brings disease and the flies just get the bad rap?

I’m not overly into insects, But the more you look at them it seems like the bugs are the features.

7/7/2024

life

managing one’s life

Whenever you make a key decision or take a key action, write down what you expect will happen. Nine or 12 months later, compare the actual results with your expectations.

Second, work on improving your strengths. Analysis will rapidly show where you need to improve skills or acquire new ones. It will also show the gaps in your knowledge—and those can usually be filled. Mathematicians are born, but everyone can learn trigonometry.

Third, discover where your intellectual arrogance is causing disabling ignorance and overcome it. Far too many people—especially people with great expertise in one area—are contemptuous of knowledge in other areas or believe that being bright is a substitute for knowledge. First-rate engineers, for instance, tend to take pride in not knowing anything about people. Human beings, they believe, are much too disorderly for the good engineering mind. Human resources professionals, by contrast, often pride themselves on their ignorance of elementary accounting or of quantitative methods altogether. But taking pride in such ignorance is self-defeating. Go to work on acquiring the skills and knowledge you need to fully realize your strengths.

Like so many brilliant people, he believes that ideas move mountains. But bulldozers move mountains; ideas show where the bulldozers should go to work.

Energy, resources, and time should go instead to making a competent person into a star performer.

Do not try to change yourself—you are unlikely to succeed. Work to improve the way you perform.

The conclusion bears repeating: Do not try to change yourself—you are unlikely to succeed. But work hard to improve the way you perform. And try not to take on work you cannot perform or will only perform poorly.

notes

I’m not even the same man I used to be.

I stopped myself from doing something because preconceived notion and potentially denied myself of positive experiences.`

I tend to get caught up in interesting projects without actually having a plan so nothing really gets done

dating

I tend not to like to sit still unless I’m really focusing on something.

It can take me a little while to process things. I’ve gotten better at compartmentalizing and working on them on my own time.

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            I am currently utilizing the servant leadership approach at my factory. I am a relatively new plant manager (was a QA manager prior) and after 1.5 years, the results have been very good on several measurements, especially engagement scores of the workforce. Performance has improved dramatically and the management team under me has developed into a very competent team and are able to deliver results every month.
            Ultimately, I think there are a few key factors to success:
            – A competent and autonomous management team is a must. My leaders list autonomy as their #1 value and they all very capable and effective within their departments. As a leader, I have learned that this model will struggle if people are not self-motivated in this way. The team members that struggle with this need heavy coaching or need to move on.
            – It’s not enough to preach. The living of the idea starts with the leader. I sometimes feel like part psychologist/counselor, which requires a lot active listening to make sure all are heard and feel valued. I am not sure that this is a generational thing but I don’t believe upper management in the corporation that I report to fully understands this concept. People MUST feel heard and feel that their contribution is valued. When they don’t they need to trust that they can open to their leader and talk openly about the issue and then the leader can help them work through the issues without solving the problem for them.
            – Vision: This is equally important. So once you have a self-actualized team, they need to have a vision/mission to work to. Not having a strategy and a plan to work to can lead to frustration and conflict. This is true in any scenario but the team that is empowered to make decisions need to have clear context to what is value add vs. non-value add.
            Additionally, servant leadership style is not on it’s own a model for how a business should be run. This is a core-values based approach to how you develop a team and grow leaders within an organization but I rely on my experience, problem solving and other management skills to do the job. Ultimately, I realize that there is no amount of solutions that I could deliver in any given situation such that I alone could deliver the results. I am the one who is dependent on my employees, and they are not dependent on me (though they may believe so). So what value do I add but to do the things I stated above?
            Personally, I don’t know any effective leader that doesn’t employ some or all of these concepts.

journal

Most of my family just wants to be right in some form or another. And, at all points, will (un)consciously argue^1 that what you said cognitively dissonates. And further so, you will Subjected It’s reframing. It’s not egregious all the time and it varies from person to person. But sometimes I feel like I’m the only one that can ever admit that he’s wrong.

This so self assured Righteousness from everyone about everything Must be blinding because no one can see the irony that all of us have been poor our whole lives.

I’m familiar with the idea that being smart does not equal being rich. But I’m also under the impression that if your bank account Value is like the X coordinate of a pong ball and you’re not getting everything right.

Of course, it’s possible to do everything wrong and still have money but if we narrow our focus down towards the lower working class well, You have to be a little bit more resourceful with your time and strategies.

And I would say that your bank account number more were closely is correlated with how “right” you are. Obviously I say this metaphorically and acridly As this is a stress relief entry.

mindfullness

^1 I need to be careful that I am treating mindfulness like treating correct posture. There are a range of positions and postures that are non damaging to the body. And likewise I think there are a number of levels of conscious thought. And yes I’m probably can actually be mentally damaging. It’s interesting to be an entity that has so much power over itself that can actually use its own mechanisms to damage itself consciously or subconsciously. And even weirder so that it can be it purposefully. I assume what’s most important to me is that I’m checking in with myself and making sure to be mindful and some respect? ’cause I can’t always be (or at all) monk level conscious, it’s just not how my human body works.

A place I find I’m not fully conscious is after I leave the shower because I’m still one kind of that animal cleaning grooing mode.

coward

My family is also their own set of cowardly, the relationship is associative so — so am I. One of the things that really bothers me is

talking at you

I can’t say much more ’cause I might have to do other stuff today tell us something that really is killing me is that all my family just talks at and expects you to be partner to every thought and next whim. It’s exhausting. I don’t want to be in my head that much and I don’t want to be in somebody else’s head that much. Is this wrong with me to think this way with my family?

writing to think

https://www.henrikkarlsson.xyz/p/writing-to-think Good thinking is about pushing past your current understanding and reaching the thought behind the thought.

In a fluid medium like thought or conversation, you can always go, “Well, I didn’t mean it like that” or rely on the fact that your short-term memory is too limited for you to notice the contradiction between what you are saying now and what you said 12 minutes ago.

By unfolding I mean “interrogating the conclusion to come up with an explanation of why it could be true.” What premises and reasoning chains leads to this conclusion? The explanation isn’t meant to prove that your conclusion was right. It is just a way of unpacking it.

These days, I would instead unfold a conclusion like this as a series of bullet points where I spell out the intuition behind my claim in a series of premises. In the case of Maud’s education, this would have looked something like this (note that this is not my current understanding but a reconstruction of what I thought eight years ago):

People have an intrinsic motivation to learn and it is important to not undermine that, which schools do 

            It is better to go deep on a few topics that you are passionate about rather than have a superficial understanding of a broad range of subjects you care little about

            But you need to attend a school so you get socialized

            Hence, we need to find a school that allows self-directed learning

I tend to go through my list of premises and assumptions and ask follow-up questions to myself, to further unfold my conclusion. To continue the example from above, I would take one of the premises and unfold it like this:

But you need a school so you get socialized

Curious: why?

            Kids will get depressed and struggle to navigate workplaces, and so on, if they haven’t been exposed to society

                Where can I read more about this? Are there any good studies?

            Being in something like a school is important because humans are social animals. We pick up most of our skills and norms and so on by being immersed in a peer group

                And what follows from this?

                If we are shaped by our peer group, what would the ideal peer group look like?

The emotional tone of these questions is, in my head, lovingly curious; I’m not trying to put myself down. I’m trying not to kill ideas. I want to help them evolve and spill forth more insight. Often this dialogue ends with me changing my mind about several premises and coming to a different conclusion, but the original idea remains the seed—no less valuable for having been proven wrong. It takes creativity and boldness to leap out and form a conclusion, and the part that criticizes must understand how dependent it is on the part that throws ideas at the wall. It is often easier to criticize than it is to synthesize a new position.

Counterexamples are useful in two ways. Either you find a counterexample that a) proves one of the premises wrong but b) does not change your mind about the conclusion. Lakatos calls this a local (and non-global) counterexample. This means there is something wrong with your unfolding. Perhaps you need to change that part of the explanation? Or perhaps you can simply drop it, making the mental model simpler and more general? Local counterexamples help you improve your explanation and get a better understanding.

There is a scene in the last season of Breaking Bad that illustrates this. The main character, whatever his name was, is a teacher that starts a meth lab. This can be thought of as his conclusion (“I should get into the meth business”) and when asked to defend this decision he unfolds the claim by saying, “I need to support my family.” This is false. There are better ways for him to do that (he has an old friend who offers him money). That is a local counterexample. In the final season, he admits to himself: “I did it because it made me feel alive.” This doesn’t change his conclusion (he does not change his mind about the meth) but it gives him a deeper and more correct understanding of himself.

7/6/2024

https://old.reddit.com/r/Millennials/comments/1dwfum8/35_and_just_had_our_first_baby_what_the_fuck_is/lbujv8l/

They’re super duper scared of the judgement. Instead of “Oh wow.. that’s new. We didn’t know about that then.. Wish we had..” You’re getting “YOU SURVIVED, DIDN’T YOU?!” Both come from the same place, they’re just based off of different feels. I think that’s something we should remember so we don’t repeat it later on down the road.

https://old.reddit.com/r/Millennials/comments/1dwfum8/35_and_just_had_our_first_baby_what_the_fuck_is/lbvqzaf/

YOU DO YOUR BEST WITH THE KNOWLEDGE YOU HAVE AT THE TIME.

7/5/2024

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Guide expression or learning to be an eigenvalue so that you can decompose higher matrices into smaller ones as part of the actual learning process https://people.csail.mit.edu/asolar/SynthesisCourse/Lecture2.htm >In traditional machine learning, the focus has historically been on the second challenge. The trick has been to pick spaces of programs that are either extremely expressive (e.g. neural networks) so that there are many different ways to match any set of observations and the challenge is how to avoid over-training. Or to pick a space that is too restricted (e.g. SVMs) such that it is more or less impossible to match all the observations, but you assume some observations are wrong anyway, so you can trade off how many samples you match against other criteria that make it more likely that your solution will work well enough in general.

Seems to me that support vector machines try to generalize by under parameterizing and neural network generated by over parameterizing?

And then Milford said," that the real reason the government wants to jail homeless people is that we need as many people in houses as possible because that’s what’s propping up the growth in our economy. It sounds like a thing that would be true right? Source is — I made it up."

To test if two things are equal, it is best to recall the basic fact that if a=b, then a-b=0 . Thus, the best way to check if a=b is to take a-b and simplify it, and see if it goes to 0.

mmatrix<->graph https://chatgpt.com/share/bca3f072-eddd-4653-996c-2ea455c17ca1 ### 7/2/2024 in looking over formal context analysis I think that a syllable set on the English language Where the addition is the operation the relation and the null Silence syllable is the zero element I

think it forms a lattice structure

6/30/2024

6:22pm math

I learned that you can multiply two polynomials together using convolution. ### 6/29/2024

2:14pm

10:54am

Pandoc is written in Haskell, I use pandoc.

6/27/2024

6:18pm

Instead of asking what can be defined and deduced from what is assumed to begin with, we ask instead what more general ideas and principles can be found, in terms of which what was our starting-point can be defined or deduced. Bertrand Russell, from Introduction to Mathematical Philosophy

To me the statement kinda means you start with some definitions and you find what fits them?

xx:xxam

Thinking itself is mathematical. So going through any math textbook (and of course especially this one) would help you in ways that are much more vital than finding solutions to “complex” problems.

OK so how I see it is that there’s this connection between the body and the mind where like the consciousness is just being carried along with everything else and you sometimes have to just let the animal be and that’s how you can like be in the moment right that’s how you can get into flow this can get the string of things so you take your consciousness and you you ring the animal to the thing and then you make him do the thing or you allow him to do the thing you don’t disrupt him right you just you just let it happen right you just watch so to speak i’m rushing this because there’s another thought i’m trying to think about but I can’t remember it

So like you can cultivate habits good and bad and cultivate connections with people and you can run on autopilot in some things if your brain is not stupid like mine. None of these have to be done consciously on most people I think I don’t know but you can do them consciously you can choose to do these things no matter what you can choose to break your heart right now by leaving your girlfriend you can choose to make yourself sad by snapping your own CD you know you have the power right now to do anything.Big right.? I mean of course we all have certain levels of will for certain actions right? I can’t cut my hand off! I don’t think no matter how hard I try will I ever be able to do it no matter how many pollution agendas I ever take. I can’t do it! But everyday things right like, say you catch yourself visiting a location more frequently than you thought you were, and you realize that it seems that you by accident havestarted a small repertoire with one of the clerks and anytime you can choose never to come back to that store ever again. Or you can choose to go to the store like you did yesterday

That’s the kind of thing I’m talking about so you want to be able to cultivate that to put you in a direction where you’re doing actionable goals and accomplishing steps to compound your actionable goals I don’t know how to do that because I’m stupid but that seems to be my idea of what living skillfully might look like.

You can even choose how you feel. I’m not suggesting that I have the ability to manifest like good feelings. No I’ve read **** where it’s like if you smile you’re more likely to be happy but like whatever man. I don’t really think that works something an event or an idea has to happen for me to like not be sad if I’m sad right like I have to choose to do something to change where I’m at the change my frame of mind to get out of that sadness. That’s a positive example

A negative example is you can choose to deny your feelings for someone because of fear of rejection or something like that. Depending on how intense it is you know you can hide some of it and how skilled you are at that will affect that right

I have something to do with logic structures and machine learning maybe?

It has something to do with logical systems that can be made with you know collections of logical axiom schemas rules, right and machine learning over over category category theory which can be represented graphically so you should probably look into machine learning over graphs you should probably actually get into graph theory and you should probably **** get into search algorithms and whatever maybe my hands should get better and I could do that ****

I should look up manga guide to 何何. In Japanese maybe that would be cool

I learned how to estimate the height of a tree today. You take a stick the length from the center of your body to the tip of your fingers and hold it by your hand vertically so that it forms a perpendicular angle. You then try and match the tip of that as closely as you can to the top of the tree and your distance between the tree and the tip of the stick with me the same

we will sometimes want to treat a vector as a sort of degenerate matrix

6/26/2024

I think I need big life changing arcs throughout my life because otherwise it’s just immediately is gone. I don’t want to give up math. But in these next five months remaining I will do as much as I can and try to figure out as well what the next step should be. I still need to figure out how to set up my pause screen. Website where I can open up anywhere and Justice get a looking at a glance at like me in my strategies and ****.

1.1.28:

Exercise 1.1.26: Inverses of a Morphism

Certainly! Let’s go through the proof of Exercise 1.1.26 step by step to show that if ( g ) and ( g’ ) are both inverses of a morphism ( f ), then ( g = g’ ).

Given:

Objective:

Proof:

  1. Consider the composition ( g (f g’) ):
    • By the associativity of composition, we can write: [ g (f g’) = (g f) g’ ]
    • Since ( g f = _X ), we get: [ (g f) g’ = _X g’ = g’ ]
    • Therefore: [ g (f g’) = g’ ]
  2. **Using the fact that ( f g’ = _Y ):**
    • Substitute ( f g’ = _Y ) into the composition ( g (f g’) ): [ g _Y = g ]
    • Therefore: [ g = g’ ]
  3. Verify the process:
    • We have shown ( g (f g’) = g ) implies ( g = g’ ).
    • This step essentially means we are using the fact that any element composed with an identity element remains unchanged: [ g _Y = g _X g’ = g’ ]
  4. Symmetric Argument:
    • Similarly, we could consider the composition ( g’ (f g) ): [ g’ (f g) = (g’ f) g = _X g = g ]
    • Since ( f g = _Y ), we have: [ g’ _Y = g’ g = g’ ]

Conclusion:

Thus, we have shown that if ( g ) and ( g’ ) are both inverses of ( f ), then they must be equal, proving that inverses in a category are unique.

Application to Groups:

Tell me number theory is the mathematics of entities.